Writing Block - Tumblr Posts
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i hit a writeing stump for today and i just can not write for the life of me for my 6th chaper in my fic and i dont know at all i need to write this one chaper then i can start back with the texting but i realy need to finsh this and i feel like in going insane
How do you just be productive and just write fanfic? Like you write your fanfic so much and I'm trying to just keep writing my fanfics but I'll get distracted and never continue it. Tell me your secrets!!!
I need to go be productive
Writing that I started and stopped in the middle of a writing block and idk if I ever will write them since they stayed in the folder for over 2 months now...š but I want to know your opinion too

1. Gojo with Hotaru š¶š¦Ø
Satoru is in the middle of chopping up vegetables when he hears Hotaru babble the word āpuppyā from behind him. He turns around, and his face goes white when he sees the baby holding an injured baby skunk, cooing at it as if it was some cute dog.
āH-Hotaru!ā He exclaims, reaching over for the skunk and carefully taking it out of the baby's grasp. He immediately starts checking it for any injuries or blood.
2. Geto x pregnant!reader š¤°š¼
Suguru's face softens when he senses your distress and he pulls you against his body, wrapping his arms tightly around you. His tone is gentle yet firm as he speaks to you with love and care.
"It's okay...we're going to figure this out. I know it's scary right now, but if you're pregnant then this means there's a tiny life growing inside of you. A part of me. My little bun bun."
And yes that's all, as I said I had a writing block so I didn't wrote much lol
||Cherish me|| written by me
š Gojo x reader| Minors DNI| TRIGGER WARNING š
Tags:sh,depression,Gojo x reader,consensual,rubbing,handjob,fingerings,innocent reader,inexperienced reader,shy,cute,fluff.
i'm no english native so sorry for some mistakes
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āIām fineā you say quietly, trying to brush him off. You donāt like being coddled. But he grabs your wrists and pulls you back, forcing you face him. Thereās a desperation in his eyes, and he stares at you like youāre dying right in front of him.
āNo youāre not ā he says quietly. Thereās a quiver to his voice and his eyes dart down to the bloody scissors. āI can see the cuts on your wrists.ā
āWhat?ā You look confused as to what he was talking about, shaking your head āI was jus-ā
āJust stop lying to meā he interjected, the fear in his voice cracking. Heās trying to stay calm, but heās trembling as he grabs your wrists tighter. Itās not like him to be so frantic, but heās scared for you.
āI can clearly see the scratches on your wrists. Did you do that to yourself?ā Heās looking at you like heās waiting for a reason, an excuse. But he knows. Heās not stupid.
āFuck, fuck, fuck, Iām sorry, so so sorry sweetheart, I swearā
Oh god. Sweetheart? Thatās new. Heās never called you that before, and itās certainly the last term of endearment you expected. Gojoās usually pretty nonchalant around you, but his voice is trembling, and heās on the verge of tears.
He immediately pulls you into his arms, hugging you tightly, burying his head into your neck. Heās trembling, and you can tell heās barely holding back the tears. āDonātā¦donāt scare me like thatā¦ā
Everything that Satoru is usually not, is crumbling down around him. The calm. The confidence. His facade, carefully crafted over the years, is coming undone, and heās showing you the real him.
And thatās what terrifies you the most. His eyes are red with unshed tears, and his voice is shaky. Heās trembling, barely keeping himself together.
āPlease, please look at meā¦ā
And you do. You look at him, right at those big,blue eyes, your heart pounding like an elephant in your chest. Heās holding your hands against his chest, almost like heās scared youāre going to run away, but your fingers are trembling, and they want to do nothing more than run through his hair.
āPleaseā¦ā he says again. āIām begging youā¦ā
His breath hitches in his throat as you play with his hair. He leans into your touch, your fingertips tracing through his locks. This is probably your first time seeing him like this, so vulnerable and soft. He tries to keep his eyes on yours, but he canāt stop himself from burying his head in your neck, clinging to you.
Heās begging? Begging, evenā¦
Heās afraid. Petrified that youāll leave him - just like Geto did. Heās not thinking rationally, and he isnāt thinking about how his bodyās towering over you, how it could scare you. Right now, though, heās not thinking about anything other than his fear of losing you, and itās eating away at him inside.
