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was gone for a sec but i’m back now and in the worst mental state ever 😹😹😹😹

idk why but my motivator is legs like a mean thigh gap would cure me

lil update 🖤

so I fasted for 16 hours , had a black coffee with stevia during it , broke it with some sauteed onions (about 80 cals) they were lowkey so good.

Prolly gonna have less than 100 more cals the rest of the day.

stay skinny baes <3

Guys im new to 3d tumblr and I need some advice ASAP.

I’ve lost loads of weight recently and my mum is starting to notice and I think she’s going to take me to get weighed at the doctors at some point. PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE ON HOW TO WEIGH MORE AT THE DOCTORS SHE CANT KNOW HOW MUCH WEIGHT IVE LOST!! I don’t have any weights or anything I can put in my pockets so I might just stuff my pockets with stones and shit and hope that makes a difference???

Genuinely one of the main reasons I want to loose weight is so when I get a bf I won’t need to worry about my thighs being bigger than his, or like how I want to be light and dainty enough for him to pick me up effortlessly. Just imagine his embarrassing it would be to be too fat for that :(((

Tips to prevent binging:

- weigh yourself

- do a body check in the mirror

- go for a walk/ run

- scroll on tumblr

- look at thinspo

- chat to a friend/ family member

- watch mukbangs (this is my fav tip 🫶🫶)

- watch triggering movies (ill post a list soon)

- pinch different areas of your skin to see where else weight can be lost

- online shopping to plan outfits to buy for your gw

- try on your fav clothes to appreciate the weight you’ve already lost

- watch supersize vs super skinny

- plan low cal meals

- make Pinterest boards to plan outfits to wear at your gw

- look at pics of yourself at your lw

- try a new workout on YouTube

- take your measurements (waist, hips etc)

- bake/ cook your fav low cal recipe (or try a new one)

That’s all I can think of for the moment. Let me know if you want more or feel free to comment any to help others 🤍🤍

Am I the only one who keeps having nightmares about gaining weight?? I wake up crying because of it I hate it so much 😭😭

I want to peel off my skin and grab the chunks of my fat off of my bones before stitching myself back together so im nothing but skin and bones and ill finally be beautiful

Guys I need advice with smth 🙏 I think my weight has plateaued and it’s freaking me out, I’ve never needed to do a metabolism day before and honestly I rly don’t want to :/ is it my only option if I want to keep losing weight?? I’m scared that eating 1000-1500 ish cals will make me gain weight and I don’t want to lose my progress. Any advice on what to do???

when you’re fat, that’s the only thing people see. you walk down the street, you go to a restaurant, you sit at dinner with your own family, and all you are is a girl who lugs around her fat awful self wherever she goes. it’s disgusting. don’t you want to free yourself from your fat prison, be envied by everyone because of how thin you are? It all could happen if you’d just stop shoveling lard in your mouth and let yourself go a little hungry. 🤍🤍

she’s so thin it kills me 🍒

Luvvv sleeping all day in the summer and waking up at 3:00 pm with a flat stomach 💕💕

welcome to my edblr blog!

little facts about me:

my name is mischa, i’m seventeen, i’m 🇷🇺 x 🇮🇹 but I live in the us!

stats :

HW: 115lbs / 52kg

SW: 105lbs / 47kg

CW: 95lbs / 43kg, 93lbs / 42kg as of July 7th!!

GW: 92lbs / 41kg

UGW: 90lbs / 40kg

height: 5’5” / 165cm

disclaimers

i am pro only for myself, i don’t encourage this disorder and i honestly wish i didn’t have to go through this but i’m not ready to get help, if you’re thinking about recovering i fully support and encourage that. this blog is mainly to comfort people with similar struggles as me and to hold myself accountable.

please, please block & don’t report. i know it’s alarming to see these kinds of blogs especially if you aren’t suffering from an ed, but my ed won’t disappear because my edblr acc did, this is a safe space for me so please respect that.

The binging that occurs during finals week makes me want to drop out, live in a tunnel, and focus on starving.

Maybe it’s the disorder talking but fasting kinda makes me feels euphoric…I like the feeling of being not quite “all there”.

I know this sounds insane, but I hate when other people say they’re not hungry. Stop it! That's my thing!

I hate meeting new people when I’ve gained weight. I feel like it makes a bad impression

why do laxatives make you feel like your insides are tearing apart? I just wanted to shit...I did NOT sign up for a heart attack!

it’s another type of competition when you suspect your sibling also has an eating disorder

i'm stuck pls help should i start eating at maintenance for a month n then go back to a deficit for a month as well n js keep that cycle going? 😭