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Having an alter in our system, who is a Dazai kin/introject, suddenly gain memories is terrifying. Those memories feature painful traumas and we have been told by other trauma holders that yeah we went through that.
So suddenly having someone who deeply feels like they are Dazai and having painful and intense memories like we rarely have in our introjects is fucking terrifying.
I wonder how much closer we're getting to unlocking those memories and its extremely stressful to contemplate because 90% of the system is in heavy denial about these traumas.
Looking for more other Systems to talk to😊
Some things about Us💙 The body is turning 20 in November 2023 so preferably also other adult body System🧡 It’s also almost 1 year anniversary of knowing that I’m part of a System. 11/29/2022
Most of us already excited but later identified with a body so Semi-Fictive💚
TW:(:Dissociation:Finding about being a System:Denial:Interject Trauma) I remember before knowing about OSDD-1b especially Fictional Interject, I just though I was acting you know, I keep looking like this particular character and keep getting his memories of where he comes from or I act like him or why is that randomly when I watch different series I randomly look like them I guess it is a phase?
Actually the reason I found about DID (I kinda knew about it a little bit) or OSDD-1b is because I watched Moon Knight in October of 2022 (Actually I Alice don’t really remember anything from watching the first time, that typically does happen mostly with another Alters Core memory goes for Fictional Interject or Otherwise.) But I do remember the though process though being like Ummmmmm this is what happens to me all the time, my OCD my trans stuff, it’s just I don’t have amnesia like I remember doing it but don’t feel connect and don’t know why I did it. That made me want to learn more about DID so started watching DID YouTubers and reading articles and every video I watched was like wait a second the weird thing that always happens to me that I can’t explain and I though I only experience theses people also experience but was like I don’t have amnesia so kept searching is it possible to have DID without amnesia and later was watching The CTAD Clinic and found about OSDD-1b but still was in denial for a while, and if I’m being honest I sometimes still get really strong denial even though me knowing OSDD-1b has not changed any of my symptoms just made it more possible to understand it easier.
With Us if there is any Interject that also has there trauma it usually mirrors what we went through in a way. It’s like our mind is trying to process what happened through their source memories.
Current song that keeps playing inside
Also have a YouTube Channel. If anyone wants to collab lets do it.
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It’s kinda talked about but grief is real even if it is source memories.
Weather you’re an Interject with source memories and or brainmade with source memories it still feel the same as losing someone here in this outter world.
Before even knowing about DID/OSDD those memories felt the same, always felt like living in 2 universe at the same time.
Recently it’s just been strong not really missing it more of the why am I feeling this way feels.
#Bible - Verse of the Day
Started this Tumblr💖 7/6/2023
1/18/2024
Hello 👋 | We Love New Friends😊
Simply Plural is Ashla-Interweb-bois | Pexels has free to use photos. Some uses these 😊
We are a OSDD-1b now leaning towards more DID System because of discovery but still not sure🧡 Discovered on 11/29/2022
The Ashla System🧡 aka Interweb bois🌙 -🖤🌙
Not diagnosed Professionally📝
Majority of Us are Christians and God and Jesus Makes Us Happy☺️ and is 1 of Our Main Coping Mechanism other @mental-health-and-jesus ✝️ 1/17/2024
☺️Personal Blogs
And a new blog @co-conscious-culture ⭐️3/14/2024
