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Got bored, felt silly made something in Minecraft based on my sherrif's station house thing in headspace.
I'm so cool
-Oversleep system's Jimmy alter
typical ambrose/abel interaction since abel has been dormant
got another insys interaction featuring tim (yes, the marble hornet)
things im trying to accept as an introject
the body and i will never look the same.. im never going to look in a mirror and see myself..yet i can get used to what i do have
being in a disabled body isnt bad; uncomfortable, terrifying and unpleasant..but it..isn't bad.. though i do miss the ability to run freely
i need to speak up for myself more
Ranora (source), is nothing more than a story in this universe. everything i know, knew, is nothing more than a story. every family member, partner, creature and experience i had is a story...and one that only three others know.
my memories hold meaning, and in some cases can shed light on things that the others don't remember anymore
being queer is okay, and a normal part of human experience
that it's okay to grieve what i lost
that im here for a reason, the brain chose me. they need me. and ive found out why.
creating a new home is possible, and beautiful
Introjects... you're needed. you're loved. your systems need you. it's going to be okay.
you'll create a new home for yourself. i promise. you're not alone, your system can support you, as can your friends and sometimes, family. if any introjects need someone to talk to, our inbox is always open and i will try to reply.
sending love and hugs, to anyone who needs them
~lillia 🪻
Started this Tumblr💖 7/6/2023
1/18/2024
Hello 👋 | We Love New Friends😊
Simply Plural is Ashla-Interweb-bois | Pexels has free to use photos. Some uses these 😊
We are a OSDD-1b now leaning towards more DID System because of discovery but still not sure🧡 Discovered on 11/29/2022
The Ashla System🧡 aka Interweb bois🌙 -🖤🌙
Not diagnosed Professionally📝
Majority of Us are Christians and God and Jesus Makes Us Happy☺️ and is 1 of Our Main Coping Mechanism other @mental-health-and-jesus ✝️ 1/17/2024
☺️Personal Blogs
And a new blog @co-conscious-culture ⭐️3/14/2024
Hope You Have Fun wiTh Me @steven-granty-boi 💚01/19/2024 :)
Hang out with yours truly @jake-in-the-know 💜5/06/2024🌹
Orange Cat & Guitar in hand @llewyn-with-a-cat 🩵6/01/2024🎸
A Bookmark 🔖 in Moi Hand @levy-with-a-book 🩶6/08/2024 ^_^
Apps That Help Us🧡
•Simply Plural 🏹 •Pexels 🖼️ for Non Copyright Photos •GIF Maker🤳🏻 •Pinterest ✂️ •YouTube ❤️ for the Playlist •Alarm Clock ⏰ •Spotify 🎶 •Notes 📝 •Google Slide ✍🏻
Our Hyperfixations are :)
Star Wars💫 especially Rebels⚡️
Moon Knight🌙 of Course (How We Discovered Being Plural✨)
Ultimate Spider-Man🕷️ (2012-2016)
Sherlock Holmes 🔎🎻 (reading The Complete Sherlock Holmes)
Wonka 🍫 & the Soundtrack🎶
The Chosen✝️
Disney🏰 and Pixar🖼️ especially Monsters, INC. franchise🧢
Night at The Museum🌕
Brooklyn Nine-Nine🕵️
What We Love to Do🫶 Our Interest🎶
Playing the Guitar🎸 and Singing🎼
Everything about the Filming Process🎥 Voice Acting🎙️ Psychology🧠 Writing✍🏻
American Revolutionary Era🇺🇸
Bible Era
Egyptian Mythology
Songs🎧
Taylor Swift | Disney | Old Songs | Musiclas | Orchestra | Religious
Our Playlist Mix 💿
1st Taylor Songs Thus Far 2nd Jesus Music 3rd Source Music Isaac🖤☺️
YouTubers❤️ We Watch
•McJuggerNuggets •stampylonghead •PopularMMOs •JStuStudios •Watcher •Taskmaster •Kendall Rae •BOZE vs. the WORLD •Patty Mayo •Matt Rose •Scott Cramer •Pente Patrol Star Wars •Dry Bar Comedy •The Chosen •Heart Dive with Kaneo Gibson •Saturday Night Live •Karen Puzzles •So Uncivilized •And DID/OSDD Content Creators🎥
System Members Who Are Comfortable Saying Who They Are✨
Our YouTube❤️ Channels🎬
Description Semi-Fictional Interject are Parts at the Beginning didn’t Identify with any look and or a Fragment that turned into an Alter by adopting a body :)
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Body’s Info
Age: 20 in 2023
Birthday: 11/22
Race: Half Japanese🇯🇵 & American🇺🇸
Language: English🇺🇸 & Japanese🇯🇵
Most of Us identify with being Japanese and American🇯🇵🇺🇸🇬🇧
Religion: Christianity
Gender: Non Binary Presenting
Pronouns: Mostly They because Co-Con a Lot
Sexuality: Gynesexual for Outside Folks
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Alice🩷 Identifying with Body
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Ashla🧡 Collective Name
Host/Adult
