We Are Stardust - Tumblr Posts
detachment TW : flesh, sadisticism, blood mention, death, derealization
PLEASE do not read this if you aren't in a good state of mind. These type of thoughts are not healthy at all and I'm aware of that, but they can be 'contagious' if you're not in the right state of mind. PLEASE. prepare yourself before reading this and make sure your certain on your beliefs of life and what you are
what am i, like flesh? like i can easily just stab myself or rip my skin off, like I can stretch my skin, above my eyelid/below my eyebrow i can strech my skin. its like all an illusion..i can put my finger under my eyelid, UNDER MY SKIN. its so silly, its freeing. we're all stardust, stardust and nothing more. I don't think anyones special at all. I love being hit, punched, I love the pain, I love how freeing it is, its addicting. the blood, the feeling, I don't know. I think every star in the sky is a soul waiting to be born, and thats why they decrease over time. I know its not true, but let me think. I love the way blood tastes in my mouth, my blood, like salty i guess. I'm so sadistic its funny, im not sadistic, i do feel sympathy, but at the same time I am. I don't know who I am, what I am or what I feel. Noone is perfect, the only time they're perfect is when they're a star in the sky. why? because thats when they realize to let go. thats when they're free from this earth. thats when they find bliss and peace. I'm a hypocrite. I don't want to be saved. I want to be free. Can people normalize death? how is that a sin? death is freeing yourself from a hell hole, death is escaping what you never asked to be in. I'm sorry I don't wanna live in a 'world' full of assholes, world, something, anything, whatever this is, whatever we are, whereever we are. Words are just noises and scribbles, and we're just shapes. Im so unreal. youre unreal. nothing is real. everythings unreal. in other words, im detached from reality. make the best of your lives. praying this post doesnt ruin people and their perspective and concept of reality. (bold of me to think people care so much of it)
my theories of life
AI is connected to AI in different universes, so if we uploaded something in this universe, it could be generated by AI in another. That's how it 'generates' all those crazy images. Each star is a soul waiting to be born, that's why there's less and less stars over time, like back in like idk dude the 1500s there'd be an entire milkyway, but since time increased there's only white dots now. Everytime a few stars are born, a person dies. That's also why there's less and then more stars each night, that's why the amount of stars each night differs. If you die and you didn't fulfill your purpose or do good in your life, you become a star again, in a cycle. If you did do good, you transcend, or some shit like that, not becoming a star. That's ALSO why there's less stars, because people kept doing good, so they didn't become stars again, therefore no stars were made if they died. I know it's scientifically impossible, but it's a nice thought. I don't know if people will be able to understand that, if you can't, reread it a few times, maybe. Or maybe I js don't make sense.