Seeing You Used To Make Me Feel Warm.
Seeing you used to make me feel warm.
But today, the thought of seeing you sent me into a dysregulated panic. I trembled uncontrollably and felt like I was going to pass out or throw up.
I don't feel safe around you anymore.
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I am NOT your manic pixie dream girl.
I am SO fucking tired of people seeing me as their very own quirky, cute, manic pixie dream girl. Guess what--I'm a flawed human being with good days and bad days like everyone else.
At least the immature people weed themselves out by running away as soon as their fantasy version of me is shattered when they, inevitably, realize that I don't fit the unrealistic and overromanticized image of me they've created in their heads.
Good riddance. Why would I want to be with someone who can only love a fantasy?
Today is the last day I'm allowing myself to cry about you.
I miss you and your idea your warmth, your presence, your fragrance when enveloped by absence, I miss you Today i miss you just like i did yesterday and i will miss you tommow just the same.
nocturne, excerpts from my journals
