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chapter fifteen of hunger games pjo au is out!! enjoy.

rhea and annabeth, the minute they meet: *instant bickering commences*

i have now presented you all with chapter sixteen. mwuahahahahaha!

will: so…mom? rhea: *internally crying tears of joy* rhea, barely letting a smile come through: seems so. prometheus: *talks about the rebellion and thirteen* will: you're a fucking liar. other victors: *talk about the rebellion and thirteen* will: so this is happening after all.

chapter seventeen, the last part of ii: alea iacta est, has been posted!! not as emotionally draining as the previous chapter; actually, we don't have emotionally draining chapters for a SMALL bit because we all need a break. regardless, off we go!

prometheus: do x will: fuck you hazel: do x, please? will: okay. (but only because i love and trust you.)

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN AKA THE BEGINNING OF PART 3 IS HERE!!! it will be edited tomorrow due to reasons, which are stated in the author's note, but the only changes will be in formatting, that's all.

chapter nineteen, aka the beginning of more angst. it is time.

will: *sings a very specific song* zeus, somewhere in the capitol: *intense flashbacks* naomi, from the afterlife: THAT'S MY BOY! LOOK AT MY SON! YES BABY KEEP GOING!!

chapter twenty is out. i hope you like it!

jason: here's an itemised list of sixty years of secrets every capitolite ever: SHIT

wake up babe chapter 21 dropped. in the beautiful words of @scarlet-sam-chaos

apollo: born to say 'i'm yours', forced to say 'i'm your doctor'.

Will Solace is an age regressor

ok ok here me out...

He's under a lot of stress and he feels like he has to be in charge because he's afraid that if he relinquishes control to someone else, they'll screw it up and people will end up hurt.

But he's a doctor, and sometimes, when you're a doctor... Sometimes, your patients die. Especially if they're demigods. And when that happens, he feels guilty and scared and angry, like he's no good for anything and everything is spiraling out of control and he can't even feel any of those feelings out because he has to push them down and move on to the next patient. Especially not now that he's 25 and works in a mortal hospital.

He wasn't even able to process the deaths of his older brothers, because he was a war medic and had to save as many people as he could.

But when he gets home, he can fall apart all he wants. And he wants to fall apart. Maybe he even wants to hurt himself, but he's learned not to.

So what does he do instead?

He regresses.

Regresses to a time before he knew death, before he understood what it meant.

And at first, it's not the cute, calming age regression that gets shown off on social media. It's heartbreaking to watch, this poor man who's had to act like an adult since before he was even a teenager, curled up on the floor, sometimes sucking his thumb, sometimes rocking back and forth, hugging his knees, other times kicking the wall and throwing around soft things made for throwing, always crying and screaming and tearing his hair out, having the kind of meltdown that isn't socially acceptable for a grown man to have, no matter how understandable it is.

But Nico knows what to do when he gets like this. He smells the death radiating from him, wafting through the house, he hears the crying, the high-pitched yelling that he can't do anything right and that it's all his fault and he should just die already so he can stop killing the people he's supposed to save. It tears his heart to shreds, even after hearing it a million times.

He gathers up his weighted blanket, and his stuffed cow, and his paci, and he kneels with him on the floor, lovingly wrapping the blanket around him and holding out his comfort items. He always asks if Nico washed it before putting it in his mouth, because even in littlespace, he's still afraid of germs. And Nico says yes, because of course he did. He washes it every night when Will hands it over to sleep, and every morning before Will leaves for work, just in case he needs it when he comes back home. Will puts it in his mouth and relaxes almost instantly, melting into Nico as he fully sinks into littlespace.

If he's verbal enough and awake enough, Nico has him do vocal affirmations once he's willing to take his paci out of his mouth, 'repeat after me, ok? I did my best, I am loved, I am worthy, I deserve to live, I deserve to be happy.' And sometimes Will can't get through them all, and he just bursts into tears again, and Nico comforts him and says it's ok if he's overwhelmed and they can try again after he's calmed down. But sometimes he can do it, and Nico keeps telling him how proud he is, that he did a good job and he knows it's hard saying those things when you have a hard time believing them, even though inside, he's breaking apart, because to him, Will is the most perfect person in the world, and it's so unfair that he feels so unloved, so worthless, that those words, that are supposed to be comforting, instead make him cry. But he'll put those emotions aside, just for a little bit, to take care of his little. He can cry it out later, when Will's big again, or with someone else who's not in such a delicate, tender headspace. For now, he'll make Will macaroni and cheese and let him change out of his big boy clothes, and when he has to go to bed, Nico will read him a story or sing him to sleep, and he'll snuggle next to him, one of the few times he's truly happy.

Sometimes, he'll regress all the way to infancy, before he could talk, but he'll still be awake. And it's up to Nico to tend to him, to make sure he's clean and fed and comfortable. Try to interpret his whines for attention to figure out what he needs.

But most of the time, he'll fall asleep in Nico's arms, before being able to change out of his bloody scrubs, or even relinquish the paci, waiting to be picked up and carried to bed and tucked in. It's exhausting being a nurse, after all, death or no death. Nico knows that he'll panic when he wakes up and sees blood all over his clothes, but he's not gonna strip him while he's asleep. He knows how to calm him down when he's little. So instead he just admires him for a while, how peaceful he looks when he's asleep, still suckling on his paci. And his empathetic, clawed-apart heart will heal once more, seeing his little one soothed and comforted and undistressed, hugging his stuffie in his sleep.

Something I found!

I want more Apollo cabin content. Not just Will, but all of the kids.

AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, STUNNING, I LOVE IT SO MUCH ARARARRARARRA

NOT MY ART!!

Solangelo

My friends said that they look like a Religious painting

I guess is makes sense since they are my religion/s

I love them <3

they are beautiful :3

THE FUCK IS WITH THE BREAK UP SOLANGELO ARC? HELLO? WHERE DID //THAT// COME FROM? AND THE CHEATING THEORIES? Y’ALL. WHAT IN THE BALLS. DO I THINK THIS BOOK IS GONNA NEED SOME ANGST? HELL YES. WILL ANGST. WILL’S PAST ANGST. BUT WILL BEING A CRUEL SON OF BITCH FOR NO REASON??? WHERE IN TARTARUS ARE YOU GETTING THIS???

No grave could hold my body down (I'll crawl home to him)

Happy late birthday, our price of darkness

I love Will Solace a lot and I am desperately holding back from posting hundreds of thoughts and opinions on him, it's not even funny (it is a little)

i named the file "mr mc piner"

Thinking about this in Oroboros terms:

Percy is a child of the God of the sea, he destroyed the bridge,

Michael Yew drowned leaving Will (13ish maybe) to be counsellor,

Will Solace has a surfer physique despite probably never going near the water after Michael died,

Percy is a child of the God of the sea, he destroyed the bridge...

I'm going to be honest, even though I like Solangelo and it's definitely one of if not one of the only few good (canon) ships in Percy Jackson;

I really like the idea of Will Solace x Leo Valdez... Soldez? Valace? I don't really know if there is a name for it but I really like it. I'm usually a monoshipper and I don't really ship polyamory (not that there's anything wrong with it, I just don't personally) I think I have one or two exceptions, but funnily enough I can't remember who hehe...

But ye, I just like the idea of Leo and Will together but I wouldn't trade Nico and Will's relationship for it hehe.

Its Nico and the Cocoa Puffs!!!! Painted this months ago but never posted it.

This man gives me all of the gender envy and I'm jealous of how cute a relationship he and his bf have