I Got Tagged

I got tagged

5 things that makes me happy

- my little brother and sister :P

- anime and manga XD

- music (mostly utaite bon jovi and the likes)

- my family and friends :3

- yamazaki kento and asuma kousuke ♥////♥

*catches hug* take care of yourself, okay? :)

I’ll try :D

love you, whoever you are >3

Utaite list

A friend asked me to make a list of utaite I listened to, so here you go XD

ShounenT (Sako Tomohisa)

Clear

Valshe

Amatsuki

Hashiyan

Itou Kashitarou

Nqrse

Kradness

Soraru

Mafumafu

Un:C

Kony

Akatin

96neko

Araki

Sekihan

Aho no Sakata

Sou

Madotsuki@

Wolpis Kater

Ajikko

Kakerine

That

Shoose

Uratanuki

Shima

Senka

Senra

Gero

Luz

VipTenchou

Kanseru (Kancell)

Rib

Kogeinu

Piko

KK (Kamikita Ken)

Pokota

Mi-chan

Meychan

Dasoku

Kettaro

Touyu

Choumiryou

Eve

Nero

Shamuon

Kain

S!N

Ashikubi

Faneru

Natsushiro Takaaki

Halyosy

Isubokuro

Risru

Rairu

@gain

Yuuto

Kupo

Zano

Hachi

___ (Underbar)

KOOL

Aisu

Da-little

Ryo-kun

Chomaiyo

Rumdarjun

SILVANA

Asamaru

Shakemii

Nano

Neko

Koma’n

Rap-bit

Zebra

Yukimura

Yonji

Stungun

Yamadan

Taiga

Kouhei

Yurin

Gom

A24

SymaG

Tourai

Nodoame

Freedel

Taiyakiya

Ena

Ishigantou

3bu

Maro

Bun

Hyadain

Samurai-man

Sakuya

Aerogel

Toshiyan

PLUIE

Anima

Panaman

Yuge

Miyakawa-kun

Chagepoyo

Maro

RiZer0

Rid

Rimutaro

Rim

Tsukasashi

Kanade

Izu

Yukimi

I cried. This explains so much about how I feel about my siblings. I couldn’t have explained it any better.

The feels.

I really want to disappear, I don’t want to live anymore, I really do

But if I killed myself then my family would have a hard time with the cost for the funeral

I don’t want to cause trouble for them

Should I start collecting money for my own funeral?

I'm a burden for my parents I'm the bad example for my siblings I'm a disappointment for my family I'm the ugly one in friendships I'm the stupid one in school I'm the lazy one in collage I'm the useless in work I'm the failure in life

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