Denial Part, Analyze Why? From A Not Judging Way. For Me I Knew These Symptoms Was Odd Before Knowing

Denial part, analyze Why? from a not judging way. For me I knew these ‘symptoms’ was odd before knowing a lot about System stuff and in those times I never said I was faking. I’ve always been like “I have these weird things happen so not gonna tell anyone.”

And denial in itself is a protective mechanism.

If it does turn out I’m wrong then I’m wrong and that’s okay 😊

Like for example in 2017,2018,2019 I thought I was FTM (mostly cause another part) now I feel more like non-binary, it’s ok if things change.

+ I tell myself for me treating the other part as others and not me has it helped? For me yes, it has made it so I understand more about our past, less inner conflict, less flashbacks, and more open communication between and with outside folks. I always had my body and my brain doesn’t match what’s happening type speech to each therapist I have.

To any P-DID sys or Osdd-1b sys

(or others with little to now amnesia and rarely fully switch. I'm only mentioning these because I've heard/researched that this is the term for this type of sys)

What exactly is it like when you switch, as a questioning OSDD-1b sys and around the possible same line as P-DID, I've been having massive denial that I'm faking even though I know I've had a switch in some way, but I (the host) is always somewhat conscious even if my entire identity is override and I have emotional amnesia right after (if this makes sense I'm praying it does).

Also anyone know how to help with denial? Because It makes it hard to genuinely figure this out while whenever I try to I instantly get "ur faking this isn't actually happening" feeling/thoughts

Also plz correct me if I'm wrong about any information, I've done a few years research but I understand if I might mistaken somethings :3

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Star filled skies over the Matterhorn - Alpine Haute Route, July 2021

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