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Would Be A Lie - Gojo Satoru Genre: Angst | Notes: Manga Spoilers!, Angsty Gojo Supremacy | 0.9k Words

Would Be A Lie - Gojo Satoru Genre: Angst | Notes: Manga Spoilers!, Angsty Gojo Supremacy | 0.9k Words

would be a lie - gojo satoru genre: angst | notes: manga spoilers!, angsty gojo supremacy | 0.9k words - those three words that he saw as curse. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Upon meeting Gojo Satoru at his prime, you knew that this man would be your greatest enemy and greatest home, meeting Gojo Satoru isn’t like a tea in winter, it’s not like an iced tea on summer, meeting Gojo Satoru is like tasting a mint chocolate ice cream for the first time: that is meeting Gojo Satoru, you don’t know if you like the hint of sweet or like the hint of mint, because he is nowhere in between that two flavor.

But meeting him was one of your greatest cheers in life, you knew Gojo’s past because you lived in it, you were a part of it. You knew Geto Suguru became his first and only best friend as well as Shoko being his friend and human diary. But something made you feel closer to Gojo, because of all the pain he went through, he still chooses to be back to you, whether you may play a big or small part in his past he still chooses to go back to you.

You smiled at this thought because indeed, you knew Gojo more than you planned too: on how would you explain to him that you’re thankful that he let his guard down as you bring him an embrace, on how much you adore his body warmth to yours, on how you would catch him staring at you despite his blindfold, on how his mood suddenly shifts whenever you’re there, oh, and how could you thank him on how he would allow himself to fall asleep next to you when the night is chilly.

Such a cliche love story, if some would say but that’s just the thing, Gojo never really made it clear who you were, who are you in his life: because not even you could not explain if he’s toying with your emotion or just being him. You never knew what’s written on his mind, despite the fact he’s letting his guard or infinity around you it doesn’t mean the wall that he built is gone too.

Gojo was a man, having ten steps in his mind, ten steps onwards to the future, ten steps before you could even move. Despite the mixed signals he gave. You never seem to notice on how his blue eyes tend to show such sadness, that behind that strong persona he puts on, him: Gojo Satoru, is more than a jujutsu sorcerer, that person behind his blindfold and upholded persona is the one you wish to love, and you helping him to replace that sadness that he holds for too long, that you wish that hole in his heart will be replaced by you.

“Then, tell me..what are we Gojo? Cause--”

That was the question you asked him, to which he didn’t know what to say and you bet he thanked his students for calling him that time. You wished that he forgot that question but deep down you bid the gods that he will answer you with the answer you wish to hear, because how would you explain the deep embrace he give to you, how would you explain the long intertwining hands whenever you two are alone, how would you explain those lost and deep nights where he only showered you with taste of love? What is it, then?

When Gojo heard you asked the question, he felt his heart skip a beat, because you’re the only person he never wished to lie to. He thanked his students for saving him from your question. He trembled for a moment, for the thought that maybe you don’t want him anymore, you don’t wish to be at his side anymore. He feared that maybe you would find someone, but no, you wouldn’t do that.

Throughout the whole day he spent his time thinking of how he would answer you, because in the end of the day, in the middle of the night, he knew he would want to spend it with you. Because he knew, he was in love with you.

When he was about to go home, he felt your eyes staring at him when he first years arrived at the school, he saw your eyes lit up the moment you saw him, he saw you lit up all of the sudden when you saw him that made him calm and made his stomach feel those butterflies.

But that hole of sadness is much scarier, he thought that every moment he can lose you, just like how lost himself back then with his best friend. He engaged a deep sigh, shaking his head and believing that he is the strongest that he can protect you but he couldn’t shake the fact that maybe, some day, you will leave him and there’s nothing he can do. He loves you so much that he would do anything to protect you.

Love is indeed the most bitter curse, this is the taste of curse, because he already felt it, he tasted it already. He just wished to be happier, but this is too much, and when the night left the both of you, he finally answered your question.

“Cause, I love you, Satoru.”

Ah, this is where he wished to be himself, that he wished he lived like a normal man living with you. But just this once, he would like to lie, because you were the important piece in his life and he couldn’t bear to lose you. He sighed and when you heard him clear his throat, you knew you lost in this gamble, you lost in this taste of love or more like curse.

“[Name.], If I told you those eight letters...three words..it would be a lie.”

And maybe he did lose you after this night.

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With the prompt:”Let’s pretend you didn’t say that because I want to confess first..”

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Your voice made the bedhead smirk while playing the game, earning a groan from Kenma. It’s about nine in the evening when the whole team of Nekoma decided to play Among Us, since it’s already nine time you got an invite from Kenma about the game leading you to join: Kai, Yaku, Tora, Lev, Kenma, Fukunaga, Inouka, a friend of Kenma in Discord, and you along with Kuroo. Since the fact that you’re the manager you sleep in a different room. And up to this moment, you turned on your mic on discord to defend yourself.

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Kuroo’s deep voice shook your ear, earning a light response from Kenma: “I swear, if you keep telling me that [Name] is suspicious, I’ll kick you out.”

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“What’s up, bedhead?”

Ah, we’re alone now, aren’t we, ah this is my chance! Kuroo thought in his head. He’s about to speak about something important when you cut him off.

“It’s pretty hurtful knowing that my crush is actually turning against me and making me really suspicious..”

