Ive Been In The Cycle Of Gaining And Losing The Same 5 Pounds For Almost 3 Weeks Now Im So Frustrated

i’ve been in the cycle of gaining and losing the same 5 pounds for almost 3 weeks now i’m so frustrated i don’t know what to do😭😭😭😭

i’m trying to do a 36 hour fast i haven’t fasted in so long wish me luck🤞🤞

10 hours down 26 to go😎

(i’m gonna allow 30 calories so i can have energy drinks and coffee though)

✨2024 is gonna be the year i reach my ugw✨

i feel so disgusting i hate looking at myself in the mirror look hideous in everything i wear i hate how i look without makeup i hate everything about myself i’m so sick of being fat if i were skinny i’d be pretty

it’s been a long time since i’ve last posted i haven’t been doing good at all i gained 10 pounds in the past month i am so disappointed in myself i had been doing so good i started drinking again which is kinda what messed me up because i would just eat anything i’m gonna get back on track today and i’m hoping i can lose the 10 pounds by the end of this month i need to start holding myself more accountable and really do better i’m gonna try to start blogging everyday and track my calories better i’m gonna get back and track and do even better this time i know i can reach my ugw this year

i want to make them regret the day they called me fat