Moments With Skz As It Rains.

moments with skz as it rains.

pairings — boyfriend!skz x gn!reader

genre — loads of fluff

warnings — mentions of food, running on the streets, coffee and wine consumption, not proofread

words — 1k

chan : sharing one umbrella as he walks you home 

ー as you were standing outside the gates of the university while hugging yourself from the cold breeze of the wind and the rain pouring hard. impatience started to take over you when the thought of being bombarded by a mountain of homework makes you want to go home and chan won’t be able to get you because of work. but that’s what you thought, he suddenly walked out of the taxi that parked in front of you with an umbrella above his head. a sigh of relief and comfort have drawn from your lips seeing him with a smile on his face. chan kissed your forehead as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder to pull you close to him, trying to fit two people under the protection of his black rain-resistant. it was warm and delicate as you both walked together by the pavement, with him asking how your day went. 

minho :  having an impromptu ramen date 

ー it rained so hard that day as you and minho ran towards a convenience store for shelter. a couple of students caught your attention as they were eating ramen in such cold weather. you and your boyfriend made eye contact as he smiled, holding your hand to pull you inside, trying to find your favorite type of ramen by the shelves. it was hot enough to settle and eat beside the transparent glass wall. taking a few amounts of noodles where he blew just for you to eat without burning your tongue. he promised to cook something more delicious when you get home after an unexpected ramen date on a rainy afternoon. 

changbin : a warm bath together (nothing explicit) 

ー your boyfriend didn’t really love the cold, instead, he’ll run some warm water on the tub so the both of you could enjoy a ‘hot spring’ within your household premises. probably have two glasses and a bottle of wine on a small table as you go through deep conversations like work, your school, the future but eventually it will just lead to cuddles and small kisses. he will try to massage your head to make you feel more relaxed and after spending some time inside the bathroom, he’d let you wear his clothes and cuddle on the bed later. 

hyunjin : watching the rain together 

ー it was that time when hyunjin leaned on the doorframe while watching the rain nourish the plants on the balcony of your shared apartment and made everything soaked on the floors below. the warm cup of coffee served as his comfort drink in this type of weather and then there’s you, who just woke up from an afternoon nap, wearing his treasured hoodie. hyunjin caught your attention as you welcomed him with a warm hug from the cold breeze of the wind. a smile was formed on his face before wrapping his arms around your back, pulling you closer for warmth and planting a soft kiss on your forehead. the sense of touch felt soft as it was filled with affection, and he also love the idea and aesthetic of cuddling. 

han : watching anime movies 

ー your boyfriend himself loves to stay home, especially when it's raining. watching weathering with your or howl’s moving castle is an accurate response to the weather while cuddling on the couch. he would share his perspectives in between, or how he liked that one specific movie as your head rested on his shoulder and his arm wrapped around your back while tracing small circles on your bare skin with a soft kiss on the crown of your head. probably falling asleep together, or maybe a hint of cooking ideas from hina’s fried rice with crushed potato chips and soup or howl’s bread, eggs, and bacon with warm cups of coffee can fill your hungry stomach. 

felix : playing in the rain 

ー the weather forecast didn’t tell exactly when will it rains and that’s why no one did bring an umbrella as you head out for an afternoon stroll. felix had to insist you go back home after he realized that the sky went dim, pouring mist. just as the rain started to pour hard, your boyfriend held your hand and ran. it was fun when you were both laughing at each other for being stupid, not seeking shelter, and just going on like kids enjoying the moment you have. stomping and splashing on the puddles, felix had to run as you chase him, he pulls you into a hug, your foreheads against each and him kissing your lips for warmth and affection.  

seungmin : falling asleep together 

ー he is so soft-spoken that his gentle voice is so soothing and calm that it makes you fall asleep easily, just like how he feels the drowsiness coming in. a thought of humming a sweet melody might help, “love poem” was his favorite song. you could hear him singing it out of nowhere, and he made it as a lullaby as you fell asleep in his arms. he didn’t realize it when the rain started to pour hard outside. raindrops tapped the clear, transparent windows of your apartment. a sound that matches the melody of the song he’s humming and the aesthetic of you falling asleep on him. seungmin caresses your hair with a small, genuine smile on his face before kissing your forehead again, pulling a duvet above the two of you, and falling into a deep slumber. 

jeongin : running through the night and rebel 

ー stuck outside the movie theaters after one fantastic movie, you decided to go back inside and settled in the cafe while waiting for the rain to stop. he ordered sweets as you shared that one cheesecake which han really likes and took a picture of you eating it to make him envious. probably would spend the next few hours watching another movie but when you were both done and thought it wouldn’t rain anymore, you were wrong. just like felix, jeongin would take your hand and run under the pouring rain not minding everyone who got intrigued. it was colder than you imagine in the night as you take it in the middle of the road where he thought it was fun as you were two lovers started to dash off as if they were runaways trying to get out of society’s mess, laughing at each other’s looks after getting soaked. 