Doesn’t feel Emotionally Attached aka The Face
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Isaac🖤
Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: My Virtual Escape/ The Devil Inside S1
Age: 20 in 2023
Birthday 10/29
• Edgy Humor •Punk Rock •Kinda with Steven💚 & Llewyn🩵 & Levy🩶 | 8/01/2024 Dating💝
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Steven💚
Co-Host/Subsystem/Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Moon Knight
Age: Late 20s
Subsystem with Llewyn🩵 and Levy🩶 and Co-Host also with Levy🩶 •Watches over Marc 💙
•Makes Us Laugh •Old Cozy Songs •Kinda with Isaac🖤 8/01/2024 Dating💝 (The Relationship in the Marvel TV Series Universe of Steven, Marc and Jake are really different in Our System💫 It’s more separate and it’s more after Season 1)
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Levy🩶
Co-Host/Subsystem/Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Scenes from a Marriage (Haven’t actually watched all of it sooo)
Age: Late 30s
•Sophisticated •Taylor Swift •Has a Daughter in System •With Alicia🍯 taking care of Littles🌸 / Co-Parent
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Llewyn🩵
Subsystem/Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Inside Llewyn Davis (Doesn’t identify with from his source but the covers the Littles love 🍊)
Age: 20s? 30s?
•Lyrical •Kinda with Isaac🖤
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Marc💙 (Woffie❄️ might have fused with Marc? Still figuring things out) | /Marcy🌨️
Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult
Fictive: Moon Knight
Age: Late 20s Early 30s
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Alice💖
Identifies with the Body but younger than the body.
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Woffie❄️ (might have fused with Marc? Still figuring things out)
Non-Human
Wolf
Age: Age Slider not sure exactly but it’s a pretty wide
• Loves Snow •Mountain’s with Snow (pretty much Snow haha)
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Lucy🌺
Age: 17
•Daughter of Levy🩶 •Can’t really interact with Levy🩶 •Book lover
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Jake💜
Semi-Fictional Interject/Non-Human/Adult
Fictive: Moon Knight
Age: Late 30s
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Alicia🍯
Age: 30s
•With Levy🩶 taking care of Littles🌸 / Co-Parent
"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, for to this you were called as members of one body. And be thankful." COLOSSIANS 3:15✝️
“That there should be no schism in the body; by that the members should have the same care one for another. And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honored, all the members rejoice with it. Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular.” 1 Corinthians 12:25-27✝️
“Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor. For if one falls down, his companion can lift him up; but pity the one who falls without another to help him up! Again, if two lie down together, they will keep warm; but how can one keep warm alone? And though one may be overpowered, two can resist. Moreover, a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:9-12✝️ [5/07/2024]
⬇️ It’s kinda weird that We created this Spotify Playlist before Knowing that We’re a System💫🌙 now of course adding way more to it
Top made by @sysboxes and bottoms Hehe made by @zero-templates
Like every System Parts there’s always a reason, for their looks, names, ages, gender, se*uality it’s never random and connected to the body’s story thus far but for Us it’s probably because getting vulnerable just like in Moon Knight it represents having siblings, twins because for me my mom had a few miscarriage before and after me and one of them was my twin 🥹 so that’s probably why and also Oscar Isaac talks about in Saturday Night Live “They all deal with pain loss and confusion” 🧡
Video That Help Us🧡
List Of Dissociative Identity Disorder & Otherwise Dissociative Disorder -1 & Post Traumatic Disorder | DID , OSDD-1 , PTSD
Best Fictional Introjects Explanation in Our Opinion
In the Spider-Verse 🕷️ there is so many different versions of the OG Spider-Man from different gender, languages, race, cultures, sexuality, age, time period that’s what I think the closet to describe a Fictional Introject it can be a Part that is so close to their Source to poller opposite because it’s all what Our brain needs and what We each experienced.
