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Someone Please Recommend Me Some Good New Fics About Bakudeku... I Haven't Found Any Good Reads Lately
Someone please recommend me some good new fics about bakudeku... I haven't found any good reads latelyđŁ
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Sketched comic for Izuku acting clingy around Bakugo as an apology for the angst comic I made a few days ago. This is a little bit longâŚ
So We Meet Again?
The bed sheets rustled as Izuku swung his legs at the edge of the bed as he sat up. He groaned quietly, not wanting to wake up the other person on the bed. They didnât need to wake up. It was better that way or else theyâll get clingier if they do.
 Itâs way more annoying that way. Especially if they start to think that something is happening between them. Trust him, he has experienced one before. One of the few times Izuku overslept and they woke up earlier than him, going flirty all over again. It would be easier if theyâre one of those people who understand what a one night stand is.
 Izuku stood up, quietly padding through the room searching for his shirt and pants. The greenette heard the sheets rustled once more while he was zipping up his fly.
 His eyes landed on the figure on the bed, her head raised, eyes barely open to see her cat like eyes.
 âAre you going now?â She asked while she rubbed her eye.
 âYeahâŚâ He answered immediately âsounding indifferent and without sparing her a single glance-, praying inn his head that she doesnât beg about staying or stuff like that, itâll be a huge pain in the ass, while he picked up his shirt and put it on.
 Where did he I leave my jacket again? He thought as he started to make his way to the door.
 âWill I see you again?â she asked when Izuku was at the door way âhopefulness in her tone. Izuku stopped in his tracks freezing.
 He slowly looked back with a blank, empty look on his face.  âI doubt thatâll happen, sweetheart.â He said, dismissively.
 This was nothing more other than a one night stand. He doesnât even remember her name. He never asked nor did they. He doesnât expect anything more, they shouldnât be expecting more either.
 âBye.â He said before continuing to get out of the room, not bothering to listen to whatever she said as he walked out of the room.
  ~~~~~~~~
Loud music filled his ears as he downed another glass of whiskey. He knows heâll be hung over the next day but he didnât care. Heâs used to that already.
 Izuku already forgot what being sober felt like by now with the amount of alcohol heâs been drinking lately. Why, you asked? To forget shit called reality.
 He put down the glass, gesturing to the bartender and good friend of his âShinso- to give him another one.
 The purple haired man, visibly sagged as he sighed in disappointment. He didnât care.
 Izuku is used to making people disappointed, to the point that he himself is disappointed with himself.
 âDo you even remember how many drinks youâve had already?â Shinso asked as he poured another drink.
 Izuku scoffed, rolling his eyes. Are we doing this again? âWhat do you think?â
 Shinso sighed once more. âOf course, you didnât.â He shook his head.
 âis he here yet?â izuku asked changing the subject.
 âWho exactly?â
 âTsukauchi.â Izuku said as he had another sip on his drink.
 âI donât think-â Shinso cut himself off as his tired eyes landed on a familiar figure crossing the crowd of people in the club. âLook whoâs here.â Shinso crossed his arms as he pointed to the man with his chin. Izuku turned his head.
 Tsukauchi wore a trench coat over his suit and a fedora, big mistake if youâre going to a place like this, filled with sweaty people partying to their hearts content.
 âTsukauchi,â Izuku said, his voice starting to become slurry, actually it has been since a while ago, Shinso just didnât mind it, more like heâs too used to it to point it out at this point. âIt isnât like you to come to our âmeetingsâ late like this.â He said as Tsukauchi sat to the stool next to him, taking off his hat, a drop of sweat dripping down his forehead.
 âSorry, there has been a bit of delay because I still waited for a few people.â He said as he gestured Shinso to give him a glass of water.
 âWhat?â Izuku frowned, his tone going low and dark. The greenette preferred to not get involved with a lot of people, he only sees people who he knows is essential for his work and thatâs it. No more, no less. Besides if a lot of people knew about his job then it would ruin the point of going under cover in the first place right?
