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3 years ago

IT'S HERE. THE MASTER LIST WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR, IT'S HERE

Masterpost prompts

Yours, forever

Strawberries and Cigarettes

With you, anywhere, everywhere

Kiss your scars

The Locket

You & I, it's everything

Neck Kisses

Dandelions

The fight of the stars

Come back to me

Can we stay forever

Would you?

I've fallen for you

They don't know about us

On purpose

Love me tonight

On the falling star, sequel: the light of a thousand falling stars

We'll figure it out

If one second is our forever

Our soft epilogue

I'll Hold Your Stars

Not everything has to be Malfoy-ish

Say it again, say it again and I swear I'll never stop you

You're safe with me.


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3 years ago
A Symbiotic Relationship- They Are Perfect For Each Other.
A Symbiotic Relationship- They Are Perfect For Each Other.
A Symbiotic Relationship- They Are Perfect For Each Other.

A symbiotic relationship- they are perfect for each other.

Day 6 of Potter Week Art Prompts by taryndraws - “Perfect pair”

3 years ago

Da Capo - part 2

(Part 1 )

Andante (Italian: 'walking'). Meaning the music should be played at a walking pace. Not too fast or slow.

" this is it. The top of Eiffel tower " harry waved his hand in open motion to where they stood right on the top floor of it.

Draco moved past harry to the railings and stared wide eyed at the view " harry"

" this" he turned " this isn't just nothing. This is beautiful " he grinned turning around back to the view drowning himself in the flickering lights of the passing cars and the roads and buildings that looked so small.

" I've seen more beautiful things " harry Replied as he walked forward and stood next to Draco, leaning over the railing.

" how can you not love this ?" Draco asked turning only a little to see Harry.

Harry followed his gaze to the little people on the ground, all scattered like little ants crawling on the mud..

" I've loved many beautiful usual things, but they are like a temple, people know about this, I want to love something that is only my own or something only the locals know about"

Draco wondered if only for a moment if by that he meant him but he never dared to ask, he didn't allow himself to dwell in the past.

They stayed there in the silence as Draco took pictures from of everything that was Beautiful to him until he put his camera away and turned to harry.

" let's see what's beauty to you "

Harry smiled for a moment before he took his hand and disapparated to the first spot harry could think of.

" hotĂŞl de ville" harry announced as they walked through the backstreet and to the location harry desired to be in.

" that's a a carousel harry "

" I know " harry nodded grinning " wanna ride ?"

Draco chuckled before he nodded and harry took two tickets and stepped inside the golden lit carousel with mere a few kids in the late evening and the beige of the horses offering harmony and solace to their eyes.

" I thought you liked thing's that weren't known to people "

Harry seated on the horse and turned to Draco with a small grin " okay maybe just this one thing. Just get on it and enjoy the ride "

Draco shook his head, getting on one of the horse's besides harry and gripped onto the sculpture of the molding.

" I don't get it " Draco announced a few minutes later after they had begun the ride.

" close your eyes " harry mumbled.

" what!" Draco asked, his voice echoing in the fast wind passing through them.

" close your eyes and feel it " harry announced once again and this time Draco did close his eyes and felt it.

" you feel this wind, this light that burns in your shut eyes, the sound of the carousel moving and the bell ringing, the feeling of floating. You can never feel this on top of the Eiffel tower or notre dame. It's one of a kind " Harry opened his eyes and turned to see Draco smiling with his eyes closed, his chin held high.

" this place reminds me of I've grown upto fast to enjoy what I should've, how people are seeking the glorious ageing without stopping to halt for a moment to enjoy this"

Draco turned to see Harry looking through the carousel to the crowd outside walking by probably judging them for being in the carousel.

" we deserve a break. All of us " Draco responded.

" We're all made of glass, not of metal, too fragile yet the strongest to exist " harry whimsically rhymed along as he tipped his head back and stared at the ceiling filled with the golden and rose of Beautiful paintings.

" you still write ?" Draco asked staring at harry but he didn't reply. He just smiled.

" ready to go to the next place ?" Harry asked after a few moments of knowing Draco has captured the ride on Polaroids.

" ready as ever "

And they went back to the same alley and disapparted to love lock brigde in Paris.

" this is basically a love lock brigde, how can you be the only one to admire it's beauty " Draco asked as he held up the camera high and clicked a few more pictures.

" shush, you talk too much. Just watch " harry smiled as he stood in the Middle of the bridge, Draco next to him.

" what am I supposed to watch ?"

" people, promises, a few being broken, love, everything, wishes, hope " harry replied " this is the only place in the world where you see everything and yet fail to see everything "

Draco breathed until his little curved lips turned into a bigger smile and watched as people put locks on the bridge and throwing away the key in the river.

" I come here when I forget that love exist " harry announced a few minutes later.

" you forget love exists ?" Draco asked curiously.

" don't we all ?" Harry questioned back.

Draco resumed watching harry for a few moments before a blacksmith walked by them and Draco decided to buy a lock.

" mercì" Draco replied with a smile and walked to the side to find a spot.

" what are you gonna wish for ?" Harry asked

" everything and nothing " Draco replied smiling before he found one spot at the bottom, put the lock and threw away the key into the water.

" have you ever put a lock here ?" Draco asked.

Harry gave him the tiniest of smile before he marched forward Draco watching him as his shoes knocked the bridge with the smallest of sound and the clinking of his watch dangling on his wrist until he halted and Draco joined him.

" I was about to put a lock here " harry replied finally

" why didn't you ?" Draco asked.

" because I had no promises to wish for " harry replied staring at the glistening water.

" not even one ?" Draco asked. Harry didn't reply.

" next place ?" Harry asked suddenly.

Draco nodded with a small smile and the disapparted from where they came from to the final spot of the evening..

" river seine " Harry announced.

" take of your shoes " harry demanded as he he took off his own.

" why ?" Draco asked

" just do as I say " harry rolled his eyes in a soft roll, lifting his shoes and socks in his hand and walking over to the bank of the river.

Draco followed harry taking off his shoes and following him to the bank.

" sit " Harry patted the spot next to him, putting his feets under the water, wiggling his toes due to the effect of cold water before he adjusted to its temperature.

" isn't the water cold ?" Draco asked as he reluctantly sat by Harry

" a bit. You'll get used to it " harry replied looking down at the water, smiling to himself.

