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“Things that You do in Here have a Bleeding affect on in the real world” ~ Michael
Is the quote that comes to mind when thinking about things in the source that’s negative that affect Us, We know that if it affects us it has something to do with body memories but yeah got reminded because someone posted on Fictive Culture why did you write the character to do this
Episode S2:E2 two birds, many stones. Series My Virtual Escape💙
5/28/2024
Scenes From a Marriage💜 | Jonathan Levy🩶 & Mira🤎 ;periphery - Juliette Reilly💖 Slowed Down
🎬 edit therapy is real broo haha and art 🖼️ music 🎸 therapy too 🤗 also we’ve actually never seen all of Scenes From a Marriage 💍 soo but like with other Parts the things we new reflected our past stuff
6/02/2024
6/03/2024 | Bible App | 1 Corinthians 12:14-20 | was in heavy denial today all these what if and this came up on my screen :) ☺️ so put it on photo of the Moon 🌙 We took In May 18 of 2019 been obsessed with the moon since a child but it was before knowing that other People out there also experience similar things that we are not alone , I mean that’s the whole point I Alice didn’t say anything to My Mom even thought I was struggling because I thought if I told them about these things that happen to me all the time I don’t know what they will think🩷
“Who you are is irreplaceable”☺️
When I play or listen to this song 🎶 it reminds me of having source memories🌫️ now it’s more like a Actors bittersweet feeling🥰 towards them but still 500 Miles lyrics We feel like it really describes it and also because it’s a folk song there’s so many different versions just like being a Introjects😊
6/06/2024
Happy Father’s Day💐 No matter if Your a Dad because of Biology, adoption, with a Marriage, a Father Figure. What shape You come in Thank You :) even for the Dissociative System Dad’s Out There Thank You🤍
6/16/2024
Love doing edits 🎬 mostly as like edit therapy but I never did a single just Jake one so Here it goes 6/19/2024
Our System is currently Obsessed with this Album💖 It’s interesting how every Part views this one album differently and approaches it differently feels differently you know even to the same song🩷
7/13/2024
7/15/2024
“But I can see us lost in the memory August slipped away into a moment of time Cause it was never mine” Taylor Swift 🌸 - august 🌨️
This lyrics reminds me of system hood even if you have OSDD-1(b) there’s been now looking back more and communicating more what we each remember like from one certain thing can be vastly different prospective and what sticks and what we feel or how much we remember especially when we were in high stress mode
7/17/2024 Recently started seeing a different consultant that knows about Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) & Otherwise Dissociative Disorder (OSDD-1) and really opening up via message but on call 📞 we’re dealing first with Day to Day☀️ stuff that’s distressing but I’m making connecting in the system I never did before and writing ✍🏻 Journaling 📔 more and accepting different Parts even if We have different views on things and that it’s ok ✔️ ☺️ :)
Photo Mom getting Us Vegan 🌱 & Gluten-Free Muffins 😆
F•R•I•E•N•D•S
a edit 🎬we made a while ago on a whim haha featuring @levy-with-a-book Levy🩶 & @llewyn-with-a-cat Llewyn🩵 🍊& @steven-granty-boi Steven💚 & Isaac🖤 & @jake-in-the-know Jake💜 7/17/2024
7/19/2024 Recently we’ve been trying to make a Inner world meeting room it’s getting there but have to do it constantly to make an affect.
7/23/2024 Brooo today session was a lot slowly already did open up about a lot of thing over email but it was a lot but the feeling of scared embarrassment but they didn’t judge as far as I can tell, that some Part do look similar to each other but We got this
7/25/2024
Today’s Movie 🍿 Dad is Zootopia 🐇🦊 (2016) Haven’t rewatched this in a while but I love it 🥰 and the writing ✍🏻 it feels likes there’s an ending in the middle but it’s only the beginning of the unraveling of the Truth
7/27/2024 Today’s Movie 🎥 is (500) Days of Summer ☀️🍂 (2009) when watching like StudioBinder Film 🎞️ videos this movie 🍿 gets mentioned a lot so thought to watch it🩷 I like how God✝️ turns the Bad to Good✨
on 8/01 Isaac🖤 & Steven💚 are officially together awww 🥰 , I kinda was hesitant to share this hence didn’t share until now but they what to so yeah and from June to August it’s kinda a trauma months so having a anniversary might be a positive you know :) & Starlight is their official song 🎵 they kinda told me when listening to this the first time from the album 💿 Red♥️
8/03/2024
Lighthouse My Virtual Escape💙 Cover🎸
For Us we don’t all feel connected to everything in source and things we do usually has some real life our body reason you know yeah
Sorry for the audio trouble
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