Sh Cw - Tumblr Posts

Wish my cuts would heal faster so I could do it more often I’ve been going over or between old ones

Tw gore undercut

cw // meltdown , sh

this post just reminded me that i had a rly bad public meltdown. a friend was w me and tried to help me calm down, but all i could do was cry and hit myself (and i don’t hit soft when i’m in that state). it was rly scary bc usually they happen once i am in a more private place, but this time i was just out in the open

and the worst part in my opinion was that i had nothing to help me get through it safely

i did really appreciate having a friend nearby though, i didn’t at the time because i was scared, frustrated and embarrassed, but looking back i feel like it would’ve been a lot worse without them

a meltdown a day keeps the ableists away /s

i started doing sh around 5th grade , and i just wanna know what caused me to start. it’s one of my worst habits now :(