Loving Yourself Is The First Step For A Fulfilling, Happy Life.

Loving yourself is the first step for a fulfilling, happy life.

Well… I got my test results in… tested positive for Covid… 😭😭😭

🌟Simple Wish Spell🌟

Spend some time grounding yourself 🌿

Spread some salt around your sacred space and place a white candle in front of you 🧂

Light the candle and focus on the flame thinking only of your wish 🕯

When you feel like you’ve spent enough time making your wish, put out the candle and thank the spirits or deities for your time spent with them. 🌙

This is exactly what I do while also focusing on my breathing. With added relaxing music works 100%~

Journal 6 - 7/27/2021

I think in the next couple of months I'm finally going to be seeing some change in my behaviour and hopefully very positive change in my work life. A manager I worked with who made me feel like I didn't have the potential to do anything with my life and who had been dating a coworker (which everyone knows is not allowed) for nearly 4 years has finally been fired from his position and I'm hoping that the coworker will follow after him. They both made working absolute hell for me and my other coworkers who had luck in finding different jobs. They have even stated to my boss the exact reason they decided to leave and because my boss is a paranoid, pigheaded, stubborn, and selfish person he straight up told them that they didn't know what they were talking about and that leaving was a mistake while laughing at their decision to leave.

Unfortunately I was never the one who reported on him, but for a long time he believed that I was the one who called ethics and would harass me about it when he got me alone anywhere at work.

I don't want to go too far into it but now that all that stuff is over, I feel like I'm going to be having a much better time working and I pray that the new manager that's picked will be someone with higher expectations and has trust in their employees. I only worked in this position for a year and four months now but just working under that specific manager made me want to completely give up on anything that I believed in. I'm still hoping I will be getting this different job though, as it does pay more and I believe that they are much better on their employees, I feel like starting over and just want a fresh start. Make new friends, have better people to work with and no more scum bags.

That's all for now on updates in my personal life. I really just wanted to get that off of my chest because now I feel like I'll actually have the energy to get back into things I love without feeling like absolute trash after working all day long to please absolutely nobody. I'll be back later tonight~ Now is time for some errands and chores. (And maybe an energy drink to get me going *wink* - - *whispers * my fiancé doesn’t want me to drink them but I want to soooo)

I figured I should just share this to this blog instead of keeping things separate.

Obsidian

Obsidian is an igneous rock which means that it is made up of volcanic materials. It is formed when molten rock is immediately cooled to create a sort of black glass. Obsidian can come in many colors such as green, tan, and brown and rarely can be seen in the colors blue, red, orange, and yellow. It is technically found around the world but you can find it’s purest form in geologically volcanic areas where there has been recent volcanic activity. 

Fun Fact:

Looking as sharp as it may feel to the touch, obsidian has been sharpened to such a fine point that it has replaced steel surgical tools for the most precise surgeries in the medical field.

Magickal Properties and Uses:

Black obsidian

Protection, scrying, banishing grief, benevolence, healing

Green obsidian

Protection of income; open financial opportunities

Snowflake obsidian

Grounding, responsibility, purification, change, growth, deflecting negative energy and emotions

Obsidian can be used for divination, spellcasting, rituals and more. Here are some ideas:

Placing it in a charm bag with other magickal items. The effects can give you protection when roaming around in your everyday life or to help heal from depression and grief. 

Using it in your rituals. Just placing the rock on your altar can serve as a natural absorber of negative energy and to keep your circle pure. 

Use the rock while meditating. Having a polished obsidian rock in your hand while meditating can help with concentration and grounding when you really need it. Being one who has trouble focusing, I use the stone to focus on like how it feels in my hand, the cool touch, the warming of the stone from my body heat.

Sources: 

https://geology.com/rocks/obsidian.shtml

Grimoire for the Green Witch: A Complete Book of Shadows by Ann Moura, page 232