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Hymn to Myself

Anniversary Request Special

Synopsis: The Goddess of Spring tells a mortal the story of her abduction by the King of the Underworld. Follows the Homeric Hymn to Demeter.

Warning: kidnapping

Word Count: 2.6k

Pairing: fem Persephone!reader x Hades!Hyunjin

Dear mortal, listen closely, for I have deemed you worthy to hear my tale. You have danced in my name, burned offerings to me. You shall be rewarded for your worship. Lend me your ear now, and perhaps I will lend a hand in the future.

You know me by many names — The Maiden, The Younger, the Goddess of Spring — but today I will be the Queen of the Dead. There is no need to be so frightened. Your time has not come yet, nor will I be the one to ferry you to the Underworld, as you well know. Trembling and bowing your head for mercy will serve you no purpose but do as you like.

You have heard the tale, I am sure. The Dark-Haired One seizes a maiden and makes her his bride, as her mother, holy Night-Mare of the golden double-axe, ceases the earth’s harvest in her despair. The story you may have heard prior is my mother’s version, without the details of me in the Underworld.

Like most stories, it begins with the Cloud Collector, my father. Seeing that the King of the Underworld had no queen and that no goddess or nymph desired him, he offered him a bride, the flowerfaced daughter of the Corn-Mother. The King of the Dead accepted.

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HAPPINESS IS A BUTTERFLY

hwang hyunjin x reader

angst, fluff, hurt to comfort

cw: lots of self doubt, a knife is mentioned once

wc: 1.6k

a/n: have some hyune angst! this was originally a time stamp but i wrote a lot and thought it was gonna be less than 1k but.. i was wrong. i hope you enjoy, rbs and feedback is very appreciated!

hyunjin is happy. that’s not something that should come as an issue—it’s not like his happiness has come from anything corrupt, or anything materialistic. his happiness comes from you, it comes from dance, it comes from his career and his members and the people he surrounds himself with every day.

it’s just that happiness is so overwhelming. it comes and goes like the tide, filling him right up to the point he can’t contain the ecstasy that runs through his veins, then it calms down and slowly makes it way back to a safe distance where he can still feel it, it’s just not the only emotion he seems to hold. but with you standing towards the stovetop, knife in your hand as you chop his favourite sausages to add into your ramen, he does feel overwhelmed.

supposedly, it’s not just happiness that makes him freeze, it’s the amount of love he has for you. one singular person seems to make his heart beat unhealthily fast and makes him do stupid things. hell, if you asked him to jump off a bridge with you he would, because something about you clouds his mind over and blurs all sense he seems to have. you are a hypnotic being and he is caught up in your trance, but hyunjin knows there is nowhere else he’d rather be. he has you and you have him, and no one else can get in the way of that.

but is that really true?

there are men who are ten times more attractive than he is, and people who dance much better than he can. he thinks he is lacking so much that his imperfections are probably the first thing you see in him; he, in comparison to you, is a mere star in the sky, and you are the sun. you shine brighter than he could ever wish to and with a smile you could change the way someone’s day goes. hyunjin doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to have such an effect on someone, he doesn’t think he’ll ever be as great as the person god must have gifted to him.

perhaps he was an angel in his past life, because he doesn’t see how he can deserve you. you deserve someone as great as you are, as giving and loving and as willing as you, but he is sure he is not that person. the realisation is daunting and he feels like both curling into a ball and screaming, because it’s all too much. if you are so flawless beautiful, surely you would want someone as pure and brilliant as you. why would you stay?

perhaps he was an angel in his past life, because he doesn’t see how he can deserve you. you deserve someone as great as you are, as giving and loving and as willing as you, but he is sure he is not that person. the realisation is daunting and he feels like both curling into a ball and screaming, because it’s all too much. if you are so flawless beautiful, surely you would want someone as pure and brilliant as you. why would you stay?

