I Randomly Decided To Make A More Condensed Version Of My WIP/story List.

I randomly decided to make a more condensed version of my WIP/story list.

Though, here's another list of stories I'm not really working on atm 🍊 Idea list 🍊 and here's 🍊 my writeblr intro 🍊

This one is just a more condensed list in case the others are a little too much to read through.

Finished with more than 30k

Devine Intervention: The Demonic Repentance (63k).

All the Screams (61k).

Same Breeds (40k).

normalities (36k).

Finished with less than 30k

Before the Reignfall (27k).

Secrets of a Teenage Man (22k)

A Fourth Dimension Reality: The Strange Beginnings (22k).

A Fourth Dimension Reality: The Crimson Soul (19k).

A Fourth Dimension Reality: The Interpose of Idiocy (30k Ik this is thirty, but this is a series.)

A Fourth Dimension Reality: Untitled 4th book (23k).

Unfinished with more than 30k

The State of Quandary (62k).

The Makings of a Love Story (46k).

Unfinished with less than 30k

Kingdom of Bumalia (29k).

Orange Perfect (21k).

Before the Love Story (15k).

One of Malovence (13k).

The Promiscuous Journey of a Virgin (10k).

Manifested Malovence (6k).

Devine Intervention: Sirin's call (6k).

So, I'm low key going through it right now and am making a impulse decision.

I have absolutely no place to post this collection of short stories I wrote and since I'm in one of my lonely moods, this is what came of it.

I'm not sure if I should make it a side blog or not... I'm probably gonna make it a side blog now that I think of it.

Well then, if you're interested in a reverse harem story about a young adult female who is a pervert in reality, but is perceived as some innocent angel, then check it out.

I'll probably post every day since there's a LOT of stories. Hopefully I won't fall in my depressive streak 😀

So, yesterday, I sat for around 3 hrs writing this new idea I got and I am so scared by how perfect things fell into place.

I figured to use this as an excuse to talk about other theories in writing.

This topic is...

Building plots

Obviously, you gotta know the why, what, when and hows of your plot, but personally most plots that try to be the best version if themselves aren't the most interesting.

And no, I'm not talking about the whole "don't make cliche plot" argument. I'm talking about having a plot be whatever it is you want it to be and not worrying about if you can or can't you do something.

It's a story, yes you can do that thing.

You wanna write two teenagers who run off together and gamble? Go ahead.

You wanna write a black magical girl? Yes please.

You wanna have a male protag who doesn't end up in a relationship? Do that and then some.

Sometimes, writers get hung up on the concept that certian themes can only be used in certian ways.

But take it from me, that's not the case. There was even one time a critique partner of mine said I only add romance in my stories because I like it. I was pretty dumbfounded by that because... Yeah, I do like romance so why wouldn't I put it in my stories?

However, the issue is how I represent my romance. Irl I'm not very affectionate so I typically have my romances in what you would consider "puppy love." Not super erotic or overtly intimate. It's just some fond looks and head pats.

That's what I feel I would be comfortable with in a relationship, so I know there's other who would as well. I write for myself, but I also write for the "little miss ann's" I know are out there.

I never saw myself in most media and felt lost without some kind of guidance. I still turned out kind of okay without it, but if I have the ability now to give that TV show to a little girl or boy who might not understand themslves fully yet, why wouldn't I do it?

So, again, don't let the rules of writing get in the way of anything you want to write. The rules are just a guide to get your familiar with writing, once you get that down, don't let that stop you from writing that talking squid storyline!

So with that in mind, I hope you write well today or tonight

It seems like I can only draw decently when I'm low key depressed ik it's just me being really sad and not actual depression

But

I drew the softest bby boi and now I'm invigorated to write this new idea I got!

So, just now I finished a 27k draft that I started in March of this year and I remembered another story with 33k words that I finished in the same amount of time, going from January to late Febuary-Early March of this year.

I just wanted to say this because I often think I'm not good enough as a writer since my family would often tell me I "wasn't doing anything" when they saw me writing.

Well, I'm glad to not be doing anything and I have a whole lot of nothing left to finish

So sometimes I feel so bad that I just wanna write a story about it.

In this case, it's about something that happened recently that I kind of want to add to normalities (some story I wrote).

You see, I'm friendless and have never had a true friend who just cares about me. I don't know if it's me or the world, but either way I'm in the group of people who always feels left out.

So, you have no idea how happy I was when 3 years ago I made a friend who had similar interests, hobbies, and was willing to hear me and my boring ass out.

However, that seemingly ended about a month ago now. Here I am really thinking it's my fault we fell out of our friendship, but I have to keep telling myself that it's not me.

Outside of our shared interests, we weren't on the same wavelength. I'm an introvert who needs to be alone every once and a while and he was more amibverted who liked being around people and talking for hours out of the day.

Even though we were both into video games, I happened to love the LoZ. He didn't. He loved Mario and I'm not the biggest Mario player.

Then there was the issue of my biggest hobby. Writing.

Sigh

You know, sometimes I hate writing because everyone is very intimidated by it. Either because they see it as a "difficult" hobby to be into or they simply don't want to care about a story you got at 3 in the morning.

In this case, I could tell I was pushing my hobby onto him and at some point I disliked talking to him because it always felt like I had to suppress my hobby to not annoy him.

I actually really do hate that I tend to people please. I never say what's on my mind and I instead proactively act different to be sure there's no discourse.

Again, I can see some of my issues and it's impossible to change myself. But it really hurts when you can never find anyone even close to the way you think act or feel.

Years and years have gone by and all of my friends have left me because I was too boring, I stopped being useful to them, or I simply couldn't be a friend to someone who doesn't care.

I'm just venting because I'm always in my feels at night.