Draco hesitated before he inhaled sharply and put his feets in the water " fuck, it's cold" he winced

" don't take them out. It'll be fine in a few seconds " harry chuckled watching Draco adapting to the cold water.

" come on, I've done this in November, be a little brave and stop wiggling " harry teased laughing at him.

" you're a bloody maniac, that's what you are" Draco rolled his eyes as he stopped wiggling his feets too much and let the water flow through them.

" see, it gets better " harry said after a few moments and leaned back, gazing at Draco on his side.

" why this place ?" Draco asked as he leaned forward and watched the view. It was remarkable if Draco had to define it with but it was simple, too simple for someone like him.

" not everything have to have a meaning " harry whispered as his eyes fluttered close, then opened them again to find Draco's eyes pouring into his own.

" it's got to have a meaning, it's your place " Draco pointed

Harry just shook his head smiling, straightening his hand as he looked at the sky above them " not every place. This is just calming. It's beautiful "

" alright " a pause " I'll say what's in it for me. There's a beautiful old couple sitting by the bench on the opposite side, you can see the Eiffel tower from here, the boats look good and it's beautiful "

Harry chuckled shaking his eyes head before he met Draco's eyes again and bit his lip with the softest pluck " okay " he whispered in small coherent words and simply enjoyed the moment.

They didn't talk to each other anymore, or whispered but just relished and found pleasure in each other's presence. It casted a feeling of perhaps basking in the sun with soft breeze only it was night and all was dark but it cultured the same feeling in them and perhaps this is why harry came here, to be pleasured in the two things he loved the most, the warmth of being in the sun and the silence of the night.

" if it's not easy living why don't you just come back ?" Draco finally asked passing his hand through the water then bringing them to push back his hair.

" what's the fun in easy " harry shrugged

Draco frowned at him, then shook his head after a while " you've always loved complications "

Harry stared at Draco with an unknown feeling overwhelming his senses but he hid them too well, like they had been buried under too many layers to be found at the surface " complications find a way to me, i don't ask for them " yet somehow Harry had bitterly replied and shut off his eyes as soon as he had realized the bitterness.

" We're too young to be broken/ too fragile to find wings/too versatile to change/ let me breath In the shallows/let me drown in hollows/ let me be the king of my crown/ let me relish my age/we're too young to be crowned/too broken to be yours own "

" you just wrote this ?" Draco huffed out a surprised laugh.

Harry opened his eyes again, smiling to himself, finding pleasuring in that surprise then finally opening his eyes again, responding " I did "

" so you still write " Draco smirked a little, impressed by the moment's creation.

" what did you think of today ?" Harry finally asked smiling at the same blonde boy sitting by his side in the flowy salmon shirt and the irresistible smile on his face.

" today was nice " Draco replied smiling then turned around to see the water's again.

" today was nice " harry repeated smiling to himself before he too leaned forward and watched the water again.

Part 3

I don't know what is this but this is what it is I guess. If you think I know where's this going, no I don't. Tagging a few people who reblogged @thebusyfangirl @loves-to-read-fanfic @desencante @onomtonks

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Da Capo

Dialogue Prompt 16- " because I love you, is that what you wanted to hear " requested by @sunflowerishdolphin ( your last remaining request ) | TW- NONE |

Da Capo-(Italian: from the beginning); at the end of a piece of music or a section of it, means that it should be played or sung again from the beginning.

He shut the door behind him, locking immediately, putting those grocery bags on the counter and turned on the voice Machine , picking up the mails from the corner table reading who addressed them as he simultaneously heard the voice messages like his usual evening, a routine that had became a practice.

" you have 2 new messages "

" hey harry, this is Clint. Send me those pictures via e-mail, could you ? Call me when you get back "

Harry subconsciously nodded as he read the next mail addressed from the burrow.

" harry "

He stopped dead in his movements as he stared at the tiles on the floor, hearing that very familiar voice.

" I- I know I should not- you know- never mind. Uh, call me or not, whatever. Just- how do you end this-" the voice message echoed with rustling until it ended with a beep and harry couldn't bring himself to stop the beeping.

When one of the apple fell down over the ground creating a thud, harry broke free from his locked moment of strangeness and shut off the beep. He stared at the number long enough to remember his past, the horrors, the pain, the anguish, the agony of it all but he couldn't resist himself from Noting down the number on the notepad and just staring at it.

He had called, 1 year and 6 months later, he had called.

Harry left the notepad like it had been resting on the counter and went out to the garden to water his plants and get some peace from the quick Sand of the emotions that had started overwhelming in the presence of the noted down number. But it didn't help the rail of his thoughts that resulted in overflowing of the pots.

The evening had turned into a chilly night yet without a care he kept staring at the TV screen blankly, finding it hard to forget that voice message. That familiarity in the voice had almost Haunted harry every night in dreams and that un-advanced way of not knowing still how to end a voice message made harry smile if only for a moment but he was strongly reminded of how had things ended, in fights, In rush, in sadness, in heart break.

He wanted to call back and ask him why had he called, he even stood before the phone, dialing almost the entire number but could never gather the entire courage to actually call him back. How could he ? After everything that had happened, how could he?

It had been almost 1 and half year since harry moved to a small town in Paris living in a muggle suburb and still learning French but he had sat in his balcony drowning in rain, yet he never felt at home. He never wanted to leave Britain, London but what choice did he had but to leave everything behind and start new, a fresh start and yet all he felt was moving backwards. He loved it here, the neighborhood, the children on the streets, the grocery man, Adrian's little shop around the corner yet the smell of the Rain, the smell of laundry, the Blooming garden, the sunlight, nothing felt the same, not like how it was when he was with him. Nothing ever felt the same anymore .

Somewhere around blankly staring at the TV, the screen had Turned grey with no more left to watch when harry forcibly picked himself up and put himself to bed, relentlessly tossing and turning until sleep had returned to him like previous night's.

You can't stop thinking about me .

That's not true.

Do you really think so? Then why am I here ?

You tell me.

He sighed, his voice flourishing and sounding like the softest of breeze, you can feel it too, can't you, you know I will be there with you..

I can't feel anything. A pause.

You're coming?

Do you want me to ?

Harry tossed one last time, slowly opening his eyes in the silence of the night and the street light outside flickering with yellow and black. He sighed to himself as he sat right up and followed the line of sight to where the phone was kept.

" hi, draco, hi- uh, you called. I- didn't know about it- just got your message- I wanted to check what you called for so leave me a message or call me in the mor-"

" harry?"

