3rd House MOON And COMMUNICATION

3rd house MOON and COMMUNICATION

This is my observation for moon in 3rd house people that they are very chatty. They are either on call most of the time or chatting most of the time. They are not only "chatty" but also use some kind of communication medium like phone call or instant messaging to keep talking throughout the day. They are almost always on their phones. They are very talkative and especially via phone. They love to do that. This is quite strange tbh. And this is 100% true 🤔

Mars in 10th house INSECURITIES

This is my observation of people having Mars in 10th house.

1. They are competitive, hard working, career minded, take pride in their capabilities. They are genuinely interested in work and career and like to deliver their best. What differentiates them from a regular worker is their ambition and passion to reach the heights of their career. They like to be seen as capable and deserving by their peers.

2. But God are they insecure! They are insecure that their profession is not good enough. They resent what they do not have. They feel inferior to those who are well off compared to them. It seems to me that Mars gives them the motivation and potential on the inside, but does not give them the suitable work on the outside. They are not where they want to be. They dont enjoy their job. They dont like it. But they wont show it.

SCORPIO ASCENDANT

I always wanted to be "well liked" by everyone - in the sense of being an innocent, sweet summer child whom everyone adores and babies.

But instead I provoke extreme reactions in people. Most people misunderstand me as rude and malicious. Perhaps it is my Scorpio ascendant.

Girls get "jealous" of me. I am average looking though. Many a times I have seen girls literally being jealous of me in school and acting against me.

I am not "liked by everyone" but I am more like a league of my own. I am solitary and independent. I dont expect anything from anyone.

Even I am surprised if someone thinks "nice" things about me. I feel like I burn all brides with my ego. My ego and attitude burn all bridges.

I crave deep SINGLEMINDED devotion from people close to me. I want to worship and be worshipped by those who matter to me.

I am possessive and controlling. I expect too much and give too much of myself.

I guess if I was a Libra/Taurus/Pisces/Sagittarius ascendant, I would not get such extreme reactions from people. Perhaps people would simply "like" me.

But being a scorpio ascendant, I have to face extreme subconscious reactions from people. It is like I provoke something in them that they didnt even know existed. I trigger their subconscious mind just with my presence. Most people find me "intimidating". They are scared of me. They think I am too private and secretive. They think i am too mysterious. They think that i am always hiding something and they feel threatened. But behind the mask, just crave deep devotion and intense connection with someone.

I guess people dont just "like" me because I give off sexual vibes. I am too sexual for a "nice girl". I emit sexual aura, sexual energy even if I dont want to.

INTENSITY and 8th HOUSE

If you have personal planets in 8th house, let us talk about INTENSITY because you probably know what I am talking about.

1. INTENSITY: OBSESSION, ADDICTION, SINGLE MINDED RUMINATION, DESPERATION, THIRST, DEPTH, VOID, BLACK HOLE, EMPTINESS, DARKNESS, VACUUM.

2. 8th house gives intense mysterious deep feelings. Months pass by and you are still obsessing over that one person. You dont even know why. Your mind gets stuck. You run in a loop. It is like your mind is trying to make sense of reality by obsessing over someone whom you knew few months ago. This is insanity. Who the hell obsesses over a random person for months? But you cannot stop it. You cannot end this mess. This is when you know you have some mental issue.

3. You dont just feel but you FEEL. You are probably Borderline (PD). You are the crazy ex girlfriend. You are the manic pixie dream girl. You feel the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. You spend days and days feeling ecstasy and sorrow like nobody else. You get sucked into your emotional black hole and when it emits you, you are REBORN.

4. Something in you dies when you are reborn. Perhaps some personality, some habits, some mindset change, some growth, some progress, self development, self improvement, you become a better version of yourself. This is what the 8th house does. If you have personal planets in 8th house, be ready for a life time of emotional transformations, regeneration, renewal, rebirth. Be ready for loneliness, like nobody understands you, solitude and inner work.

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I don't understand the appeal of songs and music. Perhaps it is my 8th house moon. My thoughts are obsessive repetitive addictive. Songs are like poison to me.

