Tw Sexual Assult - Tumblr Posts
Hi!
I have had my own experiences with sexual assault at far too young an age, by a person I was supposed to trust. It took me four years to realize what had even happened, and three more after that to even tell anyone. I spent those years feeling isolated and powerless.
Shelby's statement helped me feel like I wasn't alone. Like there was a space for me to share what had happened, and I will be forever grateful.
That being said, I have been an avid Shubble watcher since Afterlife SMP. To me, they have been a source of creativity and inspiration since long before they came out about what happened. Shubble is more than Wilbur's ex-girlfriend and I wish people would not bring him into perfectly innocent posts about her. I personally enjoy her content and wanted to celebrate that a content creator I enjoyed had reached a milestone.
THEY DID IT!!!
I am of the firm belief that Shelby was going to reach 1M anyways, and so many of her viewers have already been watching her anyways. Shubble and their supporters have been thriving long before Wilbur came along. I also believe that we shouldn't discredit a decade and a half of work building up followers and supporters, because of a chance some of them might be 'fake fans'.
There are also far more relevant posts to start this conversation on. Please understand that going onto a post about Shelby that doesn't mention Wilbur, then complaining that her supporters only showed up after recent events stinks of hypocrisy.
THEY DID IT!!!
Tw: sexual assault mentioned, trauma/ptsd, I think that's it? All of this is pretty much just past life, and it's not explicit, just mentioned by name.
Anyone else who experienced trauma in a past life that they haven't experienced in your current life, how do you deal with it?
I haven't ever been SAed in this life but I am pretty sure that I was at least once in a past life [maybe multiple past lifes, Zuki is the one that I am meaning rn]. And I have no real idea of how to go about dealing with this.
I feel shitty cause, like I've said, I have never been through that in this life, but it still affects me about as much as if I had. And I don't really know how to talk about this shit with people cause idk how they would react, even those that support and love me as I am [alterhuman/nonhuman stuff included] but having trauma from my past life that I haven't experienced here is kinda different.
Idk, I just want to know if anyone has any advice or anything for this situation.
Sorry for this type of post, I try not to bring too much stuff like this into my account, but I feel like I need to. I'll try and keep my posts more light-hearted or, at least of course, give trigger warnings or content warnings when they're not light-hearted.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/hx/it)