TW RESTRICTIVE ED

TW RESTRICTIVE ED

Food log from yesterday:

Breakfast: coffee with sweetener

Lunch: veggie burger with 1 slice of bread, and a bowl of instant miso soup (around 260 cals)

Dinner: 4 slices of no cheese veggie pizza, two slices of cheese pizza

Ok yesterday was almost perfect, I planned on the 4 slices of the no cheese veggie pizza, but my cravings got the better of me with the cheese pizza, they were all very small slices tho, I work at a pizza place so I get free personal pizzas and they are not very big

I was worried when my cravings got bad I was gonna end up eating smth else but thankfully they went away after I ate the pizza, and I weighed in at 103.8 lbs this morning which was exactly what I wanted! :)

SUCCESSFULLY FASTED ALL OF YESTERDAY 💪✨💖

only at 33 hours so far, but im someone who has historically been a terrible faster, so I'm proud that I made it this far.

feeling alr for now, we'll see how I feel at five right before my shift

also my weigh in this morning was pretty good, 103.9, when i was 105 a few days ago :)

feeling skinty 💖

fatphobia is pathetic; sure we can hate ourselves, but hating someone else for their body ? fuck off, no. keep other people out of your misery.

listening to music to fuel your ed>>

Ate a pretty large meal before my shift, I’m completely fine with it I ate exactly what I planned to

I won’t eat anything tn when I get home from work I think, and I’ll have 400 calls tmrw

My main motivations rn are 1. My best friend and I are going to a water park March 1, and I wanna look a little skinnier in my bathing suit and 2. I so badly wanna wear low waisted pants this spring and look hot, I’m almost there but not quite

Also, with how shit my home life is rn the feeling of control is honestly keeping me going