Hope You Have Fun wiTh Me @steven-granty-boi 💚01/19/2024 :)
Hang out with yours truly @jake-in-the-know 💜5/06/2024🌹
Orange Cat & Guitar in hand @llewyn-with-a-cat 🩵6/01/2024🎸
A Bookmark 🔖 in Moi Hand @levy-with-a-book 🩶6/08/2024 ^_^
Apps That Help Us🧡
•Simply Plural 🏹 •Pexels 🖼️ for Non Copyright Photos •GIF Maker🤳🏻 •Pinterest ✂️ •YouTube ❤️ for the Playlist •Alarm Clock ⏰ •Spotify 🎶 •Notes 📝 •Google Slide ✍🏻
Our Hyperfixations are :)
Star Wars💫 especially Rebels⚡️
Moon Knight🌙 of Course (How We Discovered Being Plural✨)
Ultimate Spider-Man🕷️ (2012-2016)
Sherlock Holmes 🔎🎻 (reading The Complete Sherlock Holmes)
Wonka 🍫 & the Soundtrack🎶
The Chosen✝️
Disney🏰 and Pixar🖼️ especially Monsters, INC. franchise🧢
Night at The Museum🌕
Brooklyn Nine-Nine🕵️
What We Love to Do🫶 Our Interest🎶
Playing the Guitar🎸 and Singing🎼
Everything about the Filming Process🎥 Voice Acting🎙️ Psychology🧠 Writing✍🏻
American Revolutionary Era🇺🇸
Bible Era
Egyptian Mythology
Songs🎧
Taylor Swift | Disney | Old Songs | Musiclas | Orchestra | Religious
Our Playlist Mix 💿
1st Taylor Songs Thus Far 2nd Jesus Music 3rd Source Music Isaac🖤☺️
YouTubers❤️ We Watch
•McJuggerNuggets •stampylonghead •PopularMMOs •JStuStudios •Watcher •Taskmaster •Kendall Rae •BOZE vs. the WORLD •Patty Mayo •Matt Rose •Scott Cramer •Pente Patrol Star Wars •Dry Bar Comedy •The Chosen •Heart Dive with Kaneo Gibson •Saturday Night Live •Karen Puzzles •So Uncivilized •And DID/OSDD Content Creators🎥
System Members Who Are Comfortable Saying Who They Are✨
Our YouTube❤️ Channels🎬
Description Semi-Fictional Interject are Parts at the Beginning didn’t Identify with any look and or a Fragment that turned into an Alter by adopting a body :)
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Body’s Info
Age: 20 in 2023
Birthday: 11/22
Race: Half Japanese🇯🇵 & American🇺🇸
Language: English🇺🇸 & Japanese🇯🇵
Most of Us identify with being Japanese and American🇯🇵🇺🇸🇬🇧
Religion: Christianity
Gender: Non Binary Presenting
Pronouns: Mostly They because Co-Con a Lot
Sexuality: Gynesexual for Outside Folks
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Alice🩷 Identifying with Body
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Ashla🧡 Collective Name
Host/Adult
Doesn’t feel Emotionally Attached aka The Face
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Isaac🖤
Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: My Virtual Escape/ The Devil Inside S1
Age: 20 in 2023
Birthday 10/29
• Edgy Humor •Punk Rock •Kinda with Steven💚 & Llewyn🩵 & Levy🩶 | 8/01/2024 Dating💝
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Steven💚
Co-Host/Subsystem/Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Moon Knight
Age: Late 20s
Subsystem with Llewyn🩵 and Levy🩶 and Co-Host also with Levy🩶 •Watches over Marc 💙
•Makes Us Laugh •Old Cozy Songs •Kinda with Isaac🖤 8/01/2024 Dating💝 (The Relationship in the Marvel TV Series Universe of Steven, Marc and Jake are really different in Our System💫 It’s more separate and it’s more after Season 1)
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Levy🩶
Co-Host/Subsystem/Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Scenes from a Marriage (Haven’t actually watched all of it sooo)
Age: Late 30s
•Sophisticated •Taylor Swift •Has a Daughter in System •With Alicia🍯 taking care of Littles🌸 / Co-Parent
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Llewyn🩵
Subsystem/Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Inside Llewyn Davis (Doesn’t identify with from his source but the covers the Littles love 🍊)
Age: 20s? 30s?
•Lyrical •Kinda with Isaac🖤
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Marc💙 (Woffie❄️ might have fused with Marc? Still figuring things out) | /Marcy🌨️
Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Moon Knight
Age: Late 20s Early 30s
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Alice💖
Identifies with the Body but younger than the body.