Harry stilled with the phone pressed against his ear, his breathing sounding very clear like he had held the phone very close to himself as if holding it too close would make the conversation more real.

He stared at his feets on the ground comprehending how to respond, he had not expected draco to pick up-

" harry, you there ?"

" yeah, yeah. Uh sorry- I just- " he breathed " isn't it late ?"

" sort of yeah. I just- I came from a run "

" this late at night ?"

" yeah " he breathed.

Harry breathed.

" you called earlier ?"

" yeah " a long pause before he released a rolling breath and spoke again " I'm visiting Paris and I- I know you're there, so I was just wondering if you'd like to meet sometime if you're free of course ?"

Harry's fingers coiled to the telephone loop, a little smile forming over his lips as he whispered " Sure. When ?"

" this weekend "

" I'll pick you up ?"

" that'd be- nice " he breathed.

" okay "

" okay "

They breathed.

" I'll send the details via mail " he added

" okay "

And they finally cut the call but all harry did was stare at his feets on the ground crossed together as if it offered any peace.

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The sun had rose like usual with the birds chirping just outside Harry's balcony, the usual ringing of his alarm clock went unnoticed as harry stepped out of the long shower. He padded across the room water dripping down his neck due to his washed hair, finally shutting off the Alarm. He stared at the watch as minutes stroke by, his mind lost in the moving of the minute hands until a shiver has ran down his spine and he dropped the clock on the bed and fetched the shirt and the pants he has decided to worn a day before. The same blue flowy shirt and the same Khaki pants.

Anxiety was not a surprise visitor anymore as harry fidgeted wearing his watch over his rest and tying his shoe laces that at some point, harry left them be thinking that if he'd fall, he'd fall. He ran all around the apartment going from one room to another to living room because his things were scattered all across until finally the clock stroke 12 and harry left the apartment in his second hand ford from 1985.

Harry leaned against his car in front of the France ministry of magic building waiting for draco to come with sun bouncing over his soft brunette hair, checking his watch every minute or two.

And there he was, the same boy walking through the door carrying 2 bags in a soft cotton red faded shirt and washed blue jeans.

" waited for long ?"he asked awkwardly.

Harry shook his head as he took his bags and dropped them in back seat.

" I- harry- I just wanted to ask something "

Harry frowned but nodded as he opened the car door for draco.

" this isn't awkward, is it ?"

Harry huffed out a breath, glancing behind draco for a moment. Was it awkward,of course but he Wanted to settle through the awkwardness and not be like one of those people who can't visit their ex.

" it is a bit but we'll settle in. After all we're friends, right ?"

Draco chuckled softly before he nodded " we can be "

Harry smiled before he stepped away and let draco take the passenger seat and settled into his driver's seat as well.

" Hungry ?" Harry asked as the ignition roared.

Draco nodded " very "

" I know just the place " harry smiled putting on his sunglasses and drove to exactly where he needed to.

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Things remained a bit awkward with draco as harry adjusted to all new information and forgot thinking of draco as an ex he scrambled away from and reminded himself more to treat him like the way he used to before the relationship happened.

But despite that the wicked angels that remained on Harry's shoulder reminded him to be careful this time and even if he harry heard them, he ignored as he served draco the croissant he has freshly picked up from the bakery around the corner.

" what about the eiffel tower ?" Draco asked as he sipped his lemon tea, taking the plate of croissant away from harry.

" it's overrated but worth it. It's better in the evening, I'll take you there " harry replied as he ate his own.

" oh shit- I forgot. I had to be at work 15 minutes ago. I'll see you later yeah " draco hurried with his baked food and picked up his bag he has came with and disapparated from within the apartment.

Harry collapsed down on the chair thinking to himself what was he doing. How could he just forget everything and move on and pretend like nothing happened like he had been doing for days. He hated the pretending, the " I'm doing fine without you " act or we're better as friends act, he hated it but as draco would come from the hotel every afternoon and sometimes stay by till the evening, harry would allow himself to relish in those moments and let be.

"the real question is do you really want to be friends or not ?" Jade asks as she dressed the mannequin with new shirt introduced in this work fashion line.

" i- i don't know jade. Do I want to forget everything and move forward, yes but I can't just look at him pretend we don't have a past " harry kicked the ground as he was leaned against the wall in the cubicle with jade and the white mannequin for display.

" Harry, the past is the past. It doesn't matter anymore. And you know the whole thing about ex's can't be friends,it's shit, I'm friends with my first boyfriend " jade replied with the pin between her lips as he tucked the buttons together.

" your first boyfriend is gay now. You're not helping jade-"

" look harry. Is it worth it ? Is it worth spending time with him? Is it worth meeting him again everyday ? Is it worth being friends with him again ? Those are the real questions " She asked with her head titled for emphasis, her hands in the air waiting for his response.

Harry sighed closing his eyes, opening them again and spoke " I think. He's changed a lot and he's different now"

" well there you go and you know what, even if you don't want to be friends or anything, he's just visiting. He's not going to stay here forever you know and you barely visit home, so friends or no friends, it won't matter much" jade shrugged as she put the mannequin the hat and stretched her neck backwards to check the entire look before nodding to herself and stepping out of the cubicle, harry following him.

" I guess you're right " harry mumbled. Jade nodded and they departed to their response departments of work.

When the evening arrived he met draco Outside his work building and strolled off to where they could disapparate from without being noticed.

" it's a beautiful place " draco suddenly said as they were walking down the streets.

" it is " harry hummed nodding, pocketing his hand.

" don't you ever-" Breath " like miss home ? Everyone else?" He asked

Harry thought for a moment before he replied with all he could think of " it's a part of starting fresh. I miss people back home but I love it here too, everyone's nice "

" but doesn't it ever get lonely ?" Draco asked as he now walked right by Harry's side.

" sometimes but other times I just forget " harry shrugged looking forward before crossing the road.

" forget what ?" Draco asked as he ran to maintain his pace with harry.

" forget that I'm lonely. The best way to not get lonely is just not to think of being lonely " harry shrugged as he for a moment looked at Draco before he entered the dark Empty alley.

" is it easy ?" Draco asked as he stood before harry taking his hand for side along disapparation.

Harry gazed at draco, allowing the free sensation of holding his hand making him feel closer to home before he took a step forward towards draco.

" no "

And disapparated.

might turn into a series fiction. @drarrywords thanks for beta reading this..

