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Laying in bed with a friend. They've since fallen asleep and you're just chilling on your phone when suddenly you feel their hands traversing your body. You ask them if they're awake and get no response as you turn and see they're still passed out. They pull your hips back to theirs and begin grinding and humping themselves against you. Moaning in their sleep as you realise they're having a wet dream and are using you to get off. You try to remove yourself from their grip but that just makes them grind against you stronger than before. You feel them getting hard behind you and notice that their tip has completely left their shorts and is leaking precum over your clothes. They move their hands fast and trap your wrists together with one hand and pull you closer with the other as they start grunting louder. You feel them tense up and a warm splatter shoots up your back and into your hair as they finally release you and drift back off to a deep sleep, leaving you to clean yourself up.

It's gonna be 8 years of that hellish eating disorder messing with me. I can't stop counting the cals. I can't stop wanting to lose weight but can't go back to eating as little as I did before.

Something deep inside of me is convinced that not eating is the solution to all of my problem.