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Woffie❄️ (might have fused with Marc? Still figuring things out)
Non-Human
Wolf
Age: Age Slider not sure exactly but it’s a pretty wide
• Loves Snow •Mountain’s with Snow (pretty much Snow haha)
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Lucy🌺
Age: 17
•Daughter of Levy🩶 •Can’t really interact with Levy🩶 •Book lover
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Jake💜
Semi-Fictional Interject/Non-Human/Adult
Fictive: Moon Knight
Age: Late 30s
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Alicia🍯
Age: 30s
•With Levy🩶 taking care of Littles🌸 / Co-Parent
"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, for to this you were called as members of one body. And be thankful." COLOSSIANS 3:15✝️
“That there should be no schism in the body; by that the members should have the same care one for another. And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honored, all the members rejoice with it. Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular.” 1 Corinthians 12:25-27✝️
“Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor. For if one falls down, his companion can lift him up; but pity the one who falls without another to help him up! Again, if two lie down together, they will keep warm; but how can one keep warm alone? And though one may be overpowered, two can resist. Moreover, a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:9-12✝️ [5/07/2024]
⬇️ It’s kinda weird that We created this Spotify Playlist before Knowing that We’re a System💫🌙 now of course adding way more to it
Top made by @sysboxes and bottoms Hehe made by @zero-templates
Like every System Parts there’s always a reason, for their looks, names, ages, gender, se*uality it’s never random and connected to the body’s story thus far but for Us it’s probably because getting vulnerable just like in Moon Knight it represents having siblings, twins because for me my mom had a few miscarriage before and after me and one of them was my twin 🥹 so that’s probably why and also Oscar Isaac talks about in Saturday Night Live “They all deal with pain loss and confusion” 🧡
Video That Help Us🧡
List Of Dissociative Identity Disorder & Otherwise Dissociative Disorder -1 & Post Traumatic Disorder | DID , OSDD-1 , PTSD
So funny thing at our house we kinda broke the toilet by accident. Ummm soo getting vulnerable here, because of our Autism we can’t really use toilet paper the texture is, no thank you, so we use wet wipes and we can only really flush when done, because the noise so in that combination we kinda broke the toilet…
And it’s ironic because we kinda “in another universe” destroyed the loo too haha
🌑MOON KNIGHT🌑
🌙S1:E1 The Goldfish Problem🌙
1/2 THE DEVIL INSIDE SERIES | by McJuggerNuggets 4 Seasons in total
Dissociative Identity Disorder Coded
I “remember” (I don’t hold the visual memory of theses) watching S1 right after it came out and going into S2 knowing about the concept because watched some of episode 2 so let me break it down in TDI S1 Jesse Ridgway when he snaps 🫰 his fingers he switches into a different ‘character’, all these characters are from Jesse’s different series that he created and some from childhood. All these characters have different memories but most of them have the same name Jesse, they don’t know what they experienced, their source memory is a source memory. Now Jesse can’t control these characters, when they come out they don’t want to go back (switch out) or they have no idea that the other exist and they came out of their source memory / Inner World in which they call the mirror world or the Hub. Because Jesse can’t control what’s happening and he doesn’t want to be out at all, this one character became like the Host because Jesse was holding a lot of depression and he couldn’t do it anymore so for the next 6 months everyone thought this person is Jesse even though he wasn’t. What’s Ironic is the first season I saw it in like a week I think and being like this is all relatable with every season (these series takes place between 2017-2022). In the end of 2022 that’s when I discovered I might be in a System, when watching Moon Knight being like brooo I can relate. And I stoped watching McJuggerNuggets video around S4 of TDI because I was like no, every time I look like this guy I’m depressed, I’m dysphoric. So I deleted most things, and throw away most of his stuff which I still feel bad about. (He’s okay about it, he said because he also kinda did that when he first split like throw away all my stuff but it’s cool). When watching Moon Knight (someone also holds those memory’s) I forgot about TDI and still figuring things out. Was like of If this is real why is their 2 fictional interject from these 2 sources? Then diving into them they are like 2 sides of the same coin 🪙 to the DID and to the story itself. Gonna post the second video which I’ve rewatched in December of 2023 and being like oh yeah I’ve always related to these series and never knowing why. 
The Devil Inside
2/2 The Devil Inside by McJuggerNuggets (2017-2022) Dissociative Identity Disorder Coded
:we found something in the psychopath room…
Always related to TDI before knowing about maybe being a System. In TDI there’s co-con, switching, source memory, inner world memory, parts reliving the same thing again and again on repeat, others now knowing their part of Jesse, others know. Most of them have the name Jesse some have totally different names.
Source Memories | Introjects 🖤
This is what We try to think with Source Memories Canon or Non-Canon.
A little spoiler for My Virtual Escape but basically the whole thing was a Virtual Reality Simulation and Jesse the person who plays Isaac and is the Director talks about how yes all those things weren’t real they didn’t really happen but it still happened in his mind those emotions are still real so he has to live with them and talking about Us the viewer learning from the experience of the characters simulated life that We may learn from it, like source memories we can learn from them and for us those connection usually connects to this body’s experience and working through that. So no matter what type of Source you come from learn from it, accept it.