He closes his eyes, letting out a sigh of relief as he leans into you. Youāre touching his hair, playing with it, tangling it, just like he likes. He opens his mouth to speak, to maybe say an āI love youā or something corny, but the words die on his lips.
āIā¦ā he starts, his voice quivering again ādonāt ever scare me like that again..ā
Gojo's arms tighten around you, and you cling onto him, burying your face right into his neck. His hand moves through your hair, his fingers gripping slightly too tight, but you don't mind. You don't mind because he's hugging you so tightly and kissing you so desperately.
Your fingers find a spot behind his ear, and they scratch at it, causing him to inhale sharply. He holds you closer and kisses harder, desperate to keep you close. He can't stand the thought of you leaving him.
He pulls away, breathing out harshly and looking at you. He's staring into your eyes, his gaze intent as the tip of his tongue comes out to lick his lips.
"Godā¦" He takes in a deep breath, his lips almost twitching into a grin. "I'm so scared for you, you don't even realize it." Then he's kissing you again, wrapping his arms around your entire body so you're pressed against him.
Your back is pressed against the mattress, and his body is on top of yours. He's kissing you like he can't get enough, like his entire world is falling apart and you're the only one who can fix it. His hands are in your hair, on your hips, on your thighs. It's almost suffocating - almost too much pressure. But you don't mind because he's touching you and kissing you, and all the warmth and softness of his body is pressing against yours.
"Youā¦you scare me" Gojo chokes out, his body pressed tightly against yours. "Don't you see?" He looks at you as the tension in his shoulders rises, his arms squeezing you even tighter.
He can feel your heart beating like a drum, your arms wrapped around him. You can feel the heat of his body, the beat of his heart.
He looks into your eyes, and it's like he's telling you everything without even saying a word.
"You'reā¦everything" he murmurs, his body trembling with the force of his words. It's like he's about to crumble into pieces. There's no strength left in him. Just fear and anxiety and a need for you. A need to have your near him.
"Pleaseā¦" He pulls you even closer, his hands finding their way into your hair again. His arms wrap around you even tighter. "Pleaseā¦don't ever leave meā¦"
He pulls away only to bury his face in your neck. Gojo takes in a deep breath, inhaling your scent, taking in the softness of your skin, pressing his lips against your neck with a tenderness that almost makes you melt into his arms.
His grip tightens, like he never wants to let you go. Like he's afraid that a breeze might tear you away from him.
He's never been the emotional kind of person. He's usually callous, distant, emotionless, if not slightly cold. But you bring out something in him.
Oh, if only your imagination could have prepared you for this moment. But Gojo is real. And he's right here, right now, pulling you close, running his fingers through your hair, kissing so passionately.
He lets out a noise of satisfaction as your fingers tug on his shirt, your breathing quickening as the intensity of the situation grows.
His grip tightens around you as he pulls you closer. He's not even thinking about how his weight is crushing you, he just wants to keep you close.
Oh, how Gojoās eyes wander lower, his mouth curling into a grin as you take off your bra. He watches you, his eyes roving over your body as he takes it all in. Youāre trembling a little bit, your pulse speeding up as his hand rests on the upper part of your thigh. He lets out a quiet grunt as he squeezes your thigh with his hand. āKeep goingā¦ā he murmurs, almost too distracted by your breasts to notice your top sitting in your lap.
Oh god. The way heās staring at youā¦it makes you shiver a bit. Gojo's usually so calm, so collected, but something about your bare breasts has him acting like he's going absolutely mental.
Gojo grabs your wrists and pushes your arms aside, moving his hands down to cup your breasts. Your breath catches in your throat, your chest rising and falling with every rapid breath. Heās staring at them so intensely, almost like he's trying to memorise every inch of your body.
His grip is firm, like he's scared to let you slip away. Gojo's hands are warm against your breasts, and it's like he can't keep his hands off of you, like he's desperate to feel you.