 âI know that you donât like meeting people, Midoriya. But I assure you that they are essential to the case.â
 âOh really now?â Izuku said sarcastically, rolling his eyes then took another large drink from the glass nearly emptying the glass. âUsually, I would be the judge of that.â
 âPlease, trust me on this one,â Tsukauchi insisted, eyes filled with determination and hopefulness for Izuku to give whoever he brought with him a chance to work with him. âThey are both heroes and are very reliable people. I have also made them swore to never disclose anything about anything that is related to you.â
 Green orbs went darker as he stared down his reflection on the glass.
 Promises are always meant to be broken. And Izuku donât trust anyone, nor look up to anyone, nor have faith in anyone, nor believe in anyone.
 Not even himself.
 The greenette downed the rest of his drink, glass dropping heavily on the counter, hopefully not heavy enough that it cracked the glass or else heâs gonna get an earful from Shinso later on.
 âSo where are these trustworthy people youâre talking about?â He said, not actually wanting to hear an answer, he just wants to get his report over with and go drink some more before he goes home and crash at his bed âthat is if no one coerces him to⌠have some fun tonight (or something thatâll keep him distracted for a little while longer..)
 âI think theyâre still having a hard time-â Tsukauchi cut himself off as he turned around to look at the partying crowd behind them only to see the pair of heroes he came her e with. âOh there they are.â
 Izuku sighed as he turned his head again to face whoever hero the man came with. Hopefully it wasnât one of the famous ones, like Lemilllion or Hawks âas good as meeting them he absolutely cannot meet them, at least not like this anyway, despite being like this Izuku is still the same hero fanboy somewhere in that heart of his.
 Just not as much as before.
 Especially when he burned every single one of those notebooks before high schoolâŚ
 There was no point keeping them anymoreâŚ
 There was no point in keeping his hope of being hero alive anymoreâŚ
 With empty, despaired eyes he looked at two spiky heads (one ash blond, another is crimson red) forced their way through the crowd.
 Izukuâs eyes narrowed his eyes, feeling a sense of familiarity. He felt like heâs seen those before. He should know those. Maybe he should stop on the drinks right now, cause his brain seems to have started to stop functioning.
 âGoddamn, old man, donât fucking leave us in the goddamn crowd like that.â
 Okay.
 Izuku really, really needs to stop drinking âcause now heâs hallucinating a nightmare when heâs wide awake.
 The greenetteâs eyes widened as the pair of heroes finally passed the last row of people, now gracing Izuku to see who they really are.
 And boy he didnât expect him to be here.
 âCome on, bro. Donât be like that,â The red head âKirishima Eijiro a.k.a. Red Riot- reprimanded the blond. âSorry about that Tsukauchi.â Eijiro said with an apologetic look on behalf of the blond since he knows he wonât be apologizing anytime soon.
 âItâs fine, and forgive me for that, Bakugo.â
 Ah.
 Somebody please fucking pinch him. He is definitely passed out drunk somewhere in his home now that heâs dreaming. Is it even a dream? Itâs more like a damn nightmare.
 The blond huffed âYeah, yeah, just donât-â Katsuki cut off his own words as his red eyes landed on Izukuâs green ones.
 Both of them speechless and eyes wide open.
 Silence came to the group, Tsukauchi, Kirishima, and Shinso (yes heâs still there, he made it a task for himself to be the greenetteâs bodyguard, mostly to make sure the greenette to not do anything stupid) confused to the sudden awkward, heavy air that came over them.
 âDekuâŚâ Katsuki said a bit breathless from the shock and the horror creeping up to him at the sight of Izuku before him right now.
 âKacchanâŚâ Izuku called out softly, masking his irritation with a blank look on his face.
 Are you sure he isnât in some dream/nightmare (he isnât sure what to make of the situation right now) right now?
[sorry if the plot is all over the place hahahahhahah]
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Gray or Black?
He ran. He just ran, to let the thoughts get out of his head to make the thoughts go away. To run away from reality even in just a second longer.
 But he couldnât.
 Not when the ring wrapped in his finger constantly reminds him of what heâs running away from.
 Katsuki stopped in his tracks, breathing heavily, sweat dripping down his temple.
 The blond wanted to scream. He wants to scream so badly. Wanted to let the pain out as much as he can. He needed to stay strong, and pain hinders him to.
 But he canât. The blond will seem crazy if he did that. Although he already he has a reputation of screaming and yelling a lot, especially to other people.
