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I would rather have you hate me than hurt when I'm gone ~© #ownpoetry #thoughts #words #wordshurt #pain #mythoughts #letdown #disappointed #afraid #anxiety #depression
I would rather have you hate me than hurt when I'm gone ~© #ownpoetry #thoughts #words #wordshurt #pain #mythoughts #letdown #disappointed #afraid #anxiety #depression
I would rather have you hate me than hurt when I'm gone ~© #ownpoetry #thoughts #words #wordshurt #pain #mythoughts #letdown #disappointed #afraid #anxiety #depression
I would rather have you hate me than hurt when I'm gone ~© #ownpoetry #thoughts #words #wordshurt #pain #mythoughts #letdown #disappointed #afraid #anxiety #depression
I am afraid ~© #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #pain #better #hidemypain #hidemypainwithasmile #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #afraid #fear #anxious #scared #ireallyneedyourightnow https://www.instagram.com/p/BzOcXzklgy5VuHmMUlYlXWTrqa2dYZxSMcGpDE0/?igshid=14b6p127vnw08
"Little girl, Little girl why are you crying? Inside your restless soul Your heart is dying Little one, Little one your soul is purging Of love and razor blades your blood is surging" ~Green Day #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #pain #better #hidemypain #hidemypainwithasmile #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #afraid #fear #anxious #scared #ireallyneedyourightnow https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzse7f_lnYd_oz7D7W2bz1x3h-pnWPXRA11c4k0/?igshid=wzke81jrcbs9
#ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #pain #better #hidemypain #hidemypainwithasmile #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #afraid #fear #anxious #scared #ireallyneedyourightnow https://www.instagram.com/p/B0vcPfvFpP5ZRY_pYDVBvB4RxobxHhC-OC75j80/?igshid=16t2p82u29yjz
“Maybe I’m not brave at all. Maybe I’m just tired of being afraid."
-Aristotle Mendoza, Aristotle and Dante Dive into the Waters of the World by Benjamin Alire Sáenz
Ness
Parece que me falta concordância
De fato é de extrema importância
Me sentindo ainda insuficiente
Devo temer um bocado, é coisa da minha mente
Elogios e nenhuma crítica
Ao que tudo indica
É que escolhi aqueles sem experiência
Tudo bem, isso alimenta meu ego
Também podem ter sido atos de benevolência
Efeito placebo fazendo-me mentalmente se gabar
Mas ainda é verdade, estou em busca de melhorar
Minha vontade não é uma absoluta
O que me faz continuar é essa pseudoajuda.
Reflection
Na brisa sozinho
Meus medos sendo meus únicos amigos
Um redemoinho de pensamentos ruins no meu caminho
Afirmo, sempre estou aflito, mas ja não são um perigo
Ansiedade não me deixa
Me adoece
Me entristece, motivo das minhas queixas
Não é tão forte quanto aquilo que me enfraquece, um bloqueador da vida, o estresse.
Por que tenho medo ?
Se é o que mais quero
Talvez porque seja ainda muito cedo
Já que não realizei os meus desejos sinceros.
-Thiago A. S. Crepaldi
Complicated
Não achei que isso fosse ocorrer
Me encontro noutra deprê
Preciso de férias
Ultrapassou, não distingo coisas simples com as sérias
Prazer, virou sinônimo
De temer
Fugir disso é a missão agora
Embora, não saiba como cair fora
Preocupação total
Em não se tornar um fora do normal
Sem nenhuma garantia
Meu futuro incerto, nele só anseio por alegria.
- Thiago A. S. Crepaldi
Fake courage gives u pride Fear gives u true courage!>√ .......although u will still be considered as a chicken.... 0.0...
Mister Moon
I miss the moon
He has been
Hiding from me
And I miss
My old friend
He was there
Watching over me
When the demons
Came out to play
And now
I’m afraid
Shivers race
Down my chilled spine
Exposed
Bare skin
Covered crimson
Warmth enveloped
Broken heart
To the voices
That no longer
Stay quiet
Leave me alone
There is no room
For your hatred
Can you not see
That my own
Fuels my bitter existence
One by one
All those
That I love
Leave
He stole my sanity
She stole my soul
A hollow cry
Escapes my desert throat
Raspy cries
Muffled by soaked pillows
The vibrant night
Outside my window
Remains ignorant
To my suffering
But why
Tell me why
Does it still hurt
Moon
Why did you go too
You and me
We had an understanding
Made a promise
As the silence threatened
To decimate my body
You told me
I wasn’t alone
Wiped away
Crystal tears
That stained
Rosy cheeks
Guess I was destined
To immerse myself
In excruciating isolation
Before quietly wilting
Like the decaying rose
Sprouted new poppies
But it is too late
To be saved
Mister Moon
I still love you
I think I'm a fucking idiot and I make stupid decisions everyday but I still think I'm smarter than 95% of the population