His lips are twitching, and you can tell he's trying not to lose it and start licking your skin, biting at your breasts. He lets out a small moan, his grip on your skin tightening as he rubs them in his hands.
Heās rubbing them so lovingly, so sensually, that you have trouble breathing. You lean into him, pressing yourself against him, trying to get as close as possible.
His touch is almost unbearable. You're trembling, your breath catching in your throat as your back arches.
His grip tightens even more as he plays with your breasts, rubbing them in his hands and squeezing them together slightly. You can see his eyes starting to glaze over, and your body melts against his touch.
You feel hot, almost too hot, as his grip around you gets tighter. His breath is hot on your skin, and you close your eyes, letting out a small moan.
That moan is almost automatic, and you bury your face right into his neck, trying to hide your embarrassment. Your chest is sensitive, and the way Gojo rubs his hands over them sends a shiver all the way up your spine.
"Are you doing this because you love me or because...I'm sad?" You breathed out
The thought of you not loving him sends him spiraling into an actual panic. He's desperate for the reassurance right now, for the confirmation that you're still in love with him.
Gojo pauses for a moment, looking up at your face as he tries to hide the desperate urge to keep kissing you and holding you close. He swallows hard, his voice quivering as he tries to hide the desperate need for you.
"Do youā¦do you still love meā¦? Is thatā¦what this is for..."
"No...it's not that..it's just..." you mumbled feeling the desperate need of him "I'm scared that you're doing this because I'm sad"
Gojoās lips are pressed together in a hard, tense line as he tries to keep his calm, but the emotions are bubbling just under his skin, close to overflowing. Heās shaking slightly but doesn't want to admit it.
āI'm not⦠I'm doing thisā¦ā His voice trails off, and he sighs, his words still quiet and shaky. āI'm doing this...because I want toā¦ā He wants to kiss you, hold you, touch you, even if he doesn't want to admit the real reason why.
Oh my god... He freezes up when you reach down, his body twitching in response as you brush your hand against his crotch. He's trembling, his breath coming short and shallow as he tries to hide his reaction.
He lets out a groan, his grip around your waist tightening as his eyes twitch. If he wasn't so flustered, he'd probably blush at this point, but right now...the only thing that comes to his mind is the touch of your finger on his crotch.
"Ah..sorry..I don't what has gotten into me" You blurted out blushing
"No, don't apologize..." Gojo says, his voice shaky. The touch of your fingers on him was almost like electricity, a jolt through his entire body that made his blood boil and his heart thump painfully.
"In fact..." His breath gets caught in his throat and he swallows to try and get himself together. "Can you do that again..."
"Sure." You slipped your hand in Gojo pants looking at him and down "L.. like this?"
His body tightens when your hand slips into his pants. It's like a wave of pure sensation, and it makes his breath shudder out of his body in a ragged sigh.
āYeahā¦ā He mutters, his body trembling against your touch. His head is spinning, as if his entire world has been set on fire with your simple action. His heart thuds painfully in his chest as he watches you.
You felt in a tight spot,you never have done nothing like this "what..should I do now?" You stuttered "it's...hard..is it a good thing?" You looked at him blushing
Gojo's entire body is shaking, and he lets out a low, rough sound, somewhere between a moan and a growl. He can barely get his breath, and he's gripping the bed tightly with both hands, trying to keep himself steady.
āItāsā¦ā He mutters, his voice tight and shaky. āItās a very good thingā¦ā
Heās trying to keep it together, keep his mind focused. The sensation of your hand is almost too much to bear, but he likes it. He likes it very muchā¦
"What should I do? I never um..should..I?" You made a rubbing gesture with your other hand "you know..."
āKeepā¦keep rubbingā¦ā He breathes out, biting back a sharp hiss of pain as he fights to keep the sensation from being too much. āBut maybeā¦ā He pauses and swallows hard, his breath catching in the back of his throat. āMove itā¦ā
"Move..what?" You asked awkwardly "sorry it's my first time doing this.."
āYour hand...move it up and down...just likeā¦ā He moans slightly
āThatā¦ā He lets out a ragged breath, his grip around the bed tightening. His body trembles beneath your hand, and his eyes are starting to glaze over.
