× eddie as in not-limonov but still quirky and angry at the government × young, not sweet, fuck i'm nineteen × ancom radfem × lesbian × theatre kid who can't sing × chaotic academia bastard × i have opinions & i make people cry × current obsessions: WESTERNS, the magnus archives, horror films, hannibal, killing eve, black holes, 1930s russian avant-garde poetry, jack stauber's micropop, mitski × i am a proud language geek ask me to flirt with you in french or italian × gender critical × "in my ribcage two birds fight. one wants to be alone, the other wants to be free" ×
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ELEVATION OF CARBON DIOXIDE IN THE BLOOD CAUSED BY AN UNCONTROLLABLE EXTERNAL THREAT
ELEVATION OF CARBON DIOXIDE IN THE BLOOD CAUSED BY AN UNCONTROLLABLE EXTERNAL THREAT
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alright. yes, now i think i can understand myself and yes, i know it was over before it even had a chance to happen. but why hope?! why murder myself by knowing i won't stand a chance??! why desperately wait for the moment we can go home together and encourage myself to finally reveal the feelings that had been haunting me ever since i saw her for the first time, and yet never do it, having doubts about my french?
why? why? why?
why not asking her first? why not asking her back? why not kneeling before her, and kissing her hand, and finally pronouncing those terrific, marvellous words, "i think i have fallen in love with you, julia".
julia.
julia.
help me.
GUYS.
i'm learning how to knit.
THE DOCTOR'S DAUGHTER WHAT THE ACTUAL F-
everyone matters.
every single soul.
i matter.
you matter.
and your friend maggie matters.
and my neighbour kyle, they matter too.
and that asian boy i see kicking a stone out of his way across the street, he matters too.
because if anyone gets harmed or hurt in any way, i will stand for them - because i have the obligation and order, as a citizen of this world, to protect everyone at the same time, and to stand for everyone around me, no matter the nationality or ethnicity.
and if anyone in my presence gets seriously hurt by a dark-skinned person, i shall not protect that person saying that they, actually, are fighting for their rights for being dark-skinned. no matter what kinds of protests are going out there.
any kind of physical or moral harassment is blind to ethnicities.
a crime is a crime.
and i will never elevate one ethnicity over another, because it isn't how it works.
they feel so alive here. the era, the epoch they lived in, their clothes seem so beautifully real. i just love this i can't-
[cries in historian]
p.s. the third, the fourth and the fifth ones is russian czar nicholas the second throwing a party with his friends and family in darmstadt, germany, 1899.
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