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3 years ago

Da Capo - part 4

Part 1 , 2 & 3

A capriccio or caprice (in Italian, capricci), is a piece of music, usually fairly free in form and of a lively character.

There was a weird itching or irk in a way as Harry longingly stared at his ceiling. The sound of the minute hand and second hand moving inside the glass of the watch was so incredible loud yet so unimaginably silent, you could only hear it if you wanted to, was harry trying to, perhaps. He was maybe waiting for the clock to strike 2 am just so he knew he could let go in the night. There's always been something so mystical or obscure or indefinite about the night that makes you raw, dangerous, vulnerable and maybe that's why harry was always afraid of the night, not the dark but the time where it comes to peel of your snake skin and show to the whole damn world who you are, who you have become, who you changed into. Harry might've loved the danger but this night, sleep didn't come to him, he was too busy thinking about the drenching in the rain and the river bank side, everything about it was turning into spontaneous reel ready to be put on for the show yet the reel was empty. The emptiness was Maybe because of the lack of the pretentious wall where there was nothing left to hide or maybe it were the emotions Harry had managed to conceal so well or buried underneath his skin so well that nobody but him knew what they were.

The clock stroke 2 am and the moving of the fan blades only offered so much distraction and harry got out of his own pretty bed with white cotton sheets and drank some water standing on the kitchen counter watching the phone with piercing gaze.

He stared at it long enough that impatiently without another thought after 10 minutes picked up the dialler, almost dialled the number, then stooped and went to bed, scurrying under his sheets and sleeping away the night.

But what happened the next morning was completely unexpected. Harry had just gotten out of his boring cubicle, losing jade in the crowd and ultimately landed up with some work to pair up the mannequin in a new fashionable way and harry was almost set into doing it when he heard the knock on the glass window he was working inside to design. Harry frowned as soon as his eyes landed on Draco standing there in a cute little Typical Paris beret and white oversized shirt with washed jeans. He wore those often.

Harry immediately went outside the building to meet Draco..

" how- how did you know I work here ?" Harry asked

" I didn't actually. I was passing by and I saw you and I thought I'd stop by and say hi " Draco replied tipping off on his toes then going back to standing on heels.

Harry pressed his lips in a thin line before replying " hi "

Draco grinned, bowing his head a little, then saying " hi "

They awkwardly stood there in silence hoping at least one of them would say something but fate maybe had others plans and jade interrupted.

" harry, June wants those new designs- and who might this gentlemen be ?" Jade asked smiling, offering her hand forward for a firm handshake with Draco.

" jade that's Draco, Draco that's jade. We work together, pretty much among the only few people I know around here " harry introduced them in the most awkward way possible and as if jade had sensed the awkwardness she spoke up.

"oh hey we're throwing a going away party for my roomate Tonight, why don't you come ?" She asked Draco.

" I- I'd-"

" we insist " harry urged

" I was about to say I will but now I think I really will have to despite the lie in my I will was I'd try " Draco tried to joke, failed miserably and then everything turned awkward once again.

" uh- I'm gonna go and get back to my work. You come to the party and harry, please be inside in five minutes " and she tipped back inside the building leaving them alone.

"so " harry whistled.

"So I guess I'll see you at the party, then " Draco " he perked his lips into a little pout before he turned a little so he could walk ahead anytime.

" uh Draco, not be to be awkward but you'd have to stop by my place Before you to the party " harry raised his eyebrows expectedly.

" why's that ?" Draco asked thoroughly confused.

" you- you don't know where she lives and I do therefore if you're going to the party I'd have to drop you off so that should explain why you'd need to stop by " harry bit the inside of his little Just a little in total subconsciousness waiting for Draco to Reply anytime soon.

Draco rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment chuckling in Little soft sounds before he nodded " I'd stop by. 8 works ?"

" I'll see you then " for some reason harry did the finger guns which Draco awkwardly stared at then practically huried inside leaving Draco just there.

" you're hopeless " jade smirked.

" thank you for telling me what I already knew " Harry gave her a moment smile then morphed his face into a serious one and getting back to work.

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Harry was in the process of wearing his shirt when the door was repeatedly knocked on that he had to practically run for the door holding onto his shirt for dear life.

" thank you for that. Why couldn't you had just done this after the dog had eaten me alive " Draco shivered as he hurried inside once harry had let him in.

Harry chuckled shutting the door behind him then clothing his shirt buttons off and only then turned to Draco.

" that was mrs. Pierre's dog. Kind of a mix. He's really sweet once you get comfortable with him "

" with a face like that, Merlin I'm fine with pocket dogs " Draco rolled his eyes then sitting down on the sofa waiting for Harry to finish dressing up.

" you mean the actual pocket dog or the pomeranian ?" Harry asked leaning down to wear his shoes whilst sitting on a chair.

" there's an Actual pocket dog ?" Draco asked almost amused

" yeah " harry nodded then tying his shoe laces. Draco only nodded in pure amusement but didn't remain on the topic any longer.

" ready to go ?" Harry asked 5 minutes after having checked for everything being intact in the apartment.

" as ever " Draco nodded getting up, with a small bouquet in his hand.

" whats the bouquet for ?" Harry asked with an amusing smile grazed across his face.

" ah- well it's a going away party and I just thought- well- should I discard this ? I didn't know what else to do or bring ?" Draco hopelessly asked looking at his bouquet as if he was finding some flaw to just leave it behind..

" I'm kidding- just teasing. She'd love that actually.. a huge botany fan really " harry chuckled softly then without wasting time led both of them outside.

They walked for almost about 7 minutes until they finally reached the destination and approached the rooftop as adviced before and mingled into the little party.

It was a fun, secluded, good good-bye party in every since if Draco didn't absolutely wanted to rip off the bouquet he bought into shreds..

" would you stop with that staring? It's not gonna kill me " harry laughed lightly then drinking a bit more of his water.

" you said she was a botany fan " Draco glared at harry

" well- I bluffed like they do while playing cards " harry shrugged with a frown, putting his glass on the table.

" I hate you for this. Now everyone thinks I'm the weird guy with flowers " Draco rolled his eyes.

" who cares what they think, I'd be glad if someone bought me flowers in a party. Shows you care " harry bobbed his head in a single nod as if trying to emphasise that it was a naturally good deed.

Draco rolled his eyes at harry again, setting the bouquet down on the chair and finally mingling into the party night.

They must've been pretty off or having a very boring conversation or maybe jade was just lonely that she joined them by the fence.

" Draco, right ?"