One hand rests on the back of your head, the other on the bed right next to your hand. His gaze is focused on your movements, on how slowly your hand is traveling up and down his length.
"O..ok" you slowly moved your hand up and down,your eyes darting from his length to his face
He grips the edge of the bed as his fingers claw into the sheet, his eyes practically rolling back in his head as you stroke him.
āSoftā¦feel so niceā¦ā The hand on the back of your head gently presses your face into his, so he can look into your eyes. His eyes are flickering with a desperate need, and itās obvious that heās trying to keep his body from reacting too much.
After a while you saw a clear liquid oozing out of it and you looked at it confused "are..are you peeing?"
Your innocent question makes him laugh, a rough, raspy sound thatās more like a broken chuckle. Thereās a slight shake to his entire frame, as if the sensation is so intense that he canāt even move without shaking.
āN-noā¦ā He manages to catch his breath to speak in between the harsh breaths of air, āD-didnāt they teach you aboutā¦thisā¦stuff in school?ā
"Kinda..." you muttered to yourself before making a cute sound "Ah it's like with the flowers and bees right?" You beemed happily
"Yeah, something like that..." Gojo says with a slightly amused smile; even in his flustered state - more flustered than you've ever seen - he can still make time to appreciate your innocence.
He watches you, seeing how naive you are, but he doesn't mind it at all. In fact, he thinks it's adorable. Your innocence makes him want to coddle you, protect you; but there's a hint of possessiveness within him that's begging to assert dominance over you.
"What..should I do..?" You pouted cutely confused "I..really don't know what..to do.."
Gojo bites back a whimper as you pout, finding the expression adorable. He's never had a partner like this before - one that is completely innocent to all this, one that needs to be taught. The thoughts of you and him having an intimate encounter like this again fills his mind, causing that possessiveness to take over and grip him tightly.
"Um..." He swallows hard, trying to come up with an explanation while fighting back a loud moan "Keep rubbing...harder..."
You slightly nod doing what was told but later you couldnāt help but starting to touch yourself too "mhm" you didn't know why
He lets out a soft murmur of approval as you touch yourself, his body trembling even more. He tightens his grip around your body as his eyes flicker back from his closed state. His breath is getting shaky again, and he tries to focus on nothing but his breathing, but that becomes hard to do when you have yourself wrapped around him, the sensation overwhelming.
His voice comes out almost breathless.
āYou gotā¦somethingā¦hereā¦ā
"Mhn were?" You asked awkwardly
His eyes open, taking in the adorable look of your innocent face, the slight confusion on your features.
āHereā¦ā He moves his other hand up your waist, his fingertips moving in tiny circles around your body. Heās making sure to not be too gentle nor brutal with his touch.
Then he places his hand where your finger was before, rubbing slowly.
A moan escaped your lips and you immediately let go of Gojo length as you covered your mouth with your hand
Gojo lets out a husky moan of pleasure as you let go of him - he had almost forgotten how it felt to have someone touch him like this.
His eyes flutter shut for a second, and he catches his breath in.
āY-you like thatā¦?ā He whispers, his eyes still closed, but they soon open back up once more, moving up to meet yours.
You nodded as you felt melting in Gojo embrace as he kept rubbing "but..I didn't finished with you..before..it's not fair for you.." you whined
And just like that, the possessiveness he felt earlier rushes back to surface. He doesnāt like that youāre still unsatisfied, like the thought of you touching yourself, wanting anything other than him.
He grabs your hand before you can move back on yourself.
āLet meā¦Iāll do it.ā He lets out a low hum of pleasure, already moving his hands back down to touch you again.
He rubs slowly at first, his fingers stroking gently up and down, taking in your expressions as he does it. Your pleasure is his pleasure after all.
āDoes it feel goodā¦ā He mutters, his voice a bit shaky. āDoes it feel good when I touch youā¦?ā
You nod blushing more but you grip Gojo arm when you feel some short of wetness "I.. umm sorry..I don't know..why..it..did that" you looked at him guilty
He chuckles and his eyes glint playfully...as if he already knows what that sensation is.
