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If He Wanted To, He Would.
If he wanted to, he would.
It is so true. To make whatever tf this is more credible, I'll use my own life experiences as an example.
I met my bestest friend in the world on the first day of 8th grade last year. And within one year, she became my best friend ever and I became hers. We hung out every day, and in a few weeks, we managed to take the most complicated paths around school to see each other in between the classes that we didn't have together. All that mattered was that we saw each other. And during classes, we'd email each other the whole class.
We both got in trouble multiple times whenever we used cuss words in our emails, since we used our school-issued laptops to talk to each other and the school could see what we wrote.
Now, we're in different schools. When I tell you I cried my eyes out bc I go to school and I don't see her every day, I mean it. We still email each other every day, but here's when the whole "If he wanted to, he would" thing comes up.
I've written her enough letters to build a whole ass notebook, and she confessed she does too. We basically write stuff we'd say to each other in these letters, and we agreed to give these letters to each other next time we meet.
In the past year, I expanded my music taste for her. I got into Mitski, Demi Lovato, Ayesha Erotica, Hannah Montana, and many other artists for her because every day in p.e. she'd sneak her laptop and would listen to these artists, singing along to the songs, and I wanted to sing along with her. Now, I know the lyrics to every single song she loves, and I sing along with her every time.
She also listened to what I like. She listened to a few Blackpink songs, one BTS song, FANCY by twice. She hates kpop, but she listened to these songs for me.
After school, she WALKS to the nearest library just to use the computer and enter on her Instagram account so we can talk.
During Thanksgiving break, she sneaked her grandma's phone so she could text me.
Whenever I see anything Stitch related, I buy it and I save it for when we meet so I can gift them to her.
I listen to her rants and I suffer her anger with her.
She listens to my dramatic complains and cusses people out with me.
And we're just best friends.
I found in her what I thought I would've found in a man, because the world makes us think our soulmate is a romantic partner.
But not necessarily.
What I want to say with all this is:
If he wanted to, he would.
If he LOVED you, he would've.
Don't settle for anything less than what you deserve, because when someone loves you, you'll know it.
No matter who they are, they'll show you their love.
When you love someone, you'll go to Saturn and around the moon and right into the sun for them without an astronaut suit. And they'll do it for you as well.
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As an asexual Stay, this is so comforting for me😭😭😭😭
SKZ reaction to Asexual partner

SKZ x asexual! afab! reader
Wordcount ≈ 700
Warnings: Reader being anxious about telling SKZ she’s asexual, pretty much it.
Thank you for the request, I wasn’t sure whether you meant a poly relationship or not but I wrote this as a non-poly fic. If I misunderstood, please let me know and I’ll write a new fic but with a poly relationship.
Asexual pretty much means that the person who is asexual doesn’t experience sexual attraction and/or doesn’t desire sexual contact.

(Y/n) was a bit scared to tell her partner that she was asexual as previous partners and even friends have been unable to understand how she could feel like this, calling her names, and leaving her. (Y/n) was worried that SKZ would do the same even if she knew they were different, but who could blame her? Based on how many others have reacted, her fear is valid. One evening as she and her partner were sitting on the couch watching a movie, (Y/n) asked if they could talk about something. Her partner paused the movie turning toward her to show that she had their entire attention. As (Y/n) told her partner she began crying, fearing that he would walk out of their relationship.
Bang Chan, Changbin, and Han had the same or similar reactions:
“Darling, please don’t cry. Come here, let me give you a hug. I love you and that means I love you for the person you are, I would never ask you to change. You being asexual changes nothing for me, I have loved being with you so far and I haven’t felt like anything was missing. I would never leave you for such a reason, don’t ever apologize for being yourself,” (Y/n) was relieved and hugged him until she calmed down and stopped crying.
Lee Know, Hyunjin, and I.N would have similar reactions:
“Okay? So what?” The reaction at first might seem cold, but I promise it’s not. “Does it change the way you look at me?” “No? Why would it? Look, I couldn’t care less about that, as long as you’re honest with me I don’t care. I love you, you love me, that’s enough. I don’t need more than that. Now, tell me the names of anyone who has ever made you feel like this is a fault, I just want to talk with them, with my fists,” (Y/n) was shocked but soon enough understood that he wouldn’t leave her and it truly changed nothing about her for him. The reaction might have seemed cold but after that as soon as it was brought up in conversations they would give the other person a threatening glare if they so much as dared think a mean thought about (Y/n).
Finally, Felix and Seungmin would have somewhat similar reactions:
Felix would first of all, before touching (Y/n), ask her if this meant she didn’t like his skinship or if it was purely the sexual touches she had no desire for. Once she said that hugs and cuddles were all she wanted he smiled and gave her a warm and tight hug. “I can give you all the hugs and cuddles in the world, so much that you’ll be sick of it. As long as I can do that and make you happy, then I’m happy.” Seungmin would also ask just to make sure that she was fine with holding hands and such things before comforting (Y/n). Once she had calmed down he would ask her to explain all things she liked and didn’t like so that he could make sure he never did anything to hurt her. After that, the two of them would say something along the lines of: “I much rather be with you and live without sex than be with someone else and have sex, because the sex isn’t essential to me, what’s essential is you,”
Overall, none of the boys would be angry or say anything to hurt their s/o regardless of their sexual orientation.
I'm already planning the funeral🤞

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I CACKLED
skz as shit ive heard people in uni say



chan: imo third base is going to her ex's funeral
lee know: *leaving sticky notes for the uni library* thanks for the smut!
changbin: i fuckin love my gym bros they all look like freshly baked buns ready to be eaten with honey
han: i can't let people know i text ai in my free time
hyunjin: i can only whore around women but jokingly which is SAD BECAUSE I WANNA WHORE AROUND MEN TOO
felix: my bad i forgot your government name and booked the reservation under 'pookie'
seungmin, while talking about his boyfriend: bro just says so much it's hard to keep track
jeongin: i wish my dad knew i was lactose intolerant so he wouldn't have to get milk
I love her sm <3

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