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A system problem that I personally despise:

I made a mistake and hurt someone. Instead of only me getting punished, our entire system was punished (aka banned from a discord server).

I just really wish I alone could face the consequences of my actions and not have the kindest and most amazing people in the world suffer alongside me when they did nothing wrong.

- Simon Henriksson (Book)

Side note: yes I am very sorry for the thing I had done. I didn’t mean a word I said of it and was reading off a mental script I had in mind because I was thrust into a triggering situation. It doesn’t excuse my actions and I’m aware of that. I’m just trying to explain, not excuse. I’ve learned the error of my ways and I’m trying to take it one day at a time and be a better person than I was yesterday

Real Shit Said in Headspace:

Simon📖: Y’know… I act a lot happier than my “canon” self… I’ve been laughing a lot more, smiling more, being more social and open with others… it’s weird

Blue🍓: That’s because the body is heavily medicated for depression and anxiety. You’re probably just feeling the effects of the medications that are working for us that never worked for you before.

Simon📖: … huh…

Ghost🩶👻: Hey, if you’re worried about if this makes you less “Simon Henriksson” to others, we don’t care about that shit. We’ve been with you for several years now, and you’re still extremely Simon Henriksson.

Simon📖: Thanks, but-

Ghost🩶👻: I mean, everything you do is very Simon Henriksson

Simon📖: Wait-

Ghost🩶👻: Wheeling everywhere in your wheelchair is very Simon Henriksson, calling people idiots in a loving manner is very Simon Henriksson, writing a bunch of [redacted] is very Simon Henriksson-

Simon📖: Did you really have to explain that?

Ghost🩶👻: Being engaged to Blue is very Simon Henriksson in my opinion

Me🧡🐍: Wait… Blue isn’t a part of the Cry of Fear game though. Only the fanfics written that were never published online

Ghost🩶👻: Yeah, but it’s still very Simon Henriksson of him

Simon📖: For the love of god, would you stop using my name as an adjective?

Ghost🩶👻: How Simon Henriksson of you.

Sophie🐹, jokingly: And this is why we can’t have nice things

I’m dying.

Guys.

Guys.

Simon Henriksson is a Hufflepuff.

Simon Henriksson is a Hufflepuff!

Did not expect that, honestly.

(For clarification: this is talking about Simon Henriksson from our system.)

-🩶👻

Remember this post?

It’s a meme in our system now. Inside joke.

Also: colored picture of Simon📖! He looks a lot healthier than Sick!Simon, mostly because he is. Blue makes sure he takes care of himself, and he writes a lot for his own enjoyment, not because a therapist told him to.

We’ve been discussing possibly posting some of his writing. He’s debating about it.

How Simon Henriksson of him ;p

-🩶👻

Real shit said in headspace: ✨Sophie x Simon edition✨

Blue🍓: *looking through Cry of Fear tag because hyperfixation is a thing*

Blue🍓: *sees Simon x Sophie art* Kinda cute, ngl

Simon📖: Huh??

Simon⛈️: S’cuse me???

David💊: Say what now???

Sophie🐹: What????🤢

Blue🍓: What? I’m talking source only! Calm tf down! Jesus.

*silence*

Sophie🐹: Draw something similar to that with either you and Simon or David and Simon before I vomit. It’s just a personal thing for us not to be posted online but please!

Blue🍓: Damn. The thought of dating him that gross for you?

Sophie🐹: You wanna date Ghost?

Blue🍓: Touché

Pssst. PSSSST! Hey you! Wanna see something cool?? Something fun??? Something involving the Sick Simon introject from our system??

I know you wanna ;)

Doodles done by me based off of a real interaction I had with Simon📖 XD

If I had a nickel for every time I saw Blue carrying him around, I’d be so fucking rich.

-🩶👻

Simon📖’s source:

“The world is cruel and unjust. If I could I would take this whole fucked up planet with me.”

“I am useless and pathetic without the use of my legs and am a burden to those I care for.”

Sad and tired old man energy.

Completely given up

Hates everything and everyone most likely

Most likely touch starved

Will kill you if prompted

Haunted by Book Simon

In love with Sophie

VS

Simon📖:

“Guys guys guys! Ok, if I were a worm-”

Nothing in life matters 😎

“The world is cruel and unjust and meaningless and- OMG MY WIFE IS HERE!!!!”😄

“Guys I think I’m having a depressive episode can someone give me a hug??” 🥺

Kys (keep yourself safe).

“Is that Hello Kitty themed???… can I have it???”

Speaks normally then Blue walks into the room and is suddenly a smitten lovesick stuttering mess

Basically such puppy energy, very much attached to Blue🍓

“Let me watch my romance anime in peace”

📖: “Blue, if I were a worm-” 🍓: “I would love you if you were a parasitic infection growing on my leg” 📖: 😁

🍓: “Bubba do you need a hug? You need a hug bubba?” 📖: *sniff* “Yes”

“Can someone carry me? My legs don’t work and I’m too lazy to use my wheelchair or crutches!” Blue🍓 usually ends up carrying him

Jesus he really loves to snuggle

Demon🩸 is one of his brothers (Simon📖, Simon⛈️, and Demon🩸 are viewed as triplets in this system since they’re all kinda the same guy)

Sophie🐹 is a great close friend