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Kuroo just stood there while he looked at you picking your drinks. Processing what you just said, making him think of the fact that you two knew each other since you two were four years old. He knew when was the first time you got your scar by playing games outside, you also knew his first loss in volleyball, you both knew how you yearn and became fond of each other, you both knew that, you watched each other to get everything from meeting Kenma to choosing what club to join: and how, it’s just him and you.

“Oh, uh, I said I have a crush on you. And I like you.”

Kuroo just really stood there like that character that seems AFK from the game, he just stood there while looking at you and waiting for you to pull up a camera or something to prank him, to get back at him when you two are still playing Among Us, but no, it was just you confessing to him.

“Where did that come from?”

You uttered to yourself, feeling a little flustered about your sudden confession even though it came out really bold.

“Well, it’s our third year in highschool so, I thought I let you know..”

You hummed while still staring at the frozen Kuroo. He looked at you and there was no mischief behind your look, you just looked sincere and soft at the moment. A few seconds later, he just grabbed your wrist and pulled you closer to him as he embraced you and rested his chin to your head.

“Let’s pretend you didn’t say that because I want to confess first..”

You chuckled in his chest and nodded.

“I like you, a lot, [Name].”

And think it’s pretty safe to say that he’s got his win before even the match starts tomorrow.

The end -

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Eclipse

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I made this for my AP art portfolio so it’s a little different from my usual stuff (and took a lot longer to finish!)

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Gojo - Event Anniversary

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notice: established relationship, one curse word, Gojo being rich, fluff, fluff

this is for you, who ever you are, xoxo

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With the prompt: “I like giving you all the shiny things in the world but I would marry you in paper rings..”

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“How much is the ring, Gojo-sensei?”

Yuuji’s voice woke the white haired sorcerer up with his question making Gojo look at Yuuji who’s looking at him while Gojo didn’t even bother to sit up on his couch.

“Ah? Why?”

As if by signal, Megumi and Kugisaki entered Gojo’s office with a frown on their faces, Gojo seemed to be bothered of this fact: for he remembered that he told Yuuji to look out for the ring while he rest and now all he sees was Megumi uttering with a tired look on his face, Nobara counting, and Yuuji looking at him like a lost puppy.

They lost it, didn’t they?

Gojo rose up and immediately concluded the situation, telling his student that it was fine but believe me deep inside he was losing his shit: not only because that ring was his gift to you but also he plans to propose that ring to you as a symbol of his love to you.

He told the first years to look for it the entire day, so much for saying it was fine, but now he is slowly trying to decide whether he should just buy another--no, you’ll get even mad if he did, so he just stuck to looking for the ring with his students.

“You’re earlier than usual.”

Your voice immediately made Gojo go to Kitchen with the biggest smile on his face.

“Well, I miss my baby!”

He cheered, you looked at Gojo and you continued to make some food in the kitchen.

“What’s bothering you,Toru?”

The tall man gulped, he seemed to have forgotten that you both knew each other since he was still a kid, he seemed to have forgotten that you became classmates ever since you started to train as Jujutsu Sorcerers, boy, he is on the spot now.

“Wha--uh--nothing..”

“Liar.”

You chuckled.

“Ilostthering.”

You just looked at him as you raised your eyebrows.

“You lost the what now?”

He sighed as he went to his office, as you continued to cook until he came back and tap your shoulder as you turned around.

“Look, shorty--I mean [Name], you know I love you, right?”

You glared at him as you nodded as an answer to his question.

“And you love me, right?”

“Depends.”

He just stared at you for a moment as you chuckled.

“I’m the one who ate your mochi.”

You followed, earning a shock to Satoru’s face.

“But yeah, I love you without a doubt--”

“We’ll talk about the mochi later--but will you marry me?”

He just pulled a ring made out of paper, a simple origami that you taught him when you two are still young, a little smug and a little proud was written in his face.

“Look, I know why paper? I’m rich as Kambe but that’s not my point--my point is I know you love my souvenirs I gave to you from jewelry to clothes, and I know you love me, but my mochi---anyway, my point here [Name] is that I like giving you all the shiny things in the world but I would marry you in paper rings.”

You smiled at his thought, as you hugged him.

“Aren’t you supposed to kneel when you’re gonna ask your lover that question?”

“So, that you’ll feel taller than me? Nah ah.”

You chuckled and gave him a kiss while whispering a sweet yes to his ears, sending Gojo to feel euphoria to his huge moment: like he owns cloud-nine. As you both pulled away, he saw you were tip-toeing to reach his lips, so he carried you and he just ignored the fact that you were cooking something and set you down on the table.

“You actually lost the real ring, didn’t you?”

You took the paper ring from his hand as he nodded still at him, resting his head on your shoulder.

“Whatever, I’d marry you even you don’t give----”

“SENSEIIIIII!!!!”

Yuuji’s voice echoed in your entire apartment, making you shook but it seems Gojo already felt his student--students presence: yep, including Nobara and Megumi, as the trio announced that they found the ring.

Megumi pulled out the box as Gojo pulled his embrace away from you: as Gojo was receiving some tease from Nobara and Yuuji, and Megumi greets you. When Gojo took the ring from Megumi, he opened it in front of you.

“Please tell me you did not just spend eight million on that..”

“I didn’t…….”

Silence was loud in the apartment as Gojo followed with.

“Or maybe I did…”

The End -

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