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ok so i’ve managed to fake eat some stuff and got away with a rlly low cal dinner (basically chicken breast and green beans) so rn my day total is at ~586 c4ls. it acc angers me sm that without the coke it woulda been closer to like 350 or smt ughh fml
my biggest fear literally just happened. i had a normal coke instead of a fucking coke zero. i fucking hate myself how could i be so blind and stupid??? that’s like over 200 extra cals. and i was doing so well today and was at only around 230 or smt idk. i fucking hate this. now i’m at 400 and something and im still gonna be forced to eat dinner and smt after. i need to find a way to get out of this ughhh
i think imma make a new rule to only eat infront of ppl. if no ones there then DIET coke or some other 0/low cal drink and gum🤗maybe a few safe foods here and there. imma try to stick w this unless i feel like imma di3 or some other reason is stopping me
also gonna restart doing daily yt workouts hopefully
using a fasting tracker app is such an underrated tip cuz once that timer starts i literally can’t eat anything. like i legit will not allow myself too cuz then im gonna have physical evidence that i have no self control (like imma have to actually admit and accept i broke my fast) which i js can’t have
it’s stopped sooooo many possible binges
‘you need to eat more or you’ll lose more weight’
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thank you??
DAY 13!!!!
ngl unhealthy🫠 BUT it has come with some healthier habits and food choices so it’s not all bad ig…🙃
the feeling of hunger in the morning>>>>> it makes me feel so accomplished
crazy to think a few years ago i didn’t even really know my w3ight. like wdym i wasn’t always like this??
DAY 14!!!!
honestly idek anymore. at first it was 54kg. then 45kg. then 39kg so now that i’ve reached that i think i lowkey wanna go to 37kg and stay there for a while. then maybe 35kg idk. depends on how i look when i get lower. but i don’t even have access to a scale daily rn so im not rlly sure my weight…i js know its somewhere between 38 and 39.5kg probs but i think im gonna get access to a scale on friday so im excited for that!!
i think i might reach 37 by mid November at most cuz im not rlly actively trying to lose. i js don’t wanna gain rn which is lowkey hard cuz im being pushed into ‘recovery’
DAY 15!!!
nope i’m not. i’m a meat-lover😭 i’ve had to give up so much w this 3d like i haven’t had pork, beef, chicken wings, ribs and so much more in AGESSSSS buttttt my sister’s bday is coming up and she wants to go to a korean bbq so ill see how ill deal w that. maybe ill omad it or barely eat anything there idk…
4na has made life so difficult but like at the same time my confidence has sky-rocketed. like miss thigh gap who??? miss popping collarbones who??? miss boney hips who??? like i’m miserable but happy at the same time it’s so odd
why does my mum keep on talking about how i’m gonna have to gain weight cuz im too skinny for her liking. for once in my life i actually like how certain parts of me look and you wanna make me fatter???
th1n$p0☁️
me jn a nutshell
this was probably funnier in my head😅
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About me;
☆ I'm 41 🔄
☆ I like baking, reading, doing my hair, painting my nails, and talking to my friends
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Lana Del Rey, The smiths, Chappel Roan, Mars Argo
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Lolita (1997), Devil wears Prada, The Lover, Gone Girl, AHS, Mean Girls
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