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im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPPY

IM FUCKING DELIGHTFUL

i just realized how bad my ocd has gotten oh my fucking shit. like im crying cuz my jewelry box isn't clean enough and i can't fucking reorganize it cuz people are awake. i used to think that my ocd wasn't that bad and my therapist was overreacting but holy mother of god please get me on meds

I know life sometimes goes down hill but can my life go down hill but in another font. this font sucks ass like gimme another one

The urge to bother my mutuals

Here are 2 things a homophobic, sexist boy who calls me a fat pig after I won checkers said during his Boy Scout presentation at my church

“it will take place in room, (long pause while staring off in space) yea this room.”

“Thatssssssssss all we have.” (Said in a nerdy but yet monotone voice.)

part 2, chapter ten of solitaire broke me again.

now im going to break you guys

"All maths does is give you a false sense of achievement."- Micheal holden

"What am I doing. "I am..." I am thinking. I am looking at myself in the black computer monitor. "I'm doing something about Solitaire." - Tori spring

"It's important. no one cares about the important things anymore." I drift off. "we're so used to disaster that we accept it. We think we deserve it." - tori

"I don't think anyone deserves disaster. I think a lot of people wish for disaster because it's the only thing left with the power to turn heads."- Micheal

" some people don't get any attention, some people get no attention. you can understand why they'd go seeking it. if their waiting forever for something that might never come."

+ tons more but if I have to copy another quote ima shoot myself and die (sorry for the bad grammar and 100% fucking up the quotes but I don't give a single shit tbh.)

Tori completely spiralling and losing it at Lucas during the music festival makes me want to cry, the way she calls Charlie her “little brother” when in chapter 13 when Charlie relapses she says “he’s so old now, he’s not a little kid, in a couple of months he’ll be sixteen, like me.”

The fact that she thinks she herself is “so old now” since she’s sixteen, when actually she’s literally only a year older than Charlie, she takes all of this responsibility for him when it’s not her fault that things turned out the way they did. She spends half her time worrying about him and the other half of her time convincing herself she’s not worried about him and it’s honestly awful to see because it is truly not her fault and she’s just so young

Secondly I think older siblings will always see their younger sibling as somewhat of a child, and at the music festival it’s like she’s realised that Charlie is in fact still a child (he’s literally a minor, and she forgets herself that she is too), but she can’t get over the fact that this is all happening to person she loves most in the world, this is all happening to her baby brother

I wish I had a girlfriend so when I get cold at night I can snuggle up into her hoodies comforted by her smell as I try to sleep

can we talk about tori's representation for a minute? like I know she's not the main focus of the show obviously but I was really disappointed about how her and Michael were treated as if less than weird teens. I was really looking forward to seeing her come out on the ferris wheel and they cut that. Im also upset that her mental health wasn't really shown. they had some real potential to show what's actually been going on with her. I don't know I just feel like they could have shown what it's like to be the glass sibling. as one myself we don't get that much rep, and I wanted to see what she was like at the start of charlies mental struggles and how her mental health was affected by it, causing her to get more and more depressed.

Thank you so much! Tbh I just wanna read something written by Alice! This definitely will help just in case I have a test!

Btw I’m reading solitaire rn

Btw I’m reading solitaire rn

people are like but you don't seem depressed then I pull out the "this is a fake smile and id I show my real emotions things will get wild card." is life uno?

whenever I tell anyone within a 3 year age gap of me that I want to desperately run away and go to a small country in the mountains with a small village and live an isolated life they freak out but everyone within a 3 year age distance from me is just like "yea makes sense, I might do the same." are 10-16 yr olds ok?

THIS WHOLE TIME I THOUGHT I WAS A USELESS FAILURE AND IT TURNS OUT I JUST HAVE DEPRESSION!!!!!

HEARTSTOPPER CHAPTER 8 IS OUT TOMMOROW!!!!!! (im definitely not staying up just to read it. (help this is the straightest ive felt in years reading the gayest possible thing ever.))

I’m forgetful gang

POV you and ur the lesbian with your trans bff who are basically like siblings

@olllllllie (ignore all the ones that are in a relationship that’s not us) (also plsssss add ur fandoms if u want 💗💜)

POV you and ur the lesbian with your trans bff who are basically like siblings

@olllllllie (ignore all the ones that are in a relationship that’s not us) (also plsssss add ur fandoms if u want 💗💜)

OMG LITERALLY ME RN IM HOLDING A PARTY AND NONS OF TGEM KNOW THE MENTAL BREAKDOWNS THEY ARE GOING TO GO THROUGH

my friend wants to watch heartstopper season three together but i know i'm going to have a mental breakdown at some point during it

Wearing rn: long black skirt, black tank top, lavender sweater, moon earrings, moon necklace, lavender bracelet, combat boots with flowers on it, and a green purse 💗💗

What I wish I was wearing: happiness aka a real smile

Where I am: I’m my room terrified my sister is gonna yell at me again and try to physically fight me again

Fave style: kidcore, cottagecore, hippie vibes, grunge and what I can only describe as feminist vibes

OMG THX SO MUCH @is-it-funny-because-its-true LITERALLY TAG ME ANYTIME I LOVE UR POST PLEASE DONT FEAR TO “bother” ME OMGGGFG I NEED OLINE FRIENDS!!!!

@olllllllie my bestie (pls don’t die)

I’m bored let’s make a reblog chain

what are u wearing rn:

what you wish you’d be wearing (does not matter how expensive or outlandish id be):

what situation/place are you at rn:

favorite clothing style(s) all around:

I’ll begin:

wearing rn: dark green cargo pants, trekking shoes, light blue shirt and dark blue jacket

what I wish I’d be wearing: dark green cargo pants, dark green jacket with more pockets, combat boots

situation rn: traveling

fav style: mix of street ware/millitary esque (comfy and efficient don’t judge me) or dark academia + cottage core

Tagging some ppl to get this started: +OPEN TAGS (if ur tagged feel free to not do it no pressure)

@im-a-sentient-magic-carpet @daggerhobbit

@thecrazyalchemist @enochianghost @just--a--random--human--being @hadoom @uwathebestgirl @pennyroyald @hyperfixationbullshit

@wolffuwu @rp-rs @styxwaow @asters-tempo

THE SECOND ONE IS THE ABSOLUTE REALIST THING EVER OMFG

Poll for research purposes

*please reblog after voting*

I swear if I don't get a movie for every single Alice oseman book ever im going to throw myself off a cliff and enjoy it.

“School literally doesn’t care about you unless you’re good at writing stuff down or you’re good at memorising or you can solve bloody maths equations. What about the other important things in life?”

-"Solitaire" Alice Oseman

the fact that the tumblr gods decided to get this post to me while im reading it for the second time. we are sooooooooo getting robbed

Book review

Name: Solitaire

By: Alice Oseman

Favourite quote: "It's funny because it's true."

Favourite character: Tori Spring (it's scary how much I relate to her)

Things I liked: I love the book. I think this is my new favourite book. Tori's struggles are well represented and relatable. The LGBTQ+ representation was nice as well because Alice Oseman is capable of writing such great characters with depth. The author is just so talented omg.

Bad things: BEN HOPE.

Also the fact we don't have a movie or TV show of this. WE ARE BEING ROBED. I need this before I recreate the rooftop scene.

do i do my schoolwork or do i reread heartstopper.... hmmmmm.... i mean..... i can just work later....