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i feel so disgusting i hate looking at myself in the mirror look hideous in everything i wear i hate how i look without makeup i hate everything about myself i’m so sick of being fat if i were skinny i’d be pretty

i don’t want my bf to leave me but ik it would help me lose sm weight

somebody traumatise me so badly to the point that i cant eat anymore

it’s been a long time since i’ve last posted i haven’t been doing good at all i gained 10 pounds in the past month i am so disappointed in myself i had been doing so good i started drinking again which is kinda what messed me up because i would just eat anything i’m gonna get back on track today and i’m hoping i can lose the 10 pounds by the end of this month i need to start holding myself more accountable and really do better i’m gonna try to start blogging everyday and track my calories better i’m gonna get back and track and do even better this time i know i can reach my ugw this year

pleaseeee ana gods i really want to wear a bikini this summer 🤞🤞😫😫🙏🙏

✨2024 is gonna be the year i reach my ugw✨

i’ve been in the cycle of gaining and losing the same 5 pounds for almost 3 weeks now i’m so frustrated i don’t know what to do😭😭😭😭

okay so november recap

beginning: 175

end: 160

look i know i’m still overweight but i haven’t seen that low of a number in so long i’m not happy with how i look and i can’t see any difference but my clothes especially my pants are fitting me kinda loose so ik that there is difference i can’t wait for the end of december

help i haven’t shit in 3 days😭😭😭

a perk of having an ed is i never have to worry about there being food in my teeth when i smile 🤠😃

playing video games is such a good way to keep busy i was playing fortnite and i didn’t even realize how much time had passed i didnt even feel hungry 😍😍

i’m trying to do a 36 hour fast i haven’t fasted in so long wish me luck🤞🤞

10 hours down 26 to go😎

(i’m gonna allow 30 calories so i can have energy drinks and coffee though)

okay so november has been going pretty well on the 1st i gained 3 pounds but it was also the same day my period started so i wasn’t too upset those 3 pounds were gone in a couple of days in total so far i’ve lost 5 pounds i’m pretty happy about that i’m also going on a run twice a day now instead of just once i think november is going to be a good month i’m nervous for thanksgiving though

i hate when places don’t have calories listed on their menus my mom wanted to get coffee today and if i said no she would have known something was off with me but the menu didn’t have calories listed so now i don’t even know how many calories i’ve had today

i want to make them regret the day they called me fat