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Anyways, How Was Your Week?

Anyways, how was your week?

Hey guys I haven’t been posting much recently (besides for this past hour) cuz I’ve had a pretty hectic week and I wanna vent about it.

Ok to start off the week I was gonna come out to a friend as biromantic but got interrupted by something she wanted to tell me:

Context:she’s gay and that has been well established for as long as me and our friends have known her

Basically over the summer she and a friend of ours were talking on the phone for hours. At the end of said call, he tells her that he thinks he’s in love with her. Holy fuck. They go on a date but she has to break it off before it goes anywhere because she’s gay and yk… But he does NOT take it well. Bro uses all sorts of emotional manipulation and shit like telling her every time she makes him cry, and other fucked up shit.

Now they’re not talking and bc they’re like the cornerstones of the friend group, the entire group is falling apart and only us three know why.

The day after she told me this, she dropped another bombshell on me: her mom has cancer. Again, holy fuck.

Halfway thru the week, we’re trying to figure out what to do about our “friend” when it comes to me. I’m bi. So I’m like. Come on, say it with me, holy fuck. Too scared to come out I just leave it for future me.

As I’m dealing with all this shit, (insert preemptive holy fuck here) another friend of mine tells me about her struggles with self harm.

I am a very empathetic person, but I suck at handling these sorts of situations. It sucks bc i feel so strongly about helping them but there’s nothing I can do.

Oh, right. And during the SAME CONVERSATION where she tells me about her struggles with self harm, I realize I have a big fat crush on her.

So, yeah. As of rn I have 5 hours of homework to do, 1 hour to do it, two friends with shitty lives, one friend that I might strangle, a collapsing friend group, new crush, new sexual identity, and no plan whatsoever of how to manage any of this shit.

Anyways thanks for listening to my TedTalk hope next time stuff is better.

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