I Dont Get It - Tumblr Posts

teacher: why didn't you do your homework?

me: idk, why do yixing haters exist

sometimes i wonder to myself why people have to be mean. like really. it takes nothing to wake up one day and be hateful, the same goes for being kind too. it won't take anything, literally anything, out of you to just be nice on the internet.

I recently commented on a post i saw on Facebook about the movie X. They were commending Jenna's Performance in the movie even though it had an explicit plot. I commented something like..

"istg, her performance in the movie was so lovely. i wish she would get more recognition for her role in X."

and some "guy" put a laughing emoji. someone may feel like i may have been overacting but it really hurt my feelings.

i didn't watch Wednesday, But i watched X and i loved Jenna Ortega's Performance. She acted the role so well. In fact, When i found out she was getting popular for Wednesday i was like "Have you guys seen X..." I connected so much to her character in X...Like...So much. Why most i be laughed at for that 😔

Fuck it.

I don't know anymore.

What is your dad’s weird hyperfixation??? They all have one

Ok but isn’t your opinion a little hypocritical to buddie fans? You purposely went into a buddie story, where more than likely the tags stated it was anti-ana (because like it or not it is people’s right to write a story however they would like), and went to the comment section and chose to hyper focus on one commenter saying they want to punch that version of ana. I think it sounds more like a you problem then a buddie problem. If you don’t like to see buddie fans block them, filter them out. Don’t call them out and pretend like other ship fans aren’t doing the exact same thing. I have seen more Bucktaylor/madney/etc fans attack buddie fans then the other way around. This fandom has a shit ton of problems, especially with the infighting, but like come on. If you don’t want to see it fucking block it instead of making a long ass post acting like madney shippers are the victims of the fandom.

1. No, I don’t think my opinion is hypocritical to Buddie fans, because no where in my post did I say I hate Buddie as a ship. I said I was 50/50 with them ending up on the show together, like I’m alright if it happens and alright if it doesn’t. I only said Madney is my favorite ship. I do read Buddie fan fictions and have read amazing stories where the writer really did a great job with the two characters. So no I won’t block the Buddie stuff because like you I still enjoy the content people put out. I follow some Buddie shippers on here who are very pleasant and I look forward to hearing from them.

2. Yeah, don’t recall me saying anything about how people should write a story or not.

3. I probably should have clarified some things some more. I didn’t just purposely, as you know now, click on a Buddie story and immediately go straight to the comments. I started reading it and didn’t like where it was going and then after the end of the chapter hopped into the comments. Now, it could be on me, I’m not denying that, but I don’t remember if there was a warning or not for this story because not all of them have it. I summed up the comment, but I also forget if they were talking about the story Ana or the actual character in the show because I have come across comments like that. Either way I didn’t technically call anyone out because I didn’t actually use their name and I didn’t use the exact, word for word, comment. I merely wrote that in to say how I think that is very extreme to be saying about a character in general, when a lot of the hatred I’ve seen so far is stemmed off the fact that people just want Eddie and Buck to be together.

4. Never said that other ships don’t attack, because I’m sure as hell they have and still do, I’m just stating what I’VE personally seen, and if you’ve seen something different that’s okay. I’m not you, and you aren’t me. When I said some Buddie fans, keep in mind SOME, because I’m very aware it isn’t the whole Buddie fandom fighting, I’m talking to the people who are hyped enough to leave not nice messages in people’s inbox and who have actually gone after the actress throwing insults and stuff at her. Now that is not okay, and if you can’t separate an actress from her character it’s a problem. She is just trying to do her job.

5. Lol, when did I ever say us Madney fans were the victims? I said I couldn’t believe people were coming at us leaving disheartening messages because they don’t like our ship, or rather just Maddie. So I think you missed the meaning behind my whole post. I wasn’t coming after anyone, what I said was simply MY opinion, and I wasn’t making anyone victims. I said that in the end people have to wake up and realize we are all going to like and hate certain characters and ships, and that’s okay. But we shouldn’t be attacking people, throwing others down, or for god sakes going to an actresses page and commenting mean things. Believe it or not, there is a line that shouldn’t be crossed. My whole point in my previous post is why can’t we all just get along, because in the end we are all connected in the fact we love 911.

To conclude, you clearly read most of my previous post wrong, but if you didn’t like reading MY opinions then maybe you should follow your own advice and block me. I wasn’t trying to start with anyone, and I made that VERY clear in my post when I said I’m literally rooting for all the ships of the show, even if I have my preferred favorites.

