Ooooh, What Can You Do There?

Ooooh, what can you do there?

I got a blue skyyy

Bluesky Social

Jordan (@spectrum-palette.bsky.social)

Jordan/29/bi/she/her I'm a disabled freelancing artist that tries to spread love where she can!

it's as under construction as my tunglr but yee I love it here

Packs of sharks all staring at me...

Unblinkingly.

The dark eyes glare in disapproval,

And I'm just trapped there, unmovable.

They circle around me with no effort,

All while I flounder, I gasp, I panic;

I try to fix my mistake.

They know of my weakness

And they take bites of my brain.

"You're an idiot! You're a clutz!

"We're ashamed to call you one of us!"

My own feelings shut me down.

My body won't listen to me.

While the sharks all just go to town,

And then leave me to the mercy of the sea.

Finally they swim away from me; a job well done

Hundreds of sharks swimming as one.

I try to follow because I'm desperate,

So desperate to not be alone.

The sharks swim so fast just to breathe,

And I'm left behind;

Left to sink into the darkness of the open sea.

You know my favorite thing?

This:

When the royal demons go ape shit over their imp babies.

0_0

... I did NOT see that coming. XD

Funnily enough, it also has the exact opposite weather effect of the Song of Storms.

Voice © myself

It's always

"When will fanfic writers update their stories?"

And never

"Does this fanfic writer have adequate enrichment to engage in writing behaviours?"

Fanfiction writers (Scriptor fictus) are intelligent animals who need plenty of enrichment as well as encouragement! If they're stuck in poor conditions (e.g. have studies, work, have to actually write to have something written) then they require the proper enrichment to engage in more healthy behaviours, like writing. Remember, due to poor breeding and socialisation, over half of all fanfic writers suffer from low self confidence and executive dysfunction so take care of them!

Give your fanfic writers proper care. Fanfiction writers are a life long commitment.

(post coming soon, I promise!)

Okay.. this is something personal so if you don't want to read it, you can scroll past it ^^

I needed to block someone because they said that we should stop watching sams because they portray mental illnesses very poorly etc.

Like kid maybe speak for yourself and stop forcing others to do something because you disguised it as a good thing to do... (you can have your own opinions but pls respect other people's opinions)

Maybe showrunners didn't do everything right but I think that they're doing decent job.. or I at least can say that about Sun...

I'm so thankful for sams Sun because he helped me a lot.. with seeing my past self for who I truly was - finally as a whole.. I used to only see the pieces of myself as if I was looking at my own reflection in a broken mirror...

But when I saw Sun and saw how much I relate to him.. I felt like I was looking in a mirror which shows the past... I finally saw the full reflection.. not some broken pieces...

I've never felt that much seen and understood in my entire life

This show means so much to me

Sun means so much to me

I'm not afraid of thinking about the past anymore..

I used to be scared that if I think about the past too much.. I'll revert to act like me from the past...

Sun helped me understand so many things about myself.. he helped me reconnect with my past self without feeling the utter shame for how I used to be...

So pls stop being so awful and pls respect other people's feelings

People need more empathy nowadays...