I Really Wonder If I Have Repressed Memories. I Have A Bad Memory In General So It Could Just Be That,

I really wonder if I have repressed memories. I have a bad memory in general so it could just be that, but I don’t remember much of my childhood. I have random moments that I remember but I don’t know what is normal to remember in terms of how much. My psychiatrist said my symptoms sound like PTSD but the only traumatic thing I can recall is medical trauma. Medical trauma is very real and can cause PTSD and I do think it could be from that but it also feels like something is missing, there’s just a lot of things that make me wonder.

By law, it should be

REQUIRED to have wheelchair ramps at every door

REQUIRED to have elevators in every building

REQUIRED to have braille on every sign

REQUIRED to have auditory options for every text

REQUIRED for children to learn d/Deaf standard sign language in school

REQUIRED that everyone learn how to do CPR and how to detect a stroke

REQUIRED that areas with strobe/flashing lights have proper warnings

Stop calling it disability "friendly" or "accessible". Start calling it the fucking standard.

My hedgehog died today, it’s awful and my heart is broken. And the only thing that I feel like could help even a little is hugging you and talking to you. But I can’t.

"you aren't you" "you don't act the same" bro i don't even know who i am & i have no sense of self. what more do u want from me

I’m not super sad or hurt when I see you. But I do miss you and I do want to talk to you. But I can’t. I wonder if you noticed I unblocked you. I wonder if you wondered why I did. I wonder if you think of me.

i'm always in limbo between never enough and too much