~Even As A Writer And Poet, I Cannot Find The Words To Describe The Look On His Face, The Conviction

~Even as a writer and poet, I cannot find the words to describe the look on his face, the conviction in his eyes as he stared at me across the crowded room. The way my stomach filled with butterflies as I watched his lips form the words, "Love you". But if I could find the words... oh dear reader, if I could just find the WORDS! I'd write them over and over until my fingers were soaked in ink and blood.~

-a poem of a new kind

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~I am searching for a word that means, "invoking such a deep feeling of sadness that it causes physical pain; a feeling so strong it cuts through to the marrow of your soul, leaving you shaking, scared for your life, and writhing in pain" is there a word for that? Because "Melancholy" doesn't really seem to be strong enough...~

-a poem of a new kind

~It's just painful at this point, being in love. It hurts. And there's nothing I can do to stop it~

-a poem of a new kind

~You say you've done terrible things, but darling, so have I, so let's not compete on who's the worst. No, let's trade those secrets under starlight and love each other regardless~

-a poem of a new kind