I Went From Wanting To Be With Him To Wanting To Be Him In The Span Of A Few Days...

I went from wanting to be with him to wanting to be him in the span of a few days...

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I Love Korean Weightloss videos 😍 went to tiktok and got depressed went to YouTube and I feel so motivated.

I love her so much, I don't know if I should share it or not, she's so real. Like how do they have an ed and no one bats an eye. Love that for then.

And she's so funny bro

My lunch today purrr ✨️

Had a yakult and Banana for breakfast got a solid 200 before dinner. We in this for the long run baby 500 daily is getting easy, but lets not go crazy and fuck it up.

Some meals that are easy to cook and healthy ღ

So I've decided life but I'm so sad now 😭

like all those days. I was going to weigh tomorrow, I was going to have a metabolism day on the 20th, I was doing so good. I'm not even calling this a binge I needed a metabolism day either way but the way I'm just happy...

I can think. I'm doing and having ideas for my hobbies like wtf. All that free time not eating and I couldn't do shit but I eat 600 more calories and suddenly life is worth living. Food has a hold on me and it's disgusting, I wasn't even hungry I just needed energy. I'm so very sad right now.

I don't know whether I should die just to keep up my week of restriction or just eat so that I can cry, hate myself and do another week of restriction 💀

✨️ I'm diabetic by the way ✨️