Photo Uploaded by Ayaharu or WhenStarsLie on Pinterest.
I literally just realized today, after almost 7 years that Isaac in his source is also a Fictional Introject like in the last episode of S1 The Devil Inside Jesse basically reveals that he wrote Isaac because of his struggles with anxiety and depression after his hit series ‘The Psycho Series’ ended, which is somewhat true, and also like We knew that Steven is a Fictional Introject in his source so now there’s 2 set of Introject of a Introject haha 😂
After that connection. I remember before knowing DID was like I know I look like Isaac and Moon folks so is there any connection between theses stories and there is so much the point I can’t include in this all and discovering like today on 4/22/2024 new things
Isaac🖤 The Devil Inside Season 1 & My Virtual Escape💙
Steven💚 & Marc💙 Moon Knight🌙
The one big connection is they are both are older to a younger sibling which you know both lost them and one of the parents blamed them and they both carry those things. Isaac later it’s kinda a different story but yeah.
How theses stories reflect us because with Fictional Introject their stories usually have a reflection to this body’s trauma and with these it’s really like art therapy being ok with feeling things you know
Saw it Love it💖 and Happy May the 4th💫 and 2 Year Anniversary of Moon Knight🌙 S1:E6 !!!
5/04/2024
Moon Knight🌙🗡️ Happy 2 Years Anniversary 🥳
5/04/2024 | Together | Bible App | 1 Corinthians 12:23-27
“I tried to pull you out, I still hear your shouts, but the storm was too strong on the sound, I said I do anything, I just couldn’t be Your Lighthouse”
Does any other System has this were 2 complete different source my those 2 sources has so much similarities that your like wow.
It’s so cool because My Mom well recently We’ve been way more open to Our outside Mom. Telling her mostly all about Us and watching Moon Knight her 3rd time but now telling her about each of Us. It’s so nerve racking but little by little it’s easier and that makes it so we can be more our selves in the house and helping my mom understand more of the dissociation side of it like we don’t really get full amnesia but do get grey outs a lot and so telling her that’s why sometimes my Japanese 🇯🇵 language kinda goes down and other times I can talk a lot in Japanese. Telling her the similarities and the difference between the screen and us. It is kinda of awkward 😬 when something emotional is happening on the screen because broo feel it but that’s also the process of being more open 😊 and We thank Jesus to helping us being more open to mom. Also she got us vegan and gluten free muffin we had it a bit ago but love having it again 😆
5/11/2024
Did this a year ago but yeah 👍 also had this channel even before knowing we were a system
5/12/2024
Yesterday was like the scariest thing ever not in a thematic way but in a vulnerable way as in told mom about Steven’s 💚 Subsystem why we think it happened and why its those 2 and she’s okay with it but like other times we told her, I’m not sure if she gets it a 100% but its a start I guess. Showed her some edits and it was nerve wracking yeah.
5/13/2024
Well that was awkward 😐 but was able to open about to mom more and how Isaac’s source is really similar to each other and how that relates to this body and showing her some of the comic similarities to the series but was able to open up about likes and dislikes and what each of us and the difference like vocabulary, dialect etc
Also chocolate 🍫 cake hehe
Mom rewatched 5/16/2024 posting on night 5/17/2024
Found a Good App for GIF Maker that’s what it’s called and I’m obsessed ✨ especially for those of Us with less known fictive sources like My Virtual Escape💙 on YouTube❤️
“It’s He So adorable☺️” ~ 💚 Steven 💚
5/21/2024
“Things that You do in Here have a Bleeding affect on in the real world” ~ Michael
Is the quote that comes to mind when thinking about things in the source that’s negative that affect Us, We know that if it affects us it has something to do with body memories but yeah got reminded because someone posted on Fictive Culture why did you write the character to do this
Episode S2:E2 two birds, many stones. Series My Virtual Escape💙
5/28/2024
Happy Father’s Day💐 No matter if Your a Dad because of Biology, adoption, with a Marriage, a Father Figure. What shape You come in Thank You :) even for the Dissociative System Dad’s Out There Thank You🤍
6/16/2024
Love doing edits 🎬 mostly as like edit therapy but I never did a single just Jake one so Here it goes 6/19/2024