[14:45] Here You Were Again In Devildom After Your One Year Exchange Student Program, Which Was The Most

[14:45] here you were again in devildom after your one year exchange student program, which was the most precious memory for you as you had met so many amazing people and it hurt to say goodbye.

diavolo had asked if you wanted to come and stay with the seven brothers again for six months, eagerly you had accepted but the only thing was that you had to bring your cat, salem who had cured the loneliness your parents brought you.

“I hope you don’t mind staying here salem, I just didn’t want to leave you,” salem purred against you confirming that it was alright. you hummed as you started putting your things away not noticing the crowd that appeared after ten minutes. “there done- ack!”

you squealed once you were tackled by six of the brothers, lucifer opting to not do that. you hugged them all back before separating as you started chatting and it was just like you never left devildom in the first place.

devildom was home and it’ll always be.

[20:55] there was only darkness before a light flickered on, the sound of tears hitting off the wooden desk being drowned out by the rain. it was going so well until this, the disgust, anger and pain all mushed together in you...why did he do it?...why?

were you not enough? were you too bold? too straightforward? is it because you weren’t him? did he even love you? the question went on and on as you grip the phone in your hands tighter, there they were...yamaguchi and your boyfriend kei-no tsukishima kissing even after all the stress of interfering with their relationship because you thought they liked each other becoming true. “why kei? please tell your lying..” you mumbled sobbing before your phone starts to ring; hinata 🥺✨

“yes?” you whisper after answering the phone, voice slightly hoarse. “y/nnnn...are you okay?” hinata’s concerned voice appeared before kageyama joined in asking the same making you laugh slightly before breaking down even more, startling them. “he cheated on me hinata! what did I do wrong? was I not good enough? should I have of been more like yamaguchi? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!” you cried out sobbing even more making hinata and kageyama start to comfort you. you only went to bed around half two.

there you laid holding your phone before, quickly squeezing it as you open messages wanting the message to be short and simple. ‘i’m sorry that I wasn’t enough, i’m sorry that I wasn’t yamaguchi..why didn’t you tell me kei? I would of understood but now? fuck you and yamaguchi, we’re over!’ the message read as you then throw your phone away falling asleep instantly not hearing the many notifications you got.

i’m sorry that i wasn’t yamaguchi

[22:59] you stare out the window with red blotchy eyes, it was one of those nights where you just these breakdowns from all the emotions held in all your life. there was rustling before, familiar pale arms wrap around you. no noise, it was silent.

“killua, why couldn’t we have normal lives? why did we have to be brought up this way?” you whispered leaning in towards his embrace. every kill you made is what keeps you up; all were horrible.

“i don’t know but what I do know is that we aren’t the same as we were before... y/n i want you to know that you’re the sweetest person ever and that no matter what your-our past is...we’ll always be together with people that love and care for us,” killua spoke softly as you hug him tightly as the moon shone upon your figures.

at least you had killua, that’s all that matters.

[17:32] it was silent outside the gym where two fukurōdani students stood and, the atmosphere was calm but had a sad undertone to it.

the day was the day where the third years left which made other students upset as there 3rd year friends left them. the silence was broken the second you opened your mouth, “akaashi.. you should tell him before he leaves you know,” the Male in front stiffly nodded but you sighed.

“i know it seems hard but it’ll hurt more if you don’t say and you’ll regret it! akaashi I’ve known you since our last year of middle school so I don’t want to see you hurt! so... please akaashi go because i know you’ll regret it soon and there’s a 50/50 chance he’ll say yes,” you gently spoke trying to hide the tears that began to build from the small emotional speech and thankfully it seems like you got across to him because he ran to where bokuto was.

the second he left your view, you collapsed on to your knees, ‘damn it!’ was what you thought as chocked sobs left you because of your big heart, kindness and wish to see others happy that itself broke your own heart. the day when you met akaashi in middle school from the moment your began your first year at high school was when you grew feelings to the pretty setter but, he loved another and that other was also your friend who also shared the same love. kōtaro bokuto, you were truly happy that he got the happiness he deserved along with the love from the pretty setter and, you couldn’t bring yourself to be mad because it wasn’t his fault neither was it akaashis as both deserve pure happiness and sure they’ll be able to find it together.

“gomen heart... it seems like I was too kind to others before breaking you...”

the next time you saw them, they were both happy and akaashi thanked you for helping him but it made you happy yet it hurt although you just smiled and waved goodbye before walking away with tears dropping on the road as you didn’t see the fast machine speeding but they did yet they couldn’t do anything as your body was thrown away. that day was the day you left with a unmended heart but left others with an aching one. bokuto and akaashi had named their adopted baby after you and let them know as they grew that you were the purest person along with a kind heart that was accompanied by a warm smile that made everyone feel calm and warm. to them, you were a blessing and they’d never forget you especially akaashi.

[19:30] the pool of blood seemed to get bigger as you laid there weakly coughing, the wound that didn’t seem like a big was bleeding profusely. it was inosuke that was awkwardly holding you clumsily trying to stop the bleeding, he was shaking as he held you close.

“damn women! don’t you dare die on me...I still have to fight you!!” he grunted out with a slight wobble to his voice, his mask falling from his head. “it’s okay inosuke but I didn’t think you’d be crying.”

your teasing made him huff before leaning down to touch foreheads, shinbou finally appearing with medical help. “inosuke.... I love you even if you don’t understand what I mean- I want you to know that I do love you...”

you trailed off with your eyes closing as sleep seemed to overcome you causing him to panic as a few unknown tears rushed down the unusually soft inosuke...he screamed for you.

he can’t lose you...he can’t

[00:37] it was late at night where you had finally finished gotten a rest from your mission fully, it was horribly long but the laughs and chatter going around was enough to calm you.

“have you ever had your first kiss?” you hear sakura call you to you causing it to go deadly quiet. ah, you were the beauty of the leaf village that was pure and untainted, pftt only if they knew what you and a grey haired jonin were up to. “ahh no~”

chaos...they were screaming about who gets to kiss you and how pure you were making you sigh, you get up heading to leave but kakashi entered making you grin. “kakashi!”

the second he got close to you it was game over, you had pulled him into short kiss causing others to gape about you while he chuckled after.

“ne, kakashi thank you~” you had purred as you left leaving the poor man to be bombarded.