Transbian - Tumblr Posts
butch of color and femme of color flags
for any non-white butch and femme lesbians.
I have been out for 4 years and never gave myself the space to express myself properly so i am making it for myself today
(first vent post so apologies for messiness lol)
tw// r*pe, transphobia, parental trauma, not sure what else but idk its heavy for me so just heads up
since i came out my life has changed insurmountably and it has all been terribly overwhelming. ive never really been one to use social media aside from horrifically embarrassing teenage shitposting, so ive just sort of let it all mount up and carried it around. i have a couple of transmasc house mates who i am terribly grateful for and consider them to be family but it has ultimately been terribly lonely not being aroud or talking to other transfems.
i will almost definitely talk about it in more detail on here at some point, but to keep things simple for now, i had very little control over how i came out to my family. it just sort of got revealed to my mum who insisted that my dad and brother (who didn't live with me, messy divorce) would never accept me and otherwise she was very unreactive initially. she feigned support whilst keeping it a secret from everyone in our immediate family but told lots of her friends for about 3 months but had expressed very negative views of trans women before so it felt very false to me. in january 2021 she decided she didnt support my "decision", as well as shouting at me for not telling her i had been r*ped and blamed everything on my dad. i didnt feel safe in her house anymore, so even though it was the middle of a covid-19 lockdown in the uk i had to take all of my belongings with me across almost the whole of england to get myself back to my uni campus. it was easily the worst day of my life and the hardest thing i ever had to do and i havent spoken to her since. i broke my collar bone as a young teenager and carrying all my stuff like that has made it hurt all the time, and i find it so hard not to think about it all whenever the pain is really bad. i was at university for animation, something i had always wanted to do my entire life. i could not bring myself to go to classes for the entire year so i deferred to the next. then i still couldnt bring myself to come in for most of the year. for some reason they didnt kick me out despite my attendance so i tried again the second year, and it went better but i was still really disappointed in myself. in my third year, things got complicated. i started to try really hard and believe i might be getting somewhere. i was the only person in my whole course that was doing traditional animation, my course was advertised as supporting traditional animation but i was not given a tutor so i was totally alone to try and fit my assignments to my limited skillset and resources. i had some ideas for projects i was really passionate about and started to develop and then it happened again and i got overwhelmed and decided i really couldnt do it anymore so i stopped going entirely. during this time i have also wrestled with the fact that i knew deep down that i am a lesbian. recently i have given up fighting it and have accepted that i am a lesbian, i think being on estrogen for one month as of today has played a big part in that, as it has rekindled my emotions and i just cannot fight that feeling anymore. but it has also brought on a terrible loneliness that i think i was suppressing beforehand too, and it has just made me feel incredibly lost. i am really happy somewhere in there about it, but it is overshadowed by a terrible sadness that i have let myself hide away this whole time. it has filled my heart to the brim with love and i feel like i have nowhere to put it and i just want to scream. i have been so scared to say any of this anywhere to anyone for fear of burdening people but i cant keep it inside anymore so i want to shout about it here because i have nowhere else to do it. so if youre reading this i am sorry for taking your time, just know it means the world that anyone even knows any of this and that bending your hypothetical ear will hopefully ease the load even if just for a moment.
GOD there is this gorgeous girl i matched with on a dating app and she is so fucking gorgeous I literally could not sleep for 2 nights because I was just hit with a wave of like... love??? all because she complimented me once and then has disappeared for almost a week
Never, NEVER been a believer in love at first sight but like wtf?? My silly little brain started fantasising about us being married???? Accepting that I am a lesbian has clearly broken my brain because ive never found the idea of marriage appealing, either that or she is literally an angel because like ???
might not be tuesday but kinda tempted to post tummy later. might even post teeny tiddy too, who knows
fuck it, its my tgirl tummy i can post it whatever day i want >:3
might not be tuesday but kinda tempted to post tummy later. might even post teeny tiddy too, who knows
My names Jas n Im 23. Im a trans girl n Ive been out for 4 years, n I started hormones last month :D I also have finally just come to terms with the fact I am a lesbian. Im a very awkward n emotional softy, and id love sweet n soft t4t interactions
This blogs just a horny, messy, vent space for me so just a heads up for that
For a long time the notion of being touched or involved with someone was really scary to me but ive recently really started to feel different about it so im trying to ease into that
I have pretty bad ptsd and its made me very shy so im trying to get over it and make some friends. Im also single n while i guess im not actively pursuing a relationship im definitley open to one. My DMs are also open for whoever, Im always up for a chat even if im not the best at small talk.
me n who?
Puppy girl anti depressants
That's it time for bonk's hoe phase (trying to talk to girls)
Meow! Who wants to make me purrrrrr?
hiii
ive never written an intro post b4, so please be paitent.
im ***** but you can call me dainty/daint. im a saphic (?) 18 yr old trans girl
minors please do not interact, u will be blocked immediately.
this page is just a side for my horny postings, feel free to send anything in my asks ;)
ill probably not be posting any pictures, because im pre-transition medically (hoping to start asap) as well as just not the easiest on the eyes, i am on the bigger side but if i like you i’ll send pics/personal accounts if you ask nicely 🩶
switch, into some dark shit but half the time i just want attention
likes, including but not limited to;
sis x sis
CRYING
humping
Cnc
very light petplay
blood
spit
sweat
oral
impact play
zombie/undead stuffs
praise/degradation
eh?;
“tgirl worship”/fem chasers
vomit
names like “mommy”
sexual cutting
hard no;
mom x daughter
“____breaking”
detrans
ab/dl
feet
diapers
virgin, honestly very confused about my sexuality
obvious disclaimer thst this is all fictional, incest and rape are BAD! but apparently this needs to be said ig
Like and reblog if your account is a safe space for trans lesbians. It feels like trans lesbians in particular get shamed and ridiculed a lot by people in and out of the community. If you’re reading this I want to let you know you’re valid and I hope your safe and doing well.
a masc only owns two pairs of shoes and they’re jordans and steel-toed boots
Lesbian basses be like “Valjean!! At last! We see each other plain!”
Lesbian bases be like
1st base: sharing deep seated sexual preferences
2nd base: confession of love
3rd base: first date
I live vicariously through lesbian webcomics and videogame character creators
Falling asleep next to her and holding her through the night and feeling her warmth and waking up next to her and kissing her good morning and loving her and