it’s that that really gets him. he can live thinking you deserve better, and that you’re on a completely different level to him, but he doesn’t think he can go on if you leave his side. he needs you here because you are his reason. his reason to dance, his reason to sing, his reason to perform and pursue all the amazing things he is doing. without you, hyunjin thinks he is nothing. of course you don’t agree, not even in the slightest, but with overwhelming love and overwhelming happiness the only thing that seems to follow is a blinding sea of sadness. he can’t think straight and he can’t see clearly because of the salty tears that pool around the bottom of his eye.

he needs you. he needs your touch and your warmth and soon enough, he is clambering up from where he was curled up in the sofa and walking towards you at an abnormally fast pace. his footsteps are loud from the way his slippers smack against the floor, and naturally you turn around out of curiosity. it’s when the tears meet your eyes before anything else along with the mere look of heartbreak that is written over his face that you realise something is wrong. this isn’t the hyunjin who always has a smile on his face and this isn’t the boy who’s eyes curl into crescents because his smile is so wide. he looks so broken, so vulnerable and fragile and it feels as though he has a pick axe at your heart. his body practically collapses into your arms and you hold him with every bit of strength you have in you, whispering sweet nothings into his ears and stroking a hand up and down his back.

mumbles and hiccups of ‘i’m sorry’ and ‘don’t leave me’ fall from his lips and you only feel confused. has he done something? did something happen? it’s as though you’re being starved of answers and left clueless, but you can’t think about that right now. the only thing that matters is him, falling apart in your hold and his wet cheeks that flush a deep red from the tears that spill from his eyes.

the whispers of love confessions and ‘it’s okay’ seem to help cease his sobs, but both of your hearts still feel numb, as though a dull ache is the only thing that remains. gently, you cradle his face in your hands. they’re shaking, but it’s nothing compared to the way lines of dried tears settle across the surface of his now blotchy skin, and the way his nose seems an almost feverish crimson. you have to swallow down the painful lump in your throat before you speak, looking him in his watery eyes and ensuring he doesn’t look away, “what’s wrong, baby?”

“you deserve someone better.” he chokes out, as if his words do not open up a whole world of other questions. “it doesn’t make sense for someone like you to love someone like me, and i don’t think i can deal with you leaving.” he whispers, taking deep breaths as though to stop himself from letting any more cries escape.

your thumbs rub gently under his eyes and you have a smile on your face. it is gentle and warm and reminds him of a cup of green tea, but it’s you. everything about it is you because you are all of those things and more, and he is so lucky to have you in front of him. with that same smile, you shake your head, thumbs still soothing his hot cheeks, and you reach towards him to pepper gentle kisses across his skin, from his jaw to the corner of his mouth, under his eyes to his nose. every single part of him you love and adore more than you love yourself, and from his state, you’re sure he feels the same way. it’s why the phrase “you have to love yourself before you love someone else” is completely and wholly wrong, because loving someone means having someone there at times when you don’t love yourself. it means having someone who will love you on the days you can’t do it yourself.

right now you doubt you, nor hyunjin really love yourselves. however you know more than anything in the world that you love the tearful boy in your hands more than you’ve ever loved anything, and that is enough to make you happy.

“i’ll always see you as perfect, hyunjin. and even if i don’t, i love you way too much to ever go, so don’t say those things. you don’t even know half of how i feel about you.” you assure him, finding time to press your lips against his skin once more between your words. staring at you, looking into your eyes, hyunjin believes what you’re saying. in fact, he feels sort of silly for jumping to such big conclusions, but you both know it’s because of the amount of love he holds for you. it can be too much sometimes, but he’d never trade it for anything else. he holds it with pride and treasures it like your love and your companionship is the most precious and delicate thing in the world.

the two of you eventually settle on the sofa, a bowl of ramen in your hands, made just the way he likes it, while you watch a drama. the air feels much lighter than it did just minutes ago, and the warmth you seeked from each other seems to be replaced by the steaming noodle soup. still, he knows he wouldn’t be able to move on from his outburst so easily without you by his side, and you are grateful to be there. grateful to know you need to make sure he feels just as loved and cared for as he makes you feel, grateful to know the extent of how much he adores you.

relationships take work, it is something you both knew prior to getting together and something you’re still working on now, however you wouldn’t change it for the world. if it means having each other and being together, the work is worth it, because the fruit of your labour (or, your love) feels much richer than the work you put in to get there.

