I Know Girls That Summer Break Is Hard Without Our Favorite Teacher

I know girls that summer break is hard without our favorite teacher…

but try to stay positive and use this time to be the best you can be, so that when he/she sees you again at school, he/she will only blink and turn around after you with jaw dropped. Okay?

Go my girlies and glow up this summer!!!💗

I hope he thinks of me when he looks at his dick :)

I want to get closer to him, flirt with him more, push his boundaries.

What if he has a girlfriend someday? How could you handle it?🥺

I love him unconditionally.

Which means if he find happiness with someone else instead of with me, I will accept it. It's okay. Because I want him to be happy and loved. And yes, unfortunately, this can happen at any time and how will I handle it? Horrible at first. I'll cry, have throw tantrums, shout at myself. I'll feel that the world has ended and a piece of my heart has been taken, "my place" has been taken away. But then I can't do anything but accept and put up with it. If I see that he is happy and good for him with that woman, then this knowledge puts a little band-aid on my broken heart and I'll stay by his side as his friend and student.

Okay I'm crying now lol

UPDATEEE!!! Sorry for the late update🥺💕

Well, girls, before I got this message from R, we didn't talk for a few days. Yeah yeah ofc, we also have summer vacation at the university, and i try to live my irl life etc. (that's why I'm not always active and I'm really sorry, I miss you girls <333 *mwah*)

Back to the topic: I was with my friends all that day, we were at the nearby large lake, sunbathing and swimming. Then we walked back to the city in the afternoon-evening.(?)

I was wearing an oversized white shirt + bikini, my hair was braided and we were having a good laugh about one of my friends when my phone suddenly vibrated in the back pocket of my shorts.

And when I saw that "R." sent a message, my face froze as if all the emotions I had suppressed during the summer had hit my face.😵‍💫😩

It turned out that he drove past us just as we were laughing on the sidewalk. (lol I didn't even notice it was his car😭 i mean bc there are a lot of cars on the streets so I didn't pay attention to that ahhh)

So yeah that was a little update. BUT!!!! We started talking more again...and he calls me Bambi.😭🫣

Fuck. He slowly killing me again.

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫

I'm sorry that I don't bore you more often with my posts, I'm just a typical girl who dies because of the heat and got sunburned twenty times just so she can see her older man as often as possible, who probably sees her more as her little sister than as an adult woman and sometimes I suffer, but everything is fine girls yeah yeha salalaaa I hope you have a good summer too!