How the hell do you make friends who like the same fandoms as you like????

15/10 Edit: Nvm i know now.

Am I the only one who finds it weird that when women have body hair it's considered unattractive, gross, unfeminine, unnatural, and so on. But when men are covered from head to toe in hair it's considered normal, natural, manly, and even attractive.

I never really understand this logic, or any other gender related double standards for that matter. It just seems silly to me.

Mooondrop….

I feel like the people who say "I don't like __ because it's got so popular" are always the people who like the most well known shows ever.

Like Batman is so well known and popular but no one ever says "I don't like Batman because he's too popular" it's always just pop singers/shows aimed at young girls

Why's this both heartbreaking and sweet?

Day 5

So today in the world of me I had a guy look at a picture of me from 7 years ago when I was skinny and he says oh you looked hot too bad you dont look like that anymore. Then he got upset when I called him a jerk. Like does this make sense.

Polyvore is Dead

 Eleven years ago, on February 1, 2007, a fashion website captivated people into making an account and from that amazing idea, people became loyal and valued members. A website where creativity reigned supreme and fashion is the opiate of choice. That website was called ‘‘Polyvore.” Over time, the fan base for that grew and grew until they decided to modernize by coming up with an app for smartphones as society increased with their usage and convenience. I am proud to say that I am a loyal Polyvore fan, even before I signed up for the website. 

Seeing those beautiful outfits that were created for movies, books, TV Shows, characters, fanfiction stories for OCs, and collections for everything and anything came in plenty: collections on spy gear, princess gowns, Disney Princesses, superheroes, etc. I still remember visiting their website, looking at ‘The Clique’ series outfits and loving every single one that was made.

As I grew up, that passion intensified until I made an account of my very own and I was happy. Now, that joy has turned to despair and disappointment as we say goodbye to this wonderful website that has become not only a part of our daily lives but as an escape from reality from which a world of ‘Pure Imagination’ comes to life. 

Millions of fans have downloaded, shared, created, and enjoyed the fashion app Polyvore, who gave users - men, women, and children alike - a chance to express their individuality and imaginative creativity. An app that I, and countless others used daily for fanfictions, pure enjoyment, and a way to bring a little sense of joy to our hectic, stressful lives. 

This morning, I went straight into the app for some morning inspiration for one of my many OFC fanfic fashion sets, when I found it to be completely closed off. Naturally, I thought they were having some system problems, so I thought nothing of it. Thinking to myself - and those who use the app and/or website - by this afternoon or the evening, Polyvore would be fixed. 

Needless to say, I was thoroughly disappointed with that naïve idea, when all it said was ‘No Network Connection.’ I didn’t know what was going on and, naturally, I panicked. Alright...some of you might think of me as over dramatic and a wuss for that, but I was scared. Everything that I’ve done in the name of self-expression, art, fashion, individuality, creativity, and imagination, was not available for anyone to see, much less me. Even friends and followers who I’ve made and commented on their ‘art’ has been completely shut out from us. 

When I saw the blog post and read that another website company bought Polyvore, I was heartbroken. Having taken a look at the new website, “SSENSE,” it’s without a doubt: a disappointment...with a capital ‘D’. There’s not a shred of individuality, no sense of creativity; just a fashion site to buy things from like Barney’s, Saks, or even Macy’s. The once independent, one-of-a-kind, interesting fashion website has become just like every other fashion website out there: dull and uninteresting. This is a website that people would rather not sign up for, much less buy from it. If I wanted to buy something, I’ll go on the infinite number of websites for different companies and buy from there. 

Honestly, this is what they’ve done to Polyvore. To them, it was a great move, but to the loyal and dedicated fans who signed up for these accounts, made friends, expressed their artistic vision of what they see it as for themselves - and receiving positive criticism for it, nevertheless - it was the single most horrific deal ever made. And I hope someone brings it back because I want to express myself through fashion and Polyvore has always been a way for me to be an artist through that medium. 

In the immortal words of fashion icon, Blair Waldorf: “Fashion is the most powerful art there is. It’s movement, design, and architecture all in one. It shows the world who we are and who we’d like to be.”

And, I, for one, would feel very lonely without it. Share, reblog, retweet, and comment on your feelings about this.

For those who would like to bring it back and fight to keep Polyvore up and running, sign the petition by clicking on this link and make your voice heard: 

https://www.change.org/p/former-polyvore-users-creative-minds-bring-back-polyvore?recruiter=508840244&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_message.nafta_milestone_share_ask_victory.control

I don't know what's going on with me. My body just doesn't respond anymore.