tags: @loveliestfelix

- lost warmth

♡. pairing: ex!hyunjin x ex!reader

♡. genre: angst, hyunjin sheds a few tears in this one

♡. words: 2k

a/n: idk whats up with me and always writing stories about exes :> but uh,,i wrote this as a way to get rid of my writer’s blog so i hope someone likes it fdhgshfg

It was cold, way too cold for anyone to be outside and wandering about like Hyunjin was doing right now, his feet not stopping once from the moment he stepped out of his cozy apartment. Yet he just couldn’t, the soft crunch underneath his feet getting louder and louder with each new layer of snow that continued to fall and cover his surroundings. With no destination in mind, Hyunjin let himself get lost in his thoughts, not minding the snowflakes that got stuck in his jet-black hair and eyelashes.

The streets were empty at this time of night, the few streetlights scattered here and there being his only companions in the cold weather. Not like he actually felt the cold anymore, the hour he already spent outside along with the tumultuous storm that was currently taking place in his heart making him numb to the feeling.

That’s how Hyunjin was currently feeling: numb. Numb to everything and everyone around him, the winter scenery he once found beautiful passing by him in a blur. Maybe it was because of the tears in his now dull eyes that threatened to fall at any moment, or maybe because he hasn’t found beauty in anything lately. He didn’t know what it was nor did he care, the only thing in his mind right now being this one simple question.

Where did it all go wrong?

Or more specifically, where did you two go wrong?

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ── 𝐇𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐍

sleep comes seldom to grace you with its bliss.

neither the mistifying moon, nor the calming chirps of the cicada are able to lull you into sleeping. the lazy fan nestled on the floor next to you is your only company as you flip through yet another page of your high fantasy book. tonight the plot didn't seem to pull you in like it always had the ability to do before— shame, because the climax seemed to near and a new plot twist had just been revealed.

your open window invites a refreshing breeze inside, circling around your room before you feel a presence gently landing on your wooden floor, feet as light as feather. you didn't need to turn around to know who had arrived unannounced.

a chill settles in the warm air inside your room, relieving you of the uncomfortable temperature. a tall, thin figure plops right down next to you, laying flat on his stomach, copying your position and peering into the page you are busy trying to read.

"not tired tonight?"

you shake your head side to side in place of a verbal answer, flipping to the following page. you feel his cold fingers poke into your cheeks, though you pay no attention. hyunjin could do as he please, you would just ignore his antics as you always do.

"okay, then. i'll keep you company." he rolls around the small floorspace, finding great pleasure in your quiet little snort of hidden laughter. you finally lift your eyes off your book to give him a look that indicated how tired, yet amused by him you are.

"you always keep me company."

he shrugs his shoulders, "you're the only one who believes in me. no one else thinks that i exist, so you're kind of stuck with me."

you suppose that it's a valid reason, reading the unsaid sorrow in between his lines. roaming around as a winter spirit when not a single soul ever seemed to be able to just see him had probably been the loneliest a being could ever be.

grinning, he lifts himself up, stretching out an icy hand for you to take, "besides— you're lonely, i don't have anyone else i could talk to, so we both benefit from long nights like these."

and so you grab a hold on him to hoist yourself up, tightening your grip and intertwining your finger between his own, gradually warming his hand up. he calls for the wind, eyes twinkling as the moon smiles at you.

"ready?" he asks, already knowing the answer you'd always given him. you nod, feeling a flutter in your stomach before jumping right out of your window and into the night, flying off to who knows where again with hyunjin, the lonely winter spirit.

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i’ll hold your hand (don’t let me go)

title: i’ll hold your hand (don’t let me go) - part 1 / 2 

characters: (fem) reader x hwang hyunjin of stray kids (feat. kim seungmin + han jisung of stray kids, lee chaeyeon of iz*one, myoui mina of twice)

genres: angst, slice-of-life, high school au

warnings: mentions of bullying, language, beware of sudden Friends reference, in this house we support day6, this is super long :( and unbetaed 

word count: 11.3k words (sorry. I hope someone actually reads this word vomit lmao)

synopsis: hwang hyunjin wants to fall in love. what you’re afraid of isn’t falling in love, but falling out of love.

a/n: Merry Christmas! (more a/n below)

PART 2 IS UP! Please search for it in my masterlist because I can’t put links here!

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