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KOSGAHFPJOHUGWUAOTPG GET OFF MY ASS OMFG YES I KNOW THE ASSIGNMENT IS GRADED I KNOW I HAVE TO DO IT IM JUST LAZY AND A PROCRASTINATOR OKAY????? JESUS
AND STOP LOOKING AT MY SCREEN EVERY 5 SECONDS NOSY
;;I’m really thankful for those who have put so much faith in me, because I can’t always find reasons to be proud or happy and sometimes it’s just enough to know someone cares or would miss me. I’ve come so far and I think that’s a good thing, but sometimes I just get tired of it all. I wanna be able to make people happy, because that makes me happy but I just can’t seem to stop sabotaging myself and I’m scared of harming others through my own self-destructive behavior. I know I should move on and get over it and learn to cope better-- and I am trying --but sometimes I just wish it came naturally. I want to be a happy addition to someone’s life instead of a source of negativity. I wanna feel good enough and not always second-guessing myself. I also wish I could get better at laughing things off again when people tell me they wish they didn’t have to be so sad and have it easy like me--- I wish it didn’t make me feel bitter inside. I just wish I could not break everything.
I’m so fuckin tired bro
I know…fuck, me too. Tired of not knowing, tire of artists being crushed to dust, billionaires fucking things up, people making fun of us cause we’re rightfully scared
and this is just to mention the twitter stuff lol
Can a Youtube employee that actually cares (if there is one...) please kindly get the spamming bots TO FUCK OFF!?! HONESTLY, I'M READING THE COMMENTS ON FILM THEORY AND BIG BUSINESSES USING AI ILLEGALLY AND ALL I SEE IN THE REPLIES IS
"MaTpAT iS lEaViNg I'M hAvInG a PaRtY mY tHeOrIeS aRe BeTeRRR"
Stupid. FUCKING. BOTS! IN A VIDEO ABOUT AI THEFT AND BIG BUSINESSES USING PROPAGANDA TO EASE THE AVERAGE PERSON INTO ACCEPTING AI ART AND ACTORS!
I don't know what's worse; the disrespect to the topic and MatPat, the irony of the situation, or how there don't seem to be any comforting facts in the videos about AI theft. We're all just frogs boiling, like he said.
I'm probably overreacting. It's just there so much shit going on in my life right now that I don't feel comfortable talking about. I don't want to trauma dump on my friends. I don't want to pour all of my emotions out on some post that takes hours to make and nobody even notices.
I'm just going to go see if I can distract myself because it's all I can do. Barely works, but it's the only thing I've been able to do for months without getting snapped at for DARING to have emotional responses to a shit situation.
i lost some anti friends today..
the thing is that my personality has always been as too much - i was too loud, too enthusiastic, too eager. and i had teachers who made me believe that i can fit in, because they fit in even if they, too, were loud, sarcastic, overly animated, cynical. i loved teachers who were like me, and i respected ones who were nothing like me
turns out that being Miss would take me creating a whole new, acceptable personality. i don't want to live a life in which me being myself is a weakness. i deserve better.