[19:30] The Pool Of Blood Seemed To Get Bigger As You Laid There Weakly Coughing, The Wound That Didnt

[19:30] the pool of blood seemed to get bigger as you laid there weakly coughing, the wound that didn’t seem like a big was bleeding profusely. it was inosuke that was awkwardly holding you clumsily trying to stop the bleeding, he was shaking as he held you close.

“damn women! don’t you dare die on me...I still have to fight you!!” he grunted out with a slight wobble to his voice, his mask falling from his head. “it’s okay inosuke but I didn’t think you’d be crying.”

your teasing made him huff before leaning down to touch foreheads, shinbou finally appearing with medical help. “inosuke.... I love you even if you don’t understand what I mean- I want you to know that I do love you...”

you trailed off with your eyes closing as sleep seemed to overcome you causing him to panic as a few unknown tears rushed down the unusually soft inosuke...he screamed for you.

he can’t lose you...he can’t

[22:59] you stare out the window with red blotchy eyes, it was one of those nights where you just these breakdowns from all the emotions held in all your life. there was rustling before, familiar pale arms wrap around you. no noise, it was silent.

“killua, why couldn’t we have normal lives? why did we have to be brought up this way?” you whispered leaning in towards his embrace. every kill you made is what keeps you up; all were horrible.

“i don’t know but what I do know is that we aren’t the same as we were before... y/n i want you to know that you’re the sweetest person ever and that no matter what your-our past is...we’ll always be together with people that love and care for us,” killua spoke softly as you hug him tightly as the moon shone upon your figures.

at least you had killua, that’s all that matters.

[14:45] here you were again in devildom after your one year exchange student program, which was the most precious memory for you as you had met so many amazing people and it hurt to say goodbye.

diavolo had asked if you wanted to come and stay with the seven brothers again for six months, eagerly you had accepted but the only thing was that you had to bring your cat, salem who had cured the loneliness your parents brought you.

“I hope you don’t mind staying here salem, I just didn’t want to leave you,” salem purred against you confirming that it was alright. you hummed as you started putting your things away not noticing the crowd that appeared after ten minutes. “there done- ack!”

you squealed once you were tackled by six of the brothers, lucifer opting to not do that. you hugged them all back before separating as you started chatting and it was just like you never left devildom in the first place.

devildom was home and it’ll always be.

ah, sorry for the inactivity im currently going to move house so I’ve been focused on that and school work! I’ll post again soon sorry about that 🥺💕

[19:05] “stop asking me for so much!!! do you know how hard it is not to spill everything, not to start having breakdowns everyday?!! i wish I could tell you but I’m so sorry that i can’t...just stop...stop...please.” the words came out before you could stop it as the pillars, master and the others look at your form in shock.

it had only started when the wind pillar started to threaten you for who would die then the rest pitched in, you know deep inside you couldn’t say anything in fear of changing things would turn out to be even worse. tanjiro looked at you with the saddest eyes that still looked so kind as he embraced you into a hug.

“thank you for helping us for this long, thank you for everything but I want you to know it’s okay to not tell us so thank you...you can rest now it’s okay to cry,” the sweet words of tanjiro is all it took for you to cry in the hug, clutching his haori with all your strength. you were a sobbing mess as zenitsu, nezuko and a begrudgingly inosuke had joined in, the sight had caused the pillars to look away in shame and tear up.

you were warm and yet so regretful but the warm embrace of the other comforted you.

[14:45] you stare as nathan prescott walks down the corridor with his head up high ignoring the occasional glare at him, you know it’s wrong when you feel an ache in your chest the second you look at his eyes.

they’re full of anger, pain and loneliness yet so dull looking, his pretty blue turned to a empty blue. the secret you harboured hurt to not spill but you couldn’t hurt him more... but it wasn’t right that you still let mark jefferson manipulate him.

“I’m sorry nathan... please hold on I’ll look for a way to help you please just wait for me, you’ll be okay” you whispered turning down the corridor passing him as the words escape you, it seemed like he heard you with how he froze before relaxing as his mood got better yet you didn’t notice

you’ll save him one way or another