" yeah, jade " Draco nodded shaking hands with her again..

" harry told me about you actually. That little touring around Paris. Harry have an odd way of seeing things " jade pointed at harry who just shrugged it off, he didn't mind seeing things differently.

" that is true but I'm not complaining. I loved the night, couldn't have been better " Draco smiled and harry allowed himself only for a moment if it were only a moment to just openly stare at draco and admire whatever he'd missed upon ever since his arrival. He allowed himself to drown again in the reminiscent of all he had moved on from but for this one little moment, he allowed himself to be sat on a boat that took him back to where it all started, just with simplicity.

" I assume you won't be here for long, when do you leave for home then ?" Harry had heard jade asked and it only hit him then that draco wasn't going to stay forever, he was going to leave at some point and it unconsciously made his heart clench that he didn't know could happen.

" actually in 2 more days "

" you're leaving on Monday ?" Harry asked without acknowledging that jade had opened her Mouth to say something but had immediately shut it down upon realising she no longer could say anything else.

" oh, yes. I leave on Monday " Draco smiled at harry.

Harry chose to drink instead.

Later that night when they had been walking back to Harry's place in the dead of the night, harry had allowed his wonderment to finally approach his lips and let the words slip before he could've wanted to stop them, but that was the irrational part of him and he said it even if he didn't.

" you didn't tell me you were leaving so soon "

" you never asked " Draco smiled.

The wind howled between them in a soft breeze and the leaves on the ground crunched as Harry nodded repeatedly walking down the pavement..

" you don't mind it, do you ?" Draco asked finally.

" oh no, you were bound to leave sometime. I just never asked. My fault " harry replied with a thin smile then took a sharp right to his place.

" but I should've told you " Draco added..

Yes, he should've so harry could've prepared himself more, prepared himself better but then again maybe he was too good of an actor to let it effect him at all anyways anymore.

" your can't possibly cover all of Paris in 2 days " harry said after a while.

" I couldn't even if I wanted to. Paris is not just a one day place, it's more than just that " Draco nodded.

Harry pushed his back back softly, running his hand through his hair as his shirt filled inside with air and he let himself wonder again of the time when he had first came to paris on a simple trip but the city has made him stay.

" it is more than just that " harry nodded too.

" you didn't see the special notre dame or the trocadero or the arc De Triomphe or the cruise. Pity " harry clicked his tounge as he watched ahead of the road finding it hard to believe that time had flown soo fast.

" but it's not like I saw nothing. I saw the top of the Eiffel tower, the carousel, dipped my feets in the water, the love lock brigde. For all I care, it's better than sitting on a cruise with a bunch of posh people who discuss golf or people who would constantly come up and say can you click a picture of us "

Harry laughed softly shaking his head " that was a terrible french accent "

" gosh I knew " Draco vigorously single bobbed his head for a damned emphasis but upon watching harry laugh louder little by little, he let himself laugh too at his own absurdity.

It didn't matter who stared at them or how many people they woke up with their obnoxious loud laughter,all they cared about was this moment. This one moment which ever In history could have been a turning point if harry had not just simply admired Draco at the moment or decided to secretly store away the sound of Draco Laughing, if he had only done something but like every poet, Harry has taken away pieces of Draco and stored it into his bleeding heart hoping that one day when he'd press the paper to his heart, it'd get blotched and would leave a remarkable print that even van Gogh could not have painted because it was Only his own. Like every poet, he'd scream in this poetry one day, he'd bleed in it like the rupturing veins of how he didn't peel off his snake skin that night.

" I wish I could stay forever " Draco said after a while in a patient sigh as he stopped over the bridge over the river to get to Harry's place just to admire everything around them in one more moment. Harry admired too in that one more moment where he watched Draco admiring, he let his quill dip into his vein for ink and he wrote,

He wishes too, he wishes too.

I think safe to say that the last two chapters had turned out pretty shorter than the first one's. Anywho.

Da Capo

Dialogue Prompt 16- " because I love you, is that what you wanted to hear " requested by @sunflowerishdolphin ( your last remaining request ) | TW- NONE |

Da Capo-(Italian: from the beginning); at the end of a piece of music or a section of it, means that it should be played or sung again from the beginning.

He shut the door behind him, locking immediately, putting those grocery bags on the counter and turned on the voice Machine , picking up the mails from the corner table reading who addressed them as he simultaneously heard the voice messages like his usual evening, a routine that had became a practice.

" you have 2 new messages "

" hey harry, this is Clint. Send me those pictures via e-mail, could you ? Call me when you get back "

Harry subconsciously nodded as he read the next mail addressed from the burrow.

" harry "

He stopped dead in his movements as he stared at the tiles on the floor, hearing that very familiar voice.

" I- I know I should not- you know- never mind. Uh, call me or not, whatever. Just- how do you end this-" the voice message echoed with rustling until it ended with a beep and harry couldn't bring himself to stop the beeping.

When one of the apple fell down over the ground creating a thud, harry broke free from his locked moment of strangeness and shut off the beep. He stared at the number long enough to remember his past, the horrors, the pain, the anguish, the agony of it all but he couldn't resist himself from Noting down the number on the notepad and just staring at it.

He had called, 1 year and 6 months later, he had called.

Harry left the notepad like it had been resting on the counter and went out to the garden to water his plants and get some peace from the quick Sand of the emotions that had started overwhelming in the presence of the noted down number. But it didn't help the rail of his thoughts that resulted in overflowing of the pots.

The evening had turned into a chilly night yet without a care he kept staring at the TV screen blankly, finding it hard to forget that voice message. That familiarity in the voice had almost Haunted harry every night in dreams and that un-advanced way of not knowing still how to end a voice message made harry smile if only for a moment but he was strongly reminded of how had things ended, in fights, In rush, in sadness, in heart break.

He wanted to call back and ask him why had he called, he even stood before the phone, dialing almost the entire number but could never gather the entire courage to actually call him back. How could he ? After everything that had happened, how could he?

It had been almost 1 and half year since harry moved to a small town in Paris living in a muggle suburb and still learning French but he had sat in his balcony drowning in rain, yet he never felt at home. He never wanted to leave Britain, London but what choice did he had but to leave everything behind and start new, a fresh start and yet all he felt was moving backwards. He loved it here, the neighborhood, the children on the streets, the grocery man, Adrian's little shop around the corner yet the smell of the Rain, the smell of laundry, the Blooming garden, the sunlight, nothing felt the same, not like how it was when he was with him. Nothing ever felt the same anymore .