Like if I hit my head, it'll be a dull throbbing, whether I'm bleeding or it wass something hard and fast that hit me.

Like if I don't see it directly my body won't react. I wanted to blame it on my scratching problem. I've scratched to the point of drawing blood, but the dull throbbing is for every part of my body, not just the places I scratch often.

I feel so out of it.

i found an old Pinterest board title unrequited love and i looked through it and tried and tried to remember who it was for but I have no memory who it was for and i don't know how to feel anymore...

Should i be happy that something which made me sad 3 yrs ago is no longer of importance or should i be sad that I have forgotten something quite significant in my life?

i don't know what to think

(but boy was i a dramatic teen, dear god wtf is that board)

Tw: suicide and slight mention of abuse

I seer to fucking God I can't keep doing this, I just can't. I don't want to be here.

Why does everything feel so intense? Why is everything too much for me? Why is it hard to just exist?

I just want to feel safe again. I don't want to lay in bed and be scared of something? I don't even know what I'm scared of?

I need someone who can protect me, someone who would protect me. Someone to stay by my side while I fight.

This is my fight, but I want someone to give me some cover.

I want someone to hold me when I get too weak. I want him.

He makes me feel safe. He makes me feel better. He. Him. I want him. I- I don't know what I'm doing?

Wait, I figured out what caused this breakdown, I showered and put his shit in the laundry...

That is a silly reason and it's not the reason, more of the last straw.

Everything has just been piling up. Like a house of cards and this was the card that broke everything down.

I feel so safe with him. Why?? Like, normally I am scared of everyone. Even people that I can physically overpower. But him.

He makes me feel safe. Even tho I wouldn't stand a chance against him. I am not scared of him. When I think of him I think of strong hand, long hair and soft kisses.

All things that comfort me.

When I think about anyone else, there is always also something that scares me. My friends can blackmail me. My parents can hit me. Strangers can do terrible things to me.

I can't ignore those concerns.

With him I don't have them??

Whattt???

I don't get it, it doesn't make any sense??

I want to hug him. I want to hold him in my arms and make him feel better too...

I don't know how to comfort people. I don't know how to make him feel safe and loved.

I feel all these emotions but I can't express them, they are stuck in my throat and in my hands.

I'm too tired.

On topic of that ask by normanon aka me, your boyfriend also really is a toxic person to others except you

How should you know? My ex boyfriend (you obviously don't keep up) was kind to me and taught me a lot, I appreciate meeting him and he isn't toxic, he is actually still pretty cool.

But yeah, whatever???

i though this week, this year, couldn’t get any worse...

i hope starship fights for you, 호석...

monbebes need you, monsta x needs you, the world needs you.

i wish you the best.

사랑해 신호걱. 정말 감사합니다.

Being lonely sucks. But I shouldn't feel this way because God is always there for me. I swear I don't doubt God one bit and I know He is the only one I can depend on. But sometimes I need real life support. But that's useless because they're temporary. But I don't know how to do this. I fuck up so much, make so many mistakes, and REPEAT them a gazillion times. And some sins, I've gone waaay past the guilt stage that its become a necessity in my life. I know exactly what I'm doing wrong and what I need to do to change. But I don't have the will. For some reason going to hell isn't that frightening. I mean I know its an unimaginable punishment but honestly I can't bring myself to care. I never wanted to exist or be a part of this. I know no one did. But its so hard... It's so hard to live ... So hell doesn't sound so bad because living sucks anyways. This whole game sucks. Why did He make it so hard to be what He wants. I mean I know its only hard because I made it this way for myself. So I don't know... I don't know what to do to be honest...

Furina:Aether, I need your help with something important.

Aether:Of course. What’s up.

Furina:I want to make a film.

Aether:Oh..okay. Umm, that’s doable. But do you have a secure place to hide it? Chaos would break out if it wasn’t handled properly. I don’t mind storing it in my teapot.

Furina:What are you talking about?

Aether:…What are YOU talking about.

Furina:*grabs scarf* A film, Aether! Like for festivals and theaters!?

Aether:Ahh, yeah I can help.

Furina:….

Aether:…

Aether:I’m begging you to continue.

Furina:*red* Excuse me for my train of thought getting derailed! We’re not moving past this. Explain yourself.

Aether:I’d rather not. Please just let me die inside silently!

xxxxxx

Everyone preparing the set.

Furina:*sitting*…..

Furina:(Damn him. This entire production is going to remind me!)

Navia:She seems intense about this.

Aether:I’m sorry.

Navia:???