WHY I STUDY ASTROLOGY?

🌺🌺WHY I STUDY ASTROLOGY? 🌕🌑

1. First of all, I am a post graduate in Law and a former atheist who turned into a religious, spiritual person after some intense awakening and life experiences. This is when I studied my birth chart and it connected with my inner wisdom. Everything I had experienced since my childhood found a meaning and it all connected to the "occult". My inner chaos found its "home".

2. I used astrology and psychology to "fix" myself and my intergenerational emotional/mental legacies. I was "reborn" as a new person with a changed personality, values, lifestyle, habits, thought process. I spent past 3 years in isolation at my home in a sort of "metamorphosis". I journaled a lot, read a lot about astrology and psychology, got rid of my bad habits, worked on my personality development. I became sincere, humble, mature and my emotions stabilized.

3. You have to experience it to believe it. I have read all about brain science and cognitive faculties; science can explain how brain neurons work, how genetic predisposition creates certain mental experiences in people, they can scan your brain and tell you everything. But they cannot explain "why" your brain works the way it does. Science cannot explain the "subconscious, irrational, intuitive, organic, emotional" YOU that makes you a human.

4. When you think about it and look around yourself, at the trees, the animals, the sun and moon - you begin to see a pattern. You read philosophy and understand "fatalism", "eternal recurrence by Nietzsche", "lessons of Bhagavat Gita", "Causality" and it all starts making sense to you. It does not happen overnight. It takes months to unfold and understand.

5. Finally, my journey was not linear. I relapsed into old patterns many times. I felt like I was running in circles for MONTHS and going nowhere. I was frustrated, tired, stressed, lonely but I didnt stop studying + working on myself. This is how I became a genuine astrologer and started studying astrology.

My journey into occult science

1. i was extremely perceptive of others' emotions and thoughts since a young age. i somehow always knew what others were thinking/feeling

2. lifelong paranormal experiences. i used to be scared of ghosts until i finally realized that something deeper was going on. as far as my memory goes, i have always "felt" some paranormal experiences

3. i started browsing psychic and oracle related content at age 12/13

4. started reading astrology since age 15/16

5. started reading vedic astrology since age 19/20

6. started doing witchy things unknowingly (burning papers, handmade tarot cards) since 2020/21

7. i am very strong in manifestation department. since childhood, i somehow "always knew that if it is deep within my heart, this will come true"

8. i have a heavy 8th house. i always knew "that my life transforms and i become a new person with new lifestyle, new hobbies, new personality, new social circle, new stage of life". this was before i had actually read astrology.

9. i started browsing more and more things that turned out to be spiritual in nature

10. my intuition and "pull towards" occult science is finally here.

I have accepted that this is my life path. I was born for this. All the dots, coincidences, innocent acts all connected to occult. I WAS BORN FOR THIS!

THE LEGEND OF 8TH HOUSE

First and foremost, 8th house is all about death AND REBIRTH. I am writing this from my limited understanding and hope it helps someone who's dealing with the similar issues as me.

1. What does 8th house mean?

Mysterious, hidden knowledge of the universe, shock factor, psychological destruction and rebirth, change of identity, sudden events, it is like walking in the dark.

2. What is identity change?

Either change of profession (lawyer turned yogi) / life changing surgery (cancer, cosmetic surgery, deadly accident - these are real life examples) / psychological rebirth (change of personality - I personally went from 3 year old to 63 year old after transformation; I became very mature and quiet) / loss of everything you have built (wealth, health, relationship) and then you are forced to begin afresh.

3. Is 8th house scary?

Very scary. But one thing is promised. PROMISED. it is rebirth. Whatever goes around comes around. 8th house kills any part of you AND forces you to be reborn. Once you understand the significance of rebirth you will stop resisting.

4. What is the significance of all this? Why can't I live a normal life? I dont want to "die and reborn".

Spiritual progress. It is the shortcut to spiritual progress. 8th house will reward you like nothing else. We often live in illusion that life is all about enjoyment and material pleasures. But we forget that we have been living since immemoria time and will go on to live for trillions and trillions of years. We have incomprehensible amount of karma. Human life is very special. If you're born as a dog in your next life, you can't read this post or do spiritual practices.

5. Are animals "spiritual" too?

Perhaps they are. Have you seen your pet dog sitting and staring into air or being dutiful or sleeping soundly. Animals have lower sensory intelligence than humans but they are not inanimate objects. My theory is that animals also earn spiritul growth and progress.

6. What is the significance of "spiritual progress"? Why do I have to do it? Why cant I simply enjoy human life?

Life gets hard. Everyone gets their turn. You might become a criminal/cancer patient/very poor/physically disabled/mentally disabled in your next life. You never know. So it is advisable to burn your bad karma and earn good karma when you have the time instead of simply wasting it on mindless entertainment and sensory pleasures. This is so that when the tragedy strikes, you will have help and resources to manage your problems. Otherwise it gets really challenging. Dont underestimate how much life can hit you. Life can eat you alive like a tiger if it wants so.

MOON IN 8TH HOUSE/VENUS IN 8TH HOUSE HEALING 🎇🌕

1. If you have either of these placements, you would know how intense your feelings are. I have both of these placements and I have BPD. 8th house represents (in my understanding): mysteries, unpredictability, psychological destruction and rebirth, everything hidden, shocking, life transforming, challenging, losing everything and beginning again. This is a very challenging house.

2. After healing, the first thing I noticed was that I became gravitated towards 9th house subjects like philosophy, religion, spirituality, learning, higher education, studying, meaning of life, higher wisdom, divine power.

3. I also let go of all my bad habits easily: no more porn, no more binge eating, no more toxic behaviours, no more mindless entertainment.

4. I have become a very private person and spend most of my time in loneliness. Majority of my planets are connected to the 8th house or aspected by 8th house; once I internalized that my life is going to have the themes of 8th house, I surrendered to the higher forces and stopped resisting.

5. I am very spiritual and religious. I read about all religions. I was atheist/agnostic for a long time but then I switched to religion on my own. I dont have a guru. I research and figure out everything on my own.

6. My intuition is my friend. I am very intuitive and the calmer I am the clearer my intuition is. I do feel lack of friends and loneliness but I will not trade my natural gifts with any number of friends.

7. One major thing you should remember about 8th house is: LOSS. Loss of everything you have built. Loss of your life. Loss of your possessions. Loss of your body. Loss of everything that you hold dear. loss of everything. Death is the biggest loss. 8th house represents death. It is a very scary and painful house.

This is all for now.

External validation sucks.

MOON IN 8TH HOUSE

REBIRTH

Ladies, here we go...

If you have moon in the 8th house, you probably know what I'm talking about. So, take all your memories and bury them under the earth.

And begin a new life... where no one knows you... where you know no one... with a new personality... new life... new lifestyle... new mindset... make new memories. And let them all go. Do not be afraid of losing everything and beginning again.

You probably know that the world around us is an illusion. You know the depths of subconscious, the psychology, the secrets of universe, secret spiritual insights. You probably have a secret life and your public persona is very different from your private world.

Do not fear. You are in safe hands.

It is surprising how i was such an atheist 3 years back. I didn't believe in astrology and now... astrology is my home, my food and blood. You dont choose astrology. Astrology chooses you.