Fasting Looks Interesting

Fasting looks interesting

October 1, 2008

Despair.

When despair felt like the best alternative to happiness, it was easier said than done to try and improve. The world was how it was going to be and there was very little I could do to change it… let alone the circumstance I was put inside.

Assistance was something I could only hope for.

Friendship wasn’t likely.

Love isn’t common.

Life never played in my favor. Almost like some story being written as the days went on—nothing was planned, just improvised for someone else’s enjoyment.

All the despair I feel from a life not lived has caught up. This life should have control, maybe I should try after so long.

Today will be the day

Here I am at 3 AM listening to Ateez's new MV, HALAZIA, completely by coincidence; I should be asleep but, I had a revelation. Aside from my immediate love of the song, I realized Ateez's budget is massive for a group only 4 years old and it's amazing to me that Ateez hasn't fallen down the hole of making music for the sake of trends.

Their music has a story behind it, they're not just random songs that are pushed out to funnel more money into the company, it's actually a story being told through music and filmography.

I am immensely proud to be an ❤atiny❤ because...

ateez color this infinitely cold world

Alright, I'm gonna do something I've never done before...

Be consistent

All jokes aside. Between this being a draft and it going up. I'm going to challenge myself to write character scenes to introduce you all to the world of my many characters and their relationship with with my main character, Cassie.

The challenge: For the whole month of January, I have to post a small scene showcasing a few of my characters. They can be of any length, but they at least have to be more then 1k. If I can't reach that, then I'll have another story making up the difference.

Now, I'm expecting myself to fail because I become overwhelmed very easily; but I'm hoping this challenge will give me the necessary stress to actually finish it.

Update 1/03: I'm four days strong and I'm liking this challenge so far. I made a whole blog for this challenge, so go check it out!

So, wish me luck. If you want, you could participate as well, so I don't suffer alone but tag me so I can see your stories 🤗

All she could see was darkness, nothing to aid her choice. She huffed and got up staring into the night sky.

“I don’t know what to do! Why… do I not understand myself enough to make a decision?” A sigh escaped her lips. Cassie held her face and tried to relax herself.

There, in the silence around her, she heard a strange sound, a twinkle chimed above her. She turned her head up and saw the sky gleaming full of stars. Her eyes couldn’t make out anything other than the gathering of stars in the sky, but she made shapes in her mind.

I made this a while ago to match the boys and the chibi BGs they got.