~How Quickly Did I Descend Into A Realm Where I Resemble That Of A Wild Beast, Due To The Many Times

~How quickly did I descend into a realm where I resemble that of a wild beast, due to the many times I didn't get the help I needed, causing independence to become my broken, flawed, and decaying excuse for a default?~

-a poem of a new kind

~'Ring bell for smile' is all it said. So I rang the bell, because I wanted to see him smile. He sighed and gave me the fakest smile he could muster, which made me laugh. And to the surprise of neither, a real smile followed closely behind the fake one.~

-a poem of a new kind

~Damned if I do and damned if I don't, but I'd much rather be damned for doing than damn myself by living in the regret of never doing when I had the chance.~

-a poem of a new kind

~When does trust overlap into apathy? Why do I get the heartbreaking realization that I haven't understood these two things as much as I thought I did? How can one trust blindly without caring and worrying?~

-a poem of a new kind

~You should not be in my thoughts like this. I can't breathe without thinking of you. I can't even sleep without you infiltrating my dreams and fulfilling the desires of my daydreams~

-a poem of a new kind

~It's not that I don't miss our friendship. It's that I know the feelings of missing you will fade. Just like we faded from each others lives~

-a poem of a new kind