Just A Shitty Day

Just A Shitty Day

6/2/24:“There’s a time and a place for being normal. For most people, normal is a default. But for some, like you and me, normal is something we have to bring out, like putting on a suit for a posh dinner.”- Alice Oseman

I had no motivation to do anything today. I didn't even watch T.V I literally did nothing today, I wanted to write a short story but I couldn't find my laptop. It would have been somewhat bearable if I slept or just scrolled all day, but I just didn't do anything.

Radio Silence folks.

Love you,

poet

June is NOT the Month for TERFs!! 💗

When Gavin Reed opens his mouth at a crime scene ✋

A very very pessimistic rant

6/1/24: "And who are you, Victoria Spring? I can’t think of anything to say because that is what my answer would be really. Nothing. I am a vacuum. I am a void. I am nothing." - Alice Oseman

I wish I had anything interesting about my life. Literally everybody is part of some sort of community (fandoms, pride, social groups,etc) and I don't have anything similar. I wish had an excuse for this, but I really really don't, I can socialize with people fairly easily, but I have one friend. So my second option is to join a fanbase but I'm not nearly interested enough in anything currently going on. Anything I am invested in has a dead community. So my third option is to connect to people who are trans, but fucking NOBODY is trans and I cant connect with people online because only the trans people who are happy and successful seem to be online. I don't think other people see the world the same way I do.

I wish I was part something it doesn't even have to be bigger than myself. Literally just a genuine connection or shared a genuine appreciation with someone.

Its not even that the connections I have are bad, its just not enough.

Love you, poet

Question of the day: why do big events have priests talk solely about the Christian god, in front of a diverse group!

I can only hope ai will allow me to pursue careers with low success rates.