Sick Of It - Tumblr Posts

guys AP exams got me sick af 😭😭😭

AP EXAMS ARE OVER HELL YEAH!!!!

I can’t feel my hand, I probably got carpal tunnel, and I’m about to evaluate the extent to which I can sleep all fucking day

Seriously? I tag Niagara Falls to see its beauty and all I see are posts about Marilyn Monroe, an opportunistic sex symbol. I have never understood the attraction to Marilyn Monroe except as a sex object. She even thought of herself in that way. No wonder she was depressed and addicted by the end of her whole 36 years. I think I will start counteracting this tag by actually posting things about Niagara Falls...sans Marilyn.

Something that altered my brain chemistry.

I live in a neighbourhood that is clearly being gentrified. It’s the only area I could afford in my city as living costs rise. I try hard to keep to myself and not bother anyone but there is a lot of crime happening in the house next door with a lot of “less than savoury” people coming and going.

It’s to the point where I’ve had things stolen, my driveway is constantly used for “deals”, my house has been attempted to be broken into, I’ve had to put up taller fences, more barriers, get creative with motion sensors, invest in quality locks that can’t be cut, etc.

And EVERY time I mention this to a more liberal one of my friends I’m met with ZERO empathy. These people consistently have more empathy for the homeless drug addicts saying that it’s so sad they have no where to go…

I’m losing sleep, (up at 2:43am writing this cause they set off fireworks 3 meters from my house 15 min ago) I’m starting to become paranoid and I feel like I have literally no one to turn to.

I’m at a breaking point and these people literally do not care about me cause “well at least you can afford to have a home”

And the biggest kicker??? These people are NEVER the ones impacted by this type of crime. They can afford to live in a quality place which is far safer. It’s infuriating.

I hold a grudge against my life

I hold a grudge against the people

Our dreams were never considered

Our hopes never enough

I didn't think life was this way

I guess I was wrong

I pray for a shelter to put my head

And pray for time to stop

Materialism is what drives this world around...