Somewhere around blankly staring at the TV, the screen had Turned grey with no more left to watch when harry forcibly picked himself up and put himself to bed, relentlessly tossing and turning until sleep had returned to him like previous night's.

You can't stop thinking about me .

That's not true.

Do you really think so? Then why am I here ?

You tell me.

He sighed, his voice flourishing and sounding like the softest of breeze, you can feel it too, can't you, you know I will be there with you..

I can't feel anything. A pause.

You're coming?

Do you want me to ?

Harry tossed one last time, slowly opening his eyes in the silence of the night and the street light outside flickering with yellow and black. He sighed to himself as he sat right up and followed the line of sight to where the phone was kept.

" hi, draco, hi- uh, you called. I- didn't know about it- just got your message- I wanted to check what you called for so leave me a message or call me in the mor-"

" harry?"

Harry stilled with the phone pressed against his ear, his breathing sounding very clear like he had held the phone very close to himself as if holding it too close would make the conversation more real.

He stared at his feets on the ground comprehending how to respond, he had not expected draco to pick up-

" harry, you there ?"

" yeah, yeah. Uh sorry- I just- " he breathed " isn't it late ?"

" sort of yeah. I just- I came from a run "

" this late at night ?"

" yeah " he breathed.

Harry breathed.

" you called earlier ?"

" yeah " a long pause before he released a rolling breath and spoke again " I'm visiting Paris and I- I know you're there, so I was just wondering if you'd like to meet sometime if you're free of course ?"

Harry's fingers coiled to the telephone loop, a little smile forming over his lips as he whispered " Sure. When ?"

" this weekend "

" I'll pick you up ?"

" that'd be- nice " he breathed.

" okay "

" okay "

They breathed.

" I'll send the details via mail " he added

" okay "

And they finally cut the call but all harry did was stare at his feets on the ground crossed together as if it offered any peace.

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The sun had rose like usual with the birds chirping just outside Harry's balcony, the usual ringing of his alarm clock went unnoticed as harry stepped out of the long shower. He padded across the room water dripping down his neck due to his washed hair, finally shutting off the Alarm. He stared at the watch as minutes stroke by, his mind lost in the moving of the minute hands until a shiver has ran down his spine and he dropped the clock on the bed and fetched the shirt and the pants he has decided to worn a day before. The same blue flowy shirt and the same Khaki pants.

Anxiety was not a surprise visitor anymore as harry fidgeted wearing his watch over his rest and tying his shoe laces that at some point, harry left them be thinking that if he'd fall, he'd fall. He ran all around the apartment going from one room to another to living room because his things were scattered all across until finally the clock stroke 12 and harry left the apartment in his second hand ford from 1985.

Harry leaned against his car in front of the France ministry of magic building waiting for draco to come with sun bouncing over his soft brunette hair, checking his watch every minute or two.

And there he was, the same boy walking through the door carrying 2 bags in a soft cotton red faded shirt and washed blue jeans.

" waited for long ?"he asked awkwardly.

Harry shook his head as he took his bags and dropped them in back seat.

" I- harry- I just wanted to ask something "

Harry frowned but nodded as he opened the car door for draco.

" this isn't awkward, is it ?"

Harry huffed out a breath, glancing behind draco for a moment. Was it awkward,of course but he Wanted to settle through the awkwardness and not be like one of those people who can't visit their ex.

" it is a bit but we'll settle in. After all we're friends, right ?"

Draco chuckled softly before he nodded " we can be "

Harry smiled before he stepped away and let draco take the passenger seat and settled into his driver's seat as well.

" Hungry ?" Harry asked as the ignition roared.

Draco nodded " very "

" I know just the place " harry smiled putting on his sunglasses and drove to exactly where he needed to.

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Things remained a bit awkward with draco as harry adjusted to all new information and forgot thinking of draco as an ex he scrambled away from and reminded himself more to treat him like the way he used to before the relationship happened.

But despite that the wicked angels that remained on Harry's shoulder reminded him to be careful this time and even if he harry heard them, he ignored as he served draco the croissant he has freshly picked up from the bakery around the corner.

" what about the eiffel tower ?" Draco asked as he sipped his lemon tea, taking the plate of croissant away from harry.

" it's overrated but worth it. It's better in the evening, I'll take you there " harry replied as he ate his own.

" oh shit- I forgot. I had to be at work 15 minutes ago. I'll see you later yeah " draco hurried with his baked food and picked up his bag he has came with and disapparated from within the apartment.

Harry collapsed down on the chair thinking to himself what was he doing. How could he just forget everything and move on and pretend like nothing happened like he had been doing for days. He hated the pretending, the " I'm doing fine without you " act or we're better as friends act, he hated it but as draco would come from the hotel every afternoon and sometimes stay by till the evening, harry would allow himself to relish in those moments and let be.

"the real question is do you really want to be friends or not ?" Jade asks as she dressed the mannequin with new shirt introduced in this work fashion line.

" i- i don't know jade. Do I want to forget everything and move forward, yes but I can't just look at him pretend we don't have a past " harry kicked the ground as he was leaned against the wall in the cubicle with jade and the white mannequin for display.

" Harry, the past is the past. It doesn't matter anymore. And you know the whole thing about ex's can't be friends,it's shit, I'm friends with my first boyfriend " jade replied with the pin between her lips as he tucked the buttons together.

" your first boyfriend is gay now. You're not helping jade-"

" look harry. Is it worth it ? Is it worth spending time with him? Is it worth meeting him again everyday ? Is it worth being friends with him again ? Those are the real questions " She asked with her head titled for emphasis, her hands in the air waiting for his response.

Harry sighed closing his eyes, opening them again and spoke " I think. He's changed a lot and he's different now"

" well there you go and you know what, even if you don't want to be friends or anything, he's just visiting. He's not going to stay here forever you know and you barely visit home, so friends or no friends, it won't matter much" jade shrugged as she put the mannequin the hat and stretched her neck backwards to check the entire look before nodding to herself and stepping out of the cubicle, harry following him.

" I guess you're right " harry mumbled. Jade nodded and they departed to their response departments of work.

When the evening arrived he met draco Outside his work building and strolled off to where they could disapparate from without being noticed.

" it's a beautiful place " draco suddenly said as they were walking down the streets.

" it is " harry hummed nodding, pocketing his hand.

