After That Connection. I Remember Before Knowing DID Was Like I Know I Look Like Isaac And Moon Folks

After that connection. I remember before knowing DID was like I know I look like Isaac and Moon folks so is there any connection between theses stories and there is so much the point I can’t include in this all and discovering like today on 4/22/2024 new things

Isaac🖤 The Devil Inside Season 1 & My Virtual Escape💙

Steven💚 & Marc💙 Moon Knight🌙

The one big connection is they are both are older to a younger sibling which you know both lost them and one of the parents blamed them and they both carry those things. Isaac later it’s kinda a different story but yeah.

How theses stories reflect us because with Fictional Introject their stories usually have a reflection to this body’s trauma and with these it’s really like art therapy being ok with feeling things you know

Co-Con Culture is Sexuality being a absolute mess. Like this body is a Female but most of Us are Male so the World sees Us as Gay which is Fine but if I date a Guy then it’s Straight even tough it’s more Gay in My opinion like whatttt haha 😂

one of the most important things about dissociative identity disorder and generally being a system that i wish people would understand is that it truly isn’t as cut and dry as it may seem for member count.

you’ll see people who say they have “six alters” and then immediately assume it’s six fully fleshed out equal individuals with no confusion or fuzziness regarding identity. that’s simply not true in a majority of cases, as i have seen.

most systems still VERY much deal with confusion regarding potential splits, go through dissociative episodes where they’re unsure of who they are, sometimes feel no attachment towards any identities, feel like they might have split and then suddenly that person is gone, unsure if alters they haven’t heard from often have gone dormant, not sure how to react when alters do come out of dormancy, etc.

it’s not a fun feeling and it’s genuinely unfair in certain situations to force systems to list every single alter to you with full certainty, as if it will never change. because it will. for so many different reasons, systems will grow, they will shrink, they will fuse, they will develop. you can’t expect the person with the dissociative disorder and lack of core identity to be able to keep up a perfected list of forever, it’s simply impossible. you may have alters who stick with you, but that doesn’t mean changes won’t happen.

and systems who may be reading this — please don’t feel bad. you are not a hassle, you are not a headache, and you are not an inconvenience for simply coping with something like this. it’s out of your control and the only thing you can do is continue to cope to find ways to help yourself retrain from these reactions. please don’t allow yourself to be harmed by others who don’t understand what you are going through. there are people who will accept and love you for who you are, all of you.

past, present, and future.

Broo when I first saw this on Instagram about a week ago was like feels like a different prequel to Inside Llewyn Davis

ezra was literally born to boop (but forced to star wars rebel...)

possible hot take -

people with did/osdd CAN have good relationships with their parents/family/caretakers, that doesn’t mean all of them will have good relationships with everyone but for us at least a lot of our trauma comes from doctors/medical stuff and hallucinations/sleep paralysis, sure our parents could have done better in some areas but so could we (but we still love them & appreciate everything they’ve done for us <3)

nod nod! We have a present good relationship with our parents and we really don't like the idea that systems have to hate their family or their caretakers. Obviously not all systems will have good relationships with them but not all systems with have bad relationships with them too!