 Katsuki raised his left hand, where the ring rested on his ring finger -the ring that connects him to his soulmate. He narrowed his eyes as he found the color of the ring.
 Gray.
 A very dull gray.
 Something that is very appropriate to his soulmate, Deku, who is currently on the hospital bed. In a coma. His body covered with casts, bandages bruises and wounds -Katsuki knows that there will surely be new scars appearing on the nerdâs body somewhere.
 How long has he been like that you ask?
 3 weeks or so? Almost a month? The blond isnât sure, time was both quick and slow when it came to him. He isnât sure what day it is today already as well.
 He hated it.
 Not only could he not focus on his job as a hero and that his rank as the top 3 hero is in danger -heâs still on his way to defeat Deku on the No. 1 spot after all (and actually, he doesnât care about that much right now, the worst they can do is put him the top 10 spot) but he hated that his hero boyfriend over there is a suicidal martyr that without a doubt in his mind would jump into danger to help even just one person while not caring how many injuries, scars and etc. it would leave him.
 It frustrated him to no end but also admired him for it. He wonât say it of course, the blond has a feeling the greenette will get even worse if he says that to him face to face. No one can just do that so easily. Not all heroes can do that. Not even Katsuki.
 And look what the nerd got himself into for that.
 He clenched his teeth as a scowl formed on his face, his hand turning to a fist, his knuckles turning white as he did.
 The sighed out heavily, before pulling the energy to continue his morning run (and running away from reality even just a single moment.
 But before he can even could even take a step, a heavy weight fell to his chest, like all of a sudden, his heart was ripped out of him. Eyes went wide, the blond could feel the blood is draining away from him. He could feel himself trembling where he stood. Katsuki isnât taking a risk in walking just yet cause heâs sure as hell that heâll fall to the ground.
 Slowly, the pro hero raised his hand to view. Eyes with horror this time as he saw the color of the ring.
 Black.
 Pure black.
 Katsuki ran, without him knowing. He ran as fast as he could. He didnât know if he just ran or he used his quirk to get there but that didnât matter right now. It didnât matter at all to be honest.
 All that did matter was Deku.
 The only meaning associated with black isâŚ
 DeathâŚ
 No, no, no, no. Katsuki thought as he ran through the streets, the crowd parting like the red sea as they saw the blond ran, worried looks on their faces.
 Donât you dare, you nerd. Donât you fucking dare.
 Katsuki looked at the ring on his hand once more. It was still black but it wasnât fading, it still hasnât turned to dust.
 YetâŚ
 Katsuki shook his head.
 No, not âyetâ, I know the nerd wonât just kick the bbucket that easily.
 Finally, Katsuki arrived at the hospital, he rushed inside and through the corridors -the nurses didnât bother to stop him, not that they can rival the strength of a pro hero anyway, plus they know the situation there anyway.
 The door to his room was open, the blond could see the doctors running in and out of the room, he could here the shouts of commands. When he was at the door, the first thing he saw was the doctor shouting some number for the defibrillator. And pushing it down to Dekuâs chest as he said âClear!â
 Inko was right there beside him, clutching on to her sonâs hand like her life depends on it, tears streaming down her cheeks as she talked  - prayedÂ- to not take her son away from her. Katsuki rushed next to her as he too, grabbed to their joined hands, clutching on to their hands until his knuckles turned white.
 Donât you dare nerd! Donât you dare leave me Deku.
 Please donât leave.
 I donât know what Iâll do without you.
 Please.
 âŚ.
 âŚ
 âŚBeepâŚ
 The weight on Katsukiâs chest -that godddamn boulder- was finally out of his chest. The blond opened his eyes -he doesnât remember when he closed them in the first place- red orbs immediately landing on the ring wrapped around his finger.
 Gray.
 Itâs back to that dull gray color.
 As much as he hated that one, but he hated the black one more.
 Next time this ring turns black again, Katsuki thought as if he and Deku can communicate with the power of their minds. The next time that happens you little shit Iâm gonna beat your ass, got it?
 He got no answer.
 Figured.
 âYouâll definitely wake up,â he whispered, mostly to himself. âYou have to.â
 Iâll be waitingâŚ
My favorite post ever!! đđ
canon: they died
fanfic: fUCK YOU