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physically i'm here but mentally, spiritually, and clinically i'm wrapped in thomas' arms, gently but firmly cradled against his chest
Usually it’s video games instead of music but this is pretty much accurate hehe
bnha shippuden coming out when
when i could have written the essay in an hour but research took almost 2 😭
Plague doctor emoticon
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you played it wrong thats not on me shordy 🤨
so... i'm going to download genshin impact when i upgrade my ipad and imma hold y'all accountable if i don't like it!
clean girl, blueberry girl, sheep girl, tomatoes girl, cherry girl, fall girl, beach girl, etc etc etc
why doesn’t everyone just stfu
you could literally lay your life down for some people and they still wouldn’t appreciate it
pretty <3
—pretty; wong yukhei
fluff, <500, no warnings, not proofread
Lucas didn’t remember the exact details of how you first met. He was sure there was a lot of chaos, and he remembers books falling around but something he remembers in vivid detail is you.
Everytime Lucas laid his eyes on you he only saw one thing— beauty. Innocent features, which would appear sharp if he looked at you from a certain angle. Your skin was perfect, your eyes were magical. Everything about you was absolutely beautiful, and Lucas wouldn’t ever forget that.
His phone lit up with a notification, reminding him of the date you two had planned for that night. He smiled, proud for being early, swiping the notification away to view his lockscreen. It was you, striking a pose to show off the shoes he had bought you a little over a month ago.
The bathroom door unlocked and out you walked, with a beaming smile, fixing your hair. “How do I look?”
You turned to face him, and the world stopped for Lucas like it had many times before, everytime he saw you.
“You look pretty.”
send me a word and i’ll write a blurb on it
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bruh lost the last sketchbook I completed I'm so sad 😭 I'm hoping the gods answer my prayers and make my sketchbook appear out of thin air cuz that shit VANISHED 💀
feeling like a loser a little bit :(
I hate talking about politics with older men, it's so infuriating how they shut you down and never hear your side. They don't have any evidence and the moment you start to state facts and statistics you're in the wrong. It's so pestiferous and haughty. Like let me speakkkkk
Might have went on a little ramble୨୧
Why cant my brain think about things i actually like? Like why am I thinking about Hazbin and Babtqftim and making aus and shit? I dont like either of those things? Am i losing it? Am I going bonkers?
DO ALL AMERICAN CHANNELS HAVE THIS MANY AD BREAKS???????????? EVERY TEN MINUTES???? SERIOUSLY???????????????
ok next question why is leigh throwing up in every single fuckass movie he acts in
why is specs getting the shit beat out of him in every single insidious movie what did he do to you
detachment TW : flesh, sadisticism, blood mention, death, derealization
PLEASE do not read this if you aren't in a good state of mind. These type of thoughts are not healthy at all and I'm aware of that, but they can be 'contagious' if you're not in the right state of mind. PLEASE. prepare yourself before reading this and make sure your certain on your beliefs of life and what you are
what am i, like flesh? like i can easily just stab myself or rip my skin off, like I can stretch my skin, above my eyelid/below my eyebrow i can strech my skin. its like all an illusion..i can put my finger under my eyelid, UNDER MY SKIN. its so silly, its freeing. we're all stardust, stardust and nothing more. I don't think anyones special at all. I love being hit, punched, I love the pain, I love how freeing it is, its addicting. the blood, the feeling, I don't know. I think every star in the sky is a soul waiting to be born, and thats why they decrease over time. I know its not true, but let me think. I love the way blood tastes in my mouth, my blood, like salty i guess. I'm so sadistic its funny, im not sadistic, i do feel sympathy, but at the same time I am. I don't know who I am, what I am or what I feel. Noone is perfect, the only time they're perfect is when they're a star in the sky. why? because thats when they realize to let go. thats when they're free from this earth. thats when they find bliss and peace. I'm a hypocrite. I don't want to be saved. I want to be free. Can people normalize death? how is that a sin? death is freeing yourself from a hell hole, death is escaping what you never asked to be in. I'm sorry I don't wanna live in a 'world' full of assholes, world, something, anything, whatever this is, whatever we are, whereever we are. Words are just noises and scribbles, and we're just shapes. Im so unreal. youre unreal. nothing is real. everythings unreal. in other words, im detached from reality. make the best of your lives. praying this post doesnt ruin people and their perspective and concept of reality. (bold of me to think people care so much of it)
I just got a job but I don’t want to be a way from home for 8 hours of the day