Yknow Whats Sad About Being A Fictive Sometimes?? When You Know That People Are Going To Treat You Like

Y’know what’s sad about being a fictive sometimes?? When you know that people are going to treat you like your source anyways, no matter how different you are.

And then if you’re too different from your source, then it feels like you’re not allowed to be who you are because you’re not enough like your source to count!

Or when people see your source as problematic or view your source in a very negative light and then they associate that with you even though you didn’t do anything.

🩸: Like me. People view my source as this crazed murderer who doesn’t care about consent or others.

📖: And then sometimes I feel like people will say I can’t continue to call myself Simon Henriksson because of how many differences there are between me and my source.

That’s some of the shitty things about being a fictive. Because it sometimes feels like we don’t count or that we can never be seen as real people despite actually being real people in this system.

It’s not the case in our system, but it feels like that outside of our system sometimes.

-🩸+📖

shout out to fictives who:

do keep their source name

dont keep their source name

feel disconnected from their source

have intentionally distanced themselves from their source

have an "embarrassing" or "cringy" source

really love their source

feel like they're too different from their source

really miss their source world, family, and friends

theres no right or wrong way to be a fictive, just be yourself and you're doing more than enough. ♡

The struggle of wanting to be active in the fandoms you’re apart of and also post OC lore and drawings and shit but irl life is kicking your ass so you can’t even work on anything.

Anyway, sorry about not being able to finish @tmntober-2023 due to life kicking our ass over here. We’ll try to participate in talevember as best we can though!

-🩶👻

singlets treat fictives like actual human beings challenge: impossible!!

(i swear to fucking god i'm going to lose it)

This is me btw if anyone cares ;p

-🧸

Subject was found dead at 08:37 Saturday, December 18 in her apartment. Search history leading up to her death can be found here:

Dec 18 00:05 - I don’t have much time please help me they found me

Dec 17 23:47 - How to write your will

Dec 17 23:15 - Demon repelling rituals

Dec 17: 22:37 - Demon hunting items from around your house

Dec 17 22:35 - Demon hunting equipment

Dec 16 18:39 - Signs of demonic possession in children

Dec 16 18:38 - Vomiting blood, unnatural contorsion, bloodshot eyes, levitation

Dec 16 18:12 - Fever of 203°F possible?

Dec 15 18:01 - Home remedies for common cold

Dec 12 10:38 - Religious children programs

Dec 12 02:30 - How to help your misbehaving child

Dec 12 02:09 - Is it normal for your 11 year old to bite another child?

Dec 12 01:45 - Juvenile detention punishments

The victim’s child has not yet been located.

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