Video
RiDGiD STUDiOS “My Virtual Escape” Season 4 (Behind-the-Scenes) PART 2
McJuggerNuggets
Question for Fictional Introjects Out There
We do edit therapy. Let me explain. We edit our sources which we did before even realizing about each other but still do them, for us it’s very Cathartic and mostly because for us the source stuff usually has some connections to this body’s life thus far and really sit and help understand what we feel or what another Part feels. Wondered if other Fictional Introjects do the same.
Hey Love It 💗
This is Ours
Question for Fictional Introjects Out There
We do edit therapy. Let me explain. We edit our sources which we did before even realizing about each other but still do them, for us it’s very Cathartic and mostly because for us the source stuff usually has some connections to this body’s life thus far and really sit and help understand what we feel or what another Part feels. Wondered if other Fictional Introjects do the same.
Best Fictional Introjects Explanation in Our Opinion
In the Spider-Verse 🕷️ there is so many different versions of the OG Spider-Man from different gender, languages, race, cultures, sexuality, age, time period that’s what I think the closet to describe a Fictional Introject it can be a Part that is so close to their Source to poller opposite because it’s all what Our brain needs and what We each experienced.
Photo Uploaded by Ayaharu or WhenStarsLie on Pinterest.
I literally just realized today, after almost 7 years that Isaac in his source is also a Fictional Introject like in the last episode of S1 The Devil Inside Jesse basically reveals that he wrote Isaac because of his struggles with anxiety and depression after his hit series ‘The Psycho Series’ ended, which is somewhat true, and also like We knew that Steven is a Fictional Introject in his source so now there’s 2 set of Introject of a Introject haha 😂
After that connection. I remember before knowing DID was like I know I look like Isaac and Moon folks so is there any connection between theses stories and there is so much the point I can’t include in this all and discovering like today on 4/22/2024 new things
Isaac🖤 The Devil Inside Season 1 & My Virtual Escape💙
Steven💚 & Marc💙 Moon Knight🌙
The one big connection is they are both are older to a younger sibling which you know both lost them and one of the parents blamed them and they both carry those things. Isaac later it’s kinda a different story but yeah.
How theses stories reflect us because with Fictional Introject their stories usually have a reflection to this body’s trauma and with these it’s really like art therapy being ok with feeling things you know
Saw it Love it💖 and Happy May the 4th💫 and 2 Year Anniversary of Moon Knight🌙 S1:E6 !!!
5/04/2024
“I tried to pull you out, I still hear your shouts, but the storm was too strong on the sound, I said I do anything, I just couldn’t be Your Lighthouse”
Does any other System has this were 2 complete different source my those 2 sources has so much similarities that your like wow.
It’s so cool because My Mom well recently We’ve been way more open to Our outside Mom. Telling her mostly all about Us and watching Moon Knight her 3rd time but now telling her about each of Us. It’s so nerve racking but little by little it’s easier and that makes it so we can be more our selves in the house and helping my mom understand more of the dissociation side of it like we don’t really get full amnesia but do get grey outs a lot and so telling her that’s why sometimes my Japanese 🇯🇵 language kinda goes down and other times I can talk a lot in Japanese. Telling her the similarities and the difference between the screen and us. It is kinda of awkward 😬 when something emotional is happening on the screen because broo feel it but that’s also the process of being more open 😊 and We thank Jesus to helping us being more open to mom. Also she got us vegan and gluten free muffin we had it a bit ago but love having it again 😆
5/11/2024
Did this a year ago but yeah 👍 also had this channel even before knowing we were a system
5/12/2024
Yesterday was like the scariest thing ever not in a thematic way but in a vulnerable way as in told mom about Steven’s 💚 Subsystem why we think it happened and why its those 2 and she’s okay with it but like other times we told her, I’m not sure if she gets it a 100% but its a start I guess. Showed her some edits and it was nerve wracking yeah.
5/13/2024
Well that was awkward 😐 but was able to open about to mom more and how Isaac’s source is really similar to each other and how that relates to this body and showing her some of the comic similarities to the series but was able to open up about likes and dislikes and what each of us and the difference like vocabulary, dialect etc
Also chocolate 🍫 cake hehe
Mom rewatched 5/16/2024 posting on night 5/17/2024
Found a Good App for GIF Maker that’s what it’s called and I’m obsessed ✨ especially for those of Us with less known fictive sources like My Virtual Escape💙 on YouTube❤️
“It’s He So adorable☺️” ~ 💚 Steven 💚
5/21/2024