" don't you ever-" Breath " like miss home ? Everyone else?" He asked

Harry thought for a moment before he replied with all he could think of " it's a part of starting fresh. I miss people back home but I love it here too, everyone's nice "

" but doesn't it ever get lonely ?" Draco asked as he now walked right by Harry's side.

" sometimes but other times I just forget " harry shrugged looking forward before crossing the road.

" forget what ?" Draco asked as he ran to maintain his pace with harry.

" forget that I'm lonely. The best way to not get lonely is just not to think of being lonely " harry shrugged as he for a moment looked at Draco before he entered the dark Empty alley.

" is it easy ?" Draco asked as he stood before harry taking his hand for side along disapparation.

Harry gazed at draco, allowing the free sensation of holding his hand making him feel closer to home before he took a step forward towards draco.

" no "

And disapparated.

might turn into a series fiction. @drarrywords thanks for beta reading this..

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3 years ago

congrats on 300!! you absolutely deserve it and more. and since we all love some angst how about 22. “Look, he/she wants you, just make him/her happy.” with harry saying that to draco because the more hurt the better. or 20. “Could you just take this pain away ? It hurts, so much… Help me.” set in hbp were their dating and harry's having the voldemort nightmare were his scar hurts. whatever you want, thank you❤

Okay, I'm sorry In advance. Thank you anon. Prompt 22 updated on list.

Just one eclipse

Dialogue Prompt 20- could you take this pain away? It hurts so much .. help me

TW- ANGST | HURT MOSTLY LESS COMFORT

" so much pain for someone so young "

" hey i know I'm a bit late but I was just picking up these Oran- harry ?" Draco immediately crouched to the ground next to a weeping harry, rubbing his back.

" love, hey, hey, what happened ?" Draco asked as he sat down properly over the ground, trying to calm him down but harry kept sobbing in draco's white shirt, soaking him through.

" harry, what happened ? Did someone say something to you or what ?" Draco whispered as he passed his hands through Harry's hair after having embraced him in a hug.

" it hurts " harry choked on his own sobs.

" where? Where does it hurt ?" Draco asked as he created some distance between them to see any signs of any injuries upon his boyfriend..

" it hurts and I'm so tired of it " harry sobbed again.

Draco frowned as he wiped Harry's tears from his sleeves, kissing his forehead.

" what happened harry ?" He asked again.

" I can't sleep " harry replied in soft whimpers.

" why ?" Draco asked again as he harry hiccupped.

" these nightmares. They don't go away. It still hurts " harry replied

" even after those sleeping potions and those muggle sleeping pills ?" Draco asked

" I thought they'd stop but they didn't. He still" he hiccupped " comes in my dreams. I can see him murdering people, torturing them. It hurts draco. It hurts so much " harry started weeping again.

Draco's heart leaped with guilt as he hugged harry again, rubbing smooth circles on his back " it'll be fine one day "

" please, just- could you take this pain away . It's hurts to much " harry cried " help me draco, help me "

But draco couldn't. He couldn't help him except for rubbing circles on his back, kissing his face momentarily, assuring him that one day everything would be fine. There was nothing he could do. He swore he'd take away his pain if he could. He swore if he could take away the pain inflicted upon harry, he'd take it, he swore he would, but only he couldn't. He knew he couldn't.

But wasn't he hurting too !?

When they met again around the black lake again in the cold night a few days after December had begun, harry was doing better, he was hurting but he was doing better. Draco wasn't but he swore to himself he'd never let harry knew he was suffering. He couldn't afford harry losing his Sanity because draco was suffering. He just couldn't do that to him. In their little bubble, Harry was rested against draco's chest, his arms wrapped around his torso, muttering about the weird incidents happening in the school.

" everything's weird. These incidents. Who do you think are behind this ?" Harry asked softly.

Draco gulped as disgust brimmed his head but he replied in soft humour " you need to know everything, don't you" because draco wasn't ready yet, he wasn't ready to tell yet. He swore to himself he would but he was afraid of learning that he was thinking of breaking that swore promise.

"no, but it's just- it's weird. It's creating a bad influence upon everything you know " harry replied before he looked up and kissed draco softly over the cheeks without a reason.

" what was that for ?" Draco asked frowning.

" I gotta make these count you know, what if something happened to you and you have to be sent back home or something " harry shrugged looking back at the trees above them again.

Draco's face scrunched in disgust with tears glimmering his eyes. He hated himself. He so-

" hey, what have you been doing around the seventh floor corridor lately ?"

" what ?" Draco froze fearing he'd been caught, his heart racing faster. He couldn't tell now, not now, maybe after Christmas, not now.

" the seventh floor corridor. Around the room of requirements?" Harry asked with furrowed face looking at Draco.

" room of requirements is on seventh floor, I didn't know that " draco lied

" you literally caught me there last year, how could you forget ?" Harry asked as he straightened up and fetched their warm water bottle.

" I don't know. I never paid that much attention " draco shrugged his right arm crossing under his head, looking away somewhere in the forest to calm his nerve wrecking heart beat.

" can I say something ?" Harry asked after a while of having stared at Draco.

" yeah ?" Draco frowned

" why have you been so distant lately? I see it in your eyes, you're shielding something from me "

" what? No. It's nothing harry " draco assured him.

Harry still wasn't convinced but didn't question it again " you'd tell me if there's something right ?"

Draco felt everything inside him shift, like every inch of his body was rearranging himself as he looked at Harry's hopeful face. He was hurting not only himself but harry too. He knew the day would come when he'd have to come clean but the thought of Harry wanting draco to be alright, knowing that there was Something wrong with his boyfriend, knowing that draco was concealing something from him was crushing draco beyond comprehension. But harry came in his concealment too, he was concealing harry from the pain whether he was failing at it or not, he was. He was trying to.

" of course harry. Why would I hide anything from you ?"he smiled.

Harry smiled back " good " and drank his water again.

But maybe the happiness was bound to cease in their Little bubble on this very night of December, changing everything they had been through with so far.

The bottle of warm water in Harry's hand slipped colliding with the ground, drenching draco's left hand.

" merlin- I'm so sorry " harry rambled as he took out his handkerchief and tried dabbing draco's hand only Draco pulled away wincing.

" it's okay, it's nothing " draco mumbled crawling backwards.

" draco, the water was hot alright, let me just-"

" I said I'm fine " draco raised his voice affirmatively.

" draco let me just take a look-"

" I said I'm fine " draco sternly replied shaking his hand to drip the remaining water.