Firstly songs are made to be heard on repeat

Secondly my mind is obsessive addictive tendency

Thirdly combine the two and you get a giant mess

I hate songs. They make me go crazy

Now, songs are the product of many people's work. Many people are involved in the making of songs. Songs are profession. They may seem "enjoyable" to you but actually they are professions. People making songs are earning money from them. Why should I spend my time listening to something that is obsessive addictive AND makes money for somebody else?

Now, mental space. I have limited mental space. I have enough clutter to occupy my mind. Why should I keep songs and music in my mental space? It is just a noise that distracts me from my real life. It is like eating fast food for no reason at all. You can call fast food tasty, enjoyable, but it is just a garbage in my stomach. In the same way, songs are a garbage in my mental space. I will rather use that mental space to think about something that matters to me.

Next, I dance. I dance to seduce. This is the only reason why I listen to songs. I only listen to songs to dance and seduce like mating call. I am like a peafowl who dances to seduce her mate. This is when I listen to songs.

Lastly, songs are illusion. They are the illusions of rahu. Rahu creates the illusion of mind. Rahu creates ignorance and illusion. Rahu is maya.

SUN IN THE 7TH HOUSE HEALING ☀️

I have written about moon and venus, now comes the next boss: SUN. Sun as the name suggests is ego, personality, sense of self, self esteem, self confidence, self image. This is my journey of healing:

1. I was lifeless without a partner. I wanted to get married ever since I was a little girl. I was always in a relationship - whether real life or IMAGINARY. Yes, I did a lot of maladaptive daydreaming. I felt like finding a boyfriend was the only goal of my life.

2. I did not have a sense of self. I did a lot of mirroring. I was afraid of being alone by myself so I would either daydream or sit with someone just to feel alive. My self esteem was so low. I was afraid of social rejection, humiliation and insults. I did not have an identity - who I am, my existence, my hobbies, my skills; I only focused on other people and never on myself. I was an entertainer and people pleaser because I was afraid people will abandon me if I didnt entertain them all the time. I was afraid of being "replaced" by another girl.

3. I was a devoted partner. I would write poems, essays, songs, draw pictures and idolize my "partner" and after "break up" (my relationships were short lived), i would cry like hell. I gave away my self worth into the hands of other people. If they praised me, I was happy. If they scolded me, I was depressed. I didnt have self respect. I would do anything for attention and wanted to be everyone's favourite person. Of course it was exhausting to live like this.

AFTER HEALING:

1. I have carefully created an identity for myself: spirituality, my career, my family, social work, religion, occult, self realization and marriage. Marriage is still a big part of my life but it is not the center of my universe.

2. I was quite egoistic and my relationships had ego battles. Now, my ego has calmed down, my arrogance has dissolved. I dont do people pleasing. I dont try to impress anyone.

3. I write journal daily, read psychology to find the root cause of my personality: feeling of inadequacy, emptiness, not feeling good enough, insecurities, fear of getting old, fear of being boring. I have stopped daydreaming and I can sit with my feelings, so this is good progress.

4. I am my priority not my husband. I am not his doormat. I don't panic that he will leave me for someone else. Where will he go? I focus on creating values. If I am a one of a kind woman, that is what matters. Focus on yourself, everything else will fall into place. Fulfillment comes from within. Your husband will not make you "whole/complete". You are already complete on your own. See your inner sun. Dont be dependent on anyone for emotional/psychological support. You will stop projecting on your partner to feel alive, once you start working on inner development.

5. Read a book on DBT skills and take notes - there are at least 25 reasons why people dont just suddenly "leave" one day. Sun in 7th house guarantees a very good husband if you can manage to heal yourself. I have read that this placement gives a successful marriage! But don't be too happy because next comes the 8th house - loss/rebirth. Anticipate death and voice in the moment.

6. Focus on your career. Sun in 7th house is a good placement for public role in career. Everything around us is career - people running tumblr.com are doing it for career, your cab driver/restaurant cooks/internet service provider/teacher/sweeper/your mobile phone dealer/all the apps you use, everyone is doing everything for career. So, girls, focus on your career. Self esteem and career go hand in hand.