Part 2 Will Be Out Tomorrow, And There Will Be More Than 2 Parts.

Part 2 will be out tomorrow, and there will be more than 2 parts.

Im writing the second part of "knowing is safe" and it's mostly cutie being paranoid and gosh is it hurting my brain writing it.

Yall please interact with the fic post, I'm loving the interaction on the reblog but, please interact with the actual fic

just wrote a Darlin/Huxley fic, it's so cute, all I need to do is edit it. it so fucking soft, and 100% for hopeless romantics

Idea

Ok so fake dating Au. Gavin/Lasko

Recently cheated on Lasko wants to make his ex jealous, but isn't sure how and thinks it's just a fantasy that will never happen

"No relationship" Gavin who decides to help Lasko with his revenge

During this "relationship" Gavin helps build Laskos confidence and Gavin starts to fall for the babbling nerd, Lasko is oblivious

I don't have a lot of time on my hand to write so if this inspires someone, please share. If you want to add or write this story please tag me. id love to see it

Id love to see some angst too. maybe lasko thinks Gavin is playing a sick prank after Gavin confesses. OR Lasko goes back to his toxic ex even after all the warnings from Gavin and others.

I am obsessed with the audio where Aaron talks about what he wants out of the relationship. I often listen to it instead of comfort videos, there's just something about someone WANTING to communicate.

I'm also a big fan of sams whisper voice. And how he's always asking if what he's doing is okay. I love sam.

I know Huxley would be picked anyone up while hugging Huxley no matter how big or tall they are. He's a big, tall, strong, man and he says "it just- feel necessary." and "is it really a hug if their feet are still touching the ground?" and then he laughs, you know the one

speaking of which, I love Huxley's laugh like uugggggggg please never stop. It always makes me smile.

Things that make me melt

When Vincent calls the listener “little one”

The entire Milo sleep aid video

David’s sleep aid video and when he calls the listener baby

When Asher shifted to cuddle babe in the pillow fort

Geordi

The thought of Huxley hugs bc I’m 5’3

Avior being sweet to starlight

When Sam Sams towards darlin’

Lasko

Damien but literally. bc I get hot so easily

No seriously though when Damien goes all soft and sweet

When Gavin stops fun time with freelancer to talk about how much he wants to be viewed as a person and not just sex

When Aaron communicates how he feels and what he needs and encourages listener to do the same

When Elliot comforts the listener in their nightmare

Also did I mention Vincent calling lovely “little one” bc it makes all the tension in my body just…disappear.

And Milo forehead kisses 😭

Please just get me one of these men irl

Oh and also just caelum existing. He’s a precious bean that I want to protect forever.

Wip Wednesday

Part two of, not my partner

" did you here the news"

" yeah, 3 months"

" why you so down?"

" 3 months"

" that's what he said. Seriously are you okay"

" we broke up 3 months ago"

' what"

" quest broke up.woth me 3 months ago"

" wait. You said it was mutual"

" I lied, I didn't want to tell people how.stupid I am

"Wow wow, your not stupid, things with you and quest didn't work out. That life."

"After I realized it wasn't romantic love I tried to fall in love with you, fake it till it came true when you started to plan a trip to visit me, I felt guilty, I knew I had to tell you before you spent all that money just to see a boyfriend who doesn't love you the way you thought he did. "

You stopped talking, looking down at your lap, you stared and your hand as it picked at your pants. Your stayed staring and picking as you added more

" that's what he said to me.Know you now how stupid i was.

Xyx sat on the other side of the screen, silent. It killed you, you  had to stop it

“ We were together for 11 months, almost a year. We broke up 3 months ago, and- according to quest, he got with his girlfriend also 3 months ago.”

WIP Wednesday

this is my fake dating story with Lasko/Gavin

Zen is the name I've given the Laskos ex

there are SO many mistakes so be prepared.

" Lasko what is this empty section, I told you I to fill my schedule as much as po-Gavin"

"Damien.”

Gsvin greets the fracnitc confused fire element before he turned back to lasko. kissing the back of laskos hand before saying goodbye to the both of them

“ it seems my time with you is over, for now. I hope you start feeling better, night sweets. Damien, good luck with your schedule, but dont over worl your self.”

And then he was gone.

Lasko moves back to his deck, trying to move past what just happened and act like nothing happened

“ i-so I put a space in your- um schedule because well- you need it but also the timing of the classes were unreasnabel- impossible, you - no one would be able to make it across the campas like needed in thast time.so i decided that it would be best to giv-

“ what the fuck was that lasko?”

“Oh it was - its nothing- not important. So do you still want me to - to fix you-”

“ lasko dont - dont fucking lie to me, what was gavin doing here, and the kiss?”

“ ok- so “

Damian gave Lasko a look telling him not to try lying again

“Gavin and I have decided to be in fake a relationship with  each other.”

“Lasko”

“I suggested it, I've mentioned umm zen to you before, he cheated on me, left me, and -I wanted to make him jealous.”

“God Lasko, how stupid- “

Damien stopped, realizing now wasn't the time to use harsh words

“I don't think that's wise Lasko.”

“Whys that? I know I act like- like a shy nerd but I deserve revenge, don't you thi-”

“ of course I do, but this isn't the way”

“Why not?!”

“ because you'll just get hurt”

“ no, I won't it's fake I'll be fi-”

“ Lasko, I've seen it, you fall in love when someone looks at you. When Gavin starts giving you all that attention you're going to fall for him, hard. And you'll start to think that he feels the same because your in this fake relationship. And when you confess, he's going to reject you, and you'll be heartbroken, inconsolable.”

“That's not true”

Damien sighed knowing there was nothing he could say to stop Lasko's plan.