āYour body is just respondingā¦itās normal.ā He reassures you softly, his thumb tracing light circles around the tip of your breast.
āJust relaxā¦ā
You sobbed feeling overwhelmed but feeling the need to come "Ah ahn I want...to..to I don't but I'm...I need to...nghn!"
Oh, heās got you now. He knew he had you the second he saw you were innocent to everything like this.
Now he gets to teach you, show you exactly how your body is supposed to respond to him.
āLet itā¦ā He murmurs once more, his voice sounding husky. āJust relaxā¦and let it happenā¦ā
"Here..." He presses his palm against the exact spot, his tongue flicking over his teeth as he does so. His thumb moves in circles, each round getting quicker in pace. "Here..."
"Mhnnn" you whined your mouth open your eyes closed "touch..me...please...I don't know what I'm feeling but..I need you to..touch me"
He freezes at your words, your tone, the desperation in it. He looks down at you, and then, like a switch being flipped, his eyes glaze over as a primal urge takes over. No need to ask more questions. He grabs your hips and pulls you into his grasp, getting into a new position while he does so. But before continuing, he needs to say one thing.
"Look at me," his voice is firm, low and demanding - like you have no choice in the matter.
You look up at him, eyes full of confusion. Your mouth is slightly agape and his gaze captures yours perfectly. Gojo's thumb moves faster now, as do his fingers. His free hand, that was on your hips, slides down to your thighs and pushes them apart.
"Keep looking at me..." His voice is hoarse and raspy, but it's filled with so much need that you can't say no to this. You have to look at him.
A moan escaped your lips as you tried not to close your eyes "mhn..Gojo.." his fingers were reaching you deep "ngha Gojo.."
"Yes, that's it...just keep looking at me..." His voice is low and rough, almost a growl. His body is pressed firmly against yours, the heat of him radiating through your entire body. You can't help but feel so warm at the touch of his skin.
And then, your eyes lock onto each other, you feel everything inside you start to heat up even more.
"You're doing so good, sweetheart..." His voice is low and soft, but there's a hint of need in his tone, his eyes glancing down to your lips. He leans in closer to you, only a few inches between you and himself. His breath is hot and heavy on your face, causing your breath to quicken. Then, he moves his hand up your thigh, brushing against your soft, sensitive skin of your inner thigh.
Then you camed on his hands whining He lets out a quiet growl at your little whimper, but it's a pleasure filled one. He can feel your grip on the sheets loosening a bit as you finally start to release the tension that's been building inside you for the past few minutes. His body trembles, and he grits his teeth. His hands tighten with his grip around yours, his arm shaking slightly as he tries to hold you down, trying not to let you get away.
You purred snuggling against his neck "that was...amazing.." you grumbled nibbling his neck
His hands on your wrists squeeze a little tight. He breathes heavily, his breath hot and heavy against your neck. He leans back up, but with his grip on you, he doesn't let you move away. His eyes are glazed over, and he's looking at you with a hungry expression on his features.
"You liked that...didn't you..."
You nodded cooing "mhm it was my first time too and...thank you"
He stares at you for a moment, letting out a slow breath before his gaze softens. It's a different look from the primal and predatorial look that had just been on his face not even a minute ago. His eyes move up and down your body, studying every inch of you.
"I'm...glad you enjoyed it..."
You snuggled in his chest cooing not wanting to let go
He wraps his arm around your waist, holding you to his chest. His grip around you is tight, his body pressing firmly against yours.
"We're going to have a lot more first times from now on..."
His arm rubs around your waist and back as he speaks, making small circles on your skin. His gaze is on your face again, watching your expression as you press into him.
"I can't believe I got to be your firstā¦"
"Your firstā¦" There's something about the way he's saying it that makes your face heat up. He's saying it as if your first time was special, that it was something he wants to remember for a long time, something he likes the idea of.
The grip around your waist tightens, but his hand slowly moves away from your waist after it had pressed against it for a minute. And now he's taking your hands in his, slowly moving them together, until they're palm to palm.