Harry rolled his eyes, dropping the handkerchief pretending to give up until Draco lightened up and pulled his hand when he didn't paid enough attention.

" see your sleeve's all wet" harry struggled keeping draco's hand to himself.

" harry, please, no. Just leave it " draco's voice broke as he struggle retrieving his hand back. Not today, just not today.

" Just shut up and let me see-" harry rolled his eyes as he oped draco's cuff Button's and started rolling his sleeve's backwards.

" harry, please no. I beg you " draco whimpered.

" stop being dramatic. Let me- " he stopped all together. His movements, his breathing, his hands, his mind, his heart, his body, everything stopped altogether when his eyes fell upon the dark mark.

" y-yo- you- you're one of them " harry stammered, his grip on draco's hands loosening too much.

" harry- I- I wanted to-to tell you " draco stammered, his eyes glimmering with tears.

" yo- you-" But Harry covered his mouth with his hands with a gasp standing up.

Draco immediately stumbled up, closing his distance with him but harry raised his hands to stop him.

" yo- you're one of them " harry couldn't believe him, or draco, or anything right now. Everything seemed too ridiculous to be believable but instead of Humour raising a laughter in him, his eyes filled with tears threatening to spill.

"I- I didn't wanted to be one harry, please just let me explain-"

" explain? What are you going to explain that you didn't have a choice. Save your bullshit draco " harry shouted.

" harry please-"

" no, I- I need to go " harry started picking up his thing's from the ground but draco didn't allow so, interrupting everything harry tried to pick up.

" please, harry, please let me explain " draco cried as he remained on his knees holding Harry's cloak in his arms.

" what will you explain draco ? And all these month's y- you lied to me. You being a- a- death Eater is one thing but lying, you lied to me draco " harry cried snatching away his cloak, putting it on.

" I had no choice. You have to understand-"

" no, you see, you had a choice but with your crippling fear of everything you became one. You betrayed me draco "

" you betrayed me " harry softly whispered and somehow it hurt more than the yelling. Harry saying he betrayed him crushed something in draco he didn't know existed, like his Insides has suddenly been filled with stones and he felt heavy. It was like every limb of his body was being torn apart by 3 simple words and draco couldn't stop crying.

" out of all the people, you know me. You knew me better than anyone else. You knew what he did to my parents and how I feel about everything yet you went ahead and became one of them " harry cried looking away as to look anywhere but draco.

" I'm- I'm sorry harry. I never wanted this. You have to understand I lied for your safety-"

" my safety? You lied to me draco. You hurt me like nobody else ever had and you call it safety. Use your brain draco " harry replied with disgusted expressions.

" I can't even look at you right now- and- and you kissed me- ugh- I- what did I ever do to you?"

" harry, please " Draco cried " please hear me out. You are the best thing ever happened to me but I never wanted this-"

" you- you tried to kill Ron " harry deadpanned with sudden realisation

" I didn't wanted to-"

" but you did.. I - I- what if it was me ?" Harry asked pointing his chest.

"I never wanted to do any of it harry. Please trust me-"

" trust you? Do you think I'd ever be Able to trust you with anything anymore ? I loved you draco- I loved you and you- you broke me " harry cried, his face scrunching in pain.

Draco's lips whimpered as he left out a harsh sob trying to approach harry but he stopped him again.

" you hurt me draco " harry sobbed with a heavy heart. He wanted to scream loudly, hurt draco, throw things at him but the thought of even hurting draco hurt him right. Everything about him hurt too much for him to do anything but cry.

" I loved you draco " harry whispered shaking his head and walked away with draco collapsing to the ground with screeching tears, his mewls and his groans. He left him there and he never Walked back to him. For him it was as If the world has collapsed, all of him had caved inside him as he sat there on the cold floor crying to himself how he couldn't stop the pain, how he hurt harry, how he broke harry. He remained there wishing to be dead but Today was when he felt too alive, because it hurt. It hurt to be alive.

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Month's had passed since harry last saw of draco, month's since he saw him run away with death eaters on the day Dumbledore died, months since Severus Snape killed him. And harry had never thought of Draco until that day when a tiny black owl pecked Harry's window Only once, dropped the letter on the table and flew away just as silently as it had came.

Frowning harry picked up the letter, Turned on the night light and sat down on his bed reading the letter addressed to him.

" we're too young, too fragile to be in pain, to be in vain.

I know you loved me first but don't think I didn't fall for you too harry. Perhaps you fell first, I fell harder for you. I know you hate me with every vein that runs in you but that night if you had given me a chance I'd had explained to you everything but if I were you and you were me I'd probably do the same thing.

But I don't want to talk to you about that day or anything about that, I want to tell you how much I still really love you even when you hate me. I love you so much that I can live with knowing you feel at least something towards me, hatred be it. I had months craving sunshine in those dark dungeons, in the manor but then I realised, my sun wasn't the star that shone so bright in the day, it was you. You are my sun, in dying and in rising each day and maybe, just maybe I might even be your moon because we can never be together at the same time of the day. We can't be together, we can't be seen together because even If I am there, you're too bright, too good, too yellow that I remain dim, unrevealed. You're too bright for someone as dark as me and I understand that but I am nothing without you. There can be no moon without the sun. The Universe is blessed to have you in existence, and maybe we all are nothing without you but I read this that in an eclipse, there is the sun, the moon and the earth, our earth perhaps is our pain, our sufferings, our differences that comes in between, but in all realities I'd do anything to be with you even if it's for few seconds and you're only there to shadow me because every moment with you is worth breathing and without you, it's not. Even if I get to only to share that eclipse with you, I'd make sure it lasts forever, it'll be my little infinity.

Planet's revolve around you harry, but I hope you won't forget me.

I hurt you but I know I'll spend the rest of my life ruining myself that I had lost my mind to hurt you. And I'll spend my life waiting for you.

I hope in your big heart one day you can find it in yourself to forgive me. I will love you for as long as the Universe Exists.

Only yours,

DLM "

Harry sniffed, tears dripping down on the piece of parchment with already wet blotches from draco before.

And he only cried in memories of all the Times that were good and all the times there wasn't so much pain. All the times when he didn't try to focus on denying to be in love with draco, in all the Times harry still thought of him and it made him happy.

And he Stared out in the rainy sky, waiting for only one eclipse. Just one that'd last forever.

Never listen to sad rainy moods on Spotify if you don't want to cry. Since you asked me to tag you @drarrywords

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