I Feel Like I'm Crawling Through An Abyss......life Sucks Rn And I Don't Think I'd Mind It Su King As

I feel like I'm crawling through an abyss......life sucks rn and I don't think I'd mind it su king as much if I were skinning....betcha I'll do something I'll regret this week......

2 weeks out from HUGE family thing. It's crunch time people! I need tips! I need encouragement! I need to not lose my mind!

Alright guys, I'll report my stats back to you all November 1st.

SW 230lbs

CW 215lbs

GW(by the end) 180lbs (long shot ik)

Max cals per day 800

64 oz water

10k steps

Rainbow series

Red:

Red is the color or passion, hot energy, hunger. Don't be afraid to let yourself a little bit loose with red. Let your emotions help lead you. After all you would do whatever it takes to achieve your goal. Crushing obstacles like the raspberries in your teeth.

Me@lspo:

-Drink red teas, or low calorie drink enhancers(mio, crystal light, liquid iv)

-many delicious red foods are low cal. Fruits like watermelon and strawberries. Pomegranate seeds make a yummy snack as well

-tuna sushi is yummy and full of iron, as well as rare or medium rare steak.

-toast with strawberry or raspberry jam is a sweet treat to have for breakfast without much worry.

Thinsp@:

I am a failure

Today has been on and off eating and p@rging. Not even an actual bing@ (except for the one I had today because I already screwed up....)

I'm glad sometime that I know that fun little trick as a mi@ girl. Wish I'd learned it sooner tho.......

Stay safe people, drink water, take yer meds, have a nap.