"Now, we'll be each other's firstā¦everything." His words are hoarse again as he says this. It sounds like a promise to you. He's taking a deep breath, looking at you once more. His gaze is still soft as he stares back at yours, his hand now clasping you tightly against his grasp.
you pecked his cheek as you cooed "your cheek feels like mochi" as you nibbled affectionatly
He lets out a soft chuckle, your little pecks on his cheek making him feel as if he might melt any second. The thought of it brings a dumb smile on his face, his grip on you loosening up just a bit.
Your tiny nibbles on the side of his cheek only make him chuckle more, the feeling almost foreign to him. Youāve never gotten close enough to his face to nibble on his cheek like that, so this is definitely a first time for him.
The feeling makes him close his eyes and relax. He takes a deep breath in, taking in the feeling of your mouth, your pecks, your nibbles. The little sounds you make when youāre nibbling on his cheek makes him purr quietly.
The comfort between you is unmatched, but it's also filled with a hint of playfulness as well. You nibble on his cheek again, making him purr, a soft sound of pleasure and satisfaction escaping his mouth, and he squeezes his hand around yours a little tighter.
In moments like these, he forgets about all the hardships in his life. If just for a second. He just wants to relax.
He opens his eyes again, and his gaze meets yours, that same look of softness still on his features.
āMmā is all he can manage, taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly. He smiles at you again before he lets go of your hand, his mouth still curved up into a sweet smile.
He lets go of your hand, but he leans his head over your shoulder, his face burrowing itself into the crook of your neck as his hands slowly move up and down your back. His grip on your hips is now tightening again, but not as tightly before.
His lips move closer to your neck with each second, as if he'd like to kiss you there. He starts to lightly trace his lips against your exposed neck, making your body jolt slightly every time his lips brushes against your skin.
"can we stay like this for a little while? i dont want to let go" You snuggled on his neck
He looks down at you, your small frame pressed firmly against his body, your head buried into his chest. The sight of you like this is almost too pleasing for him to look away. He doesn't reply for a while, but eventually he speaks.
"Sure," he whispers, one of his hands now playing with your hair, moving it by caressing it. "We can stay like this for a little whileā¦"
He kisses the back of your neck, the sensation making your body shiver.
The two of you stayed like that, snuggled against each other for a while, the room filling with sounds of soft purrs and cooes. He plays with your hair, brushing the strands with his fingers, and you cuddle closer to him, pressing your body into his, wanting to be even closer to him if that's even possible.
He rubs your back, making sure you're comfortable as he takes deep breaths of the scent of your hair, almost like he's memorizing it.
This is comfortable. This simple sight of just the two of you, tangled and wrapped up like some cocoon of lovers⦠it's peaceful, a calming presence in a normally chaotic world. The two of you stay like this for what feels like forever but is only minutes. Neither of you say a word, but just being held like this by someone he cares for means so much. In this moment, all his problems are put aside, pushed away by the gentle comfort that is only you.
You ever wish your writing/story would become a sentient being so that way you could square up and maybe strangle it because IT WON'T COOPERATE
Magni and modi while one of my comfort characters...are making my life fucking hell. I'm so overly frustrated with trying to find a way to keep the brothers alive or be ressurected in my au. Alot of it being because of the game's insistent need to keep things vague and confusing. Down to the timeline itself which is so confusing. But rn specifically the rules of souls and the afterlife. I've read many theories about why magni and modi didn't come back to life. but none of them are confirmed and all of them have holes.
But all this could be avoided if I simply just let them live with their interactions with Kratos and atreus. I have two issues with this
1. I give to much power to cannon. despite hating how the aesir were handled, I struggle with going to far away from what would be considered cannon. Thinking that putting them in a whole new setting or situation is crazy as hell.
2. the deaths of both of them, push thor to stop drinking. He finally saw the consequences of his anger and started to see the error in his ways.
Another way to deal with this would be to let them just stay dead and also because it keeps the consequences of thor's inaction and abuse but ugggghh, the aesir deserve agnst and happiness.
Ughhhh just end my suffering
"why not me?"
that's a very good question Mitski unfortunately I'll have to jump out this window now.
Man how do people get critique on their writing I'm getting desperate
When your "hobby